AN: I saw Eclipse for the midnight premier… THE BEST MOVIE EVER! I ABSOLUTLY LOVED IT! Look at my youtube channel to see my review. I have a lot more to say about it but I had to cut everything! They're in the description anyways. Okay, well here's the last chapter of the book. :) I honestly think I could've had a better ending then this but I couldn't think of any other way. I'm actually proud of the way I wrote this though in Seth's thoughts. Anyways, enjoy the last chapter! :)

Breaking Eclipse: Renesmee and Jacob

Epilogue: Knowing

Seth Clearwater

It was a no brainer that Nessie chose Jacob. They were made for each other, soul mates. I knew all this time she wouldn't pick me, but when it happened, I didn't know it would hurt so much.

When will my soul mate come along? Many members of the pack have imprinted, I'm one of the best guys so why is it that I'm the one who gets a broken heart?

If only… if only Roxanne was the one. No, I don't want her. I only want the girl who I love more then anything else, someone I would literally kill for.

What if I died? Would she even care or would she be so happy with Jacob she wouldn't notice? I can imagine it now, them happily married with two kids and kissing each other while I sit there in the background, watching and imagining it was me. That's the least I can do now, just imagine… dream and it'd never come true.

Now I know how Jacob feels and he knows how Edward felt with Bella… this time, Jacob's Edward and I'm Jacob. Now isn't that just fun?

"Seth, put down the phone! I need to call Kevin!" Leah screamed at me. She's been like that for the last few hours now, I'm surprised she hasn't lost her voice yet.

"I need to talk to Nessie." I said. For the last few days, I was trying to call Nessie. I've always gotten the busy signal, Charlie, or no answer at all.

"She's not answering, Seth." She said, trying to grab the phone from me. I knew she couldn't stand a chance against me. She wasn't a wolf anymore so I was now stronger then her. Still, I let her have the phone. My butt was hurting and I needed a walk. I heard Leah dialing numbers and the ringing on the phone when I was leaving.

Dispite of the way guys talked about how they preferred being in wolf form, I was up for anything. I didn't want to deal with the pack's bickering so I stuck to being human.

I didn't really know where I was going or when I'd stop. I passed by joggers but they couldn't see who I was because of the hood creating a shadow on my face.

I didn't know how far I wanted to go, all I thought was "walk, keep the pace, do nothing else... For once do something for yourself." I obeyed the thoughts of my own brain and I was actually happy.

I didn't start running until I passed Forks High. I ran into the forest so no one could see me. Normal people couldn't run like this, taking long strides with my long legs.

I didn't know where I was really going until my brain told me to stop. I didn't know why I was here or why something told me I was supposed to be here.

The Cullen's house was still as white and beautiful as I remembered. Everything was flawless like the people who once lived there. Perfect, flawless, beautiful and made of stone.

Nessie and the Cullens were more than just a house though, they were like family to me... And I was so close to becoming a part of it.

Maybe I was never meant to be in the family. Otherwise, I probably would've imprinted Nessie instead of Jake. But no, Jacob is the one meant to be in the family. It was never me.

I stood in the angle I did when I was in wolf form almost eighteen years ago, the time I helped protect my best friend and his dying pregnant wife.

I sat down by a tree and leaned my back against it. Then I actually started crying, really! I can be such a baby! I don't blame Nessie for picking Jacob, he was more of a man then I was.

I didn't leave or phase, but eventually I got hungry. On my way home I got a call on my cell phone. I didn't bother to check the caller ID and just answered it.

"Nessie?" I said.

"No, it's Quil." I frowned and stopped walking.

"Oh," I said, disappointed. "sorry..."

"Well, Jacob's back." He said.

"He is?" I asked.

"Yeah, he came back just a few hours ago. I just went to his house and I heard his voice, as well as Nessie's."

"What were they talking about?" I asked. There was a pause. "They were doing it… weren't they?"

"By the sounds of it… I think so." I groaned. It's not that I didn't expect Jake and Nessie to have sex, it's just that I would have to put up with Jacob's thoughts and he'd probably kill me for thinking about putting my own self into his position. "I'm sorry Seth."

"Don't be." I said. "I saw this coming anyways." We were silent, not knowing what to say next.

"Do you know when the wedding will be?" I asked.

"No, but it'll be during the summer. Maybe Nessie would want you to be best man."

"Yeah, or wedding singer." We both laughed at my lame joke.

"So, you gonna be okay?" he asked. I shrugged.

"I don't know… I will be… eventually but for now, I'm just trying to…cope." I could see him nodding. Then I heard baby's cry in the background.

"Okay, gotta go, Conner's kind of grumpy right now. Talk to you later." He hung up before I could even say bye.

I walked up the steps of Jacob's house. I could hear Nessie making breakfast on the stove and Jacob still snoring. I wasn't sure if that was a good thing, I may not be able to control myself around Nessie if Jacob wasn't supervising. I felt like the bad guy now, but I had to do what I had to do.

I lightly knocked on the door for my own satisfaction, I didn't know if Nessie heard it but if she doesn't answer the door, I could try later, right? I didn't stay for long and was about to leave until I heard her voice.

"Seth?" she asked. I turned around. She had clothes on but her hair was a mess. Surely, she had a great night, my stomach churned a little.

"Hi," I said. We just stood there in silence, it was awkward. She probably knew why I was here, and she would probably be right.

"What are you doing here?" she asked.

"I want to talk." I said. She bit her lip.

"Well, Jacob's here."

"I know." She sighed.

"Well, we can talk during breakfast if you want. Are you hungry." I shook my head.

"No, Sue made me eat before I left." She nodded.

"Well, come in anyways." She opened the door wider to invite me.

"Are you sure it'll be alright? I don't know if Jake would want me to be in his house." She shook her head.

"I have something to tell you. He'll understand." I stood there for a minute debating whether or not to just go in and hear the words that would hurt me and I knew were coming, or just leave. She waited there patiently, not tapping her foot or anything. I climbed the steps, two steps at a time.

Get it over with, Seth. I thought. Don't lose control. You're stronger than this, don't act like a chicken.

Nessie poured me a cup of coffee without me asking and she just got herself a glass of milk, she hated coffee. She sighed and looked at me.

"You know who I've chosen." She said. I nodded. "Seth, I love you but… Jacob is my soul mate. I just can't live without him."

"I understand." I said. "I knew it was coming… but I had to try." Took a sip of her glass just for a distraction, I did the same thing with my coffee and we were silent. There was just the sound of Jacob's light snoring and our breathing as well. I could also hear Nessie's heart beat a little.

"When?" I asked. "When's the wedding?"

"July 13th." She said. "Well, I still have to ask Jacob but that's the say I planned."

"I don't think he'll say no." She smiled.

"Yeah… why would he when I want to have our wedding on the day of his mom's birthday?"

To Be Continued…

AN: HEE HEE! YAY! That's all for this book :) Next stop: Midnight Moon! I'm thinking of releasing it on the say Eclipse comes out in the UK (July 9th). Maybe I'll have the wedding Chapter on the day of the wedding date XD that'll be cool. And don't worry Skylann Ford (XD I remember ur name because of your requests) and the rest of you action fans… there will be plenty of action in the next book.

Yeah, so thanks for reading Breaking Eclipse, I hope you continue. Also, make sure you read my other stories I'm writing at the moment:

-Dear Mom

-The Twilight Note Book