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Chapter 6

"Bella, you're to young to know what love is, maybe when you're older you'll understand that just because you think you love someone it doesn't mean that you do" Carlisle said as he took a step back from me. "No, No - don't do that Carlisle, don't push me away!" I shouted at him. "Do you honestly think that if you give me a hard time that It's going to make me love you any less, because to be honest it couldn't get much harder than it was tonight telling you that I love you knowing what I'm risking".

"Bella" Carlisle said "Have you any idea what I'm risking just having this conversation, the damage it could do to the family for both of us?".

I stood there staring at him, taking in what he said as I watched him take yet another step back. Of all the outcomes I had thought about, I never once thought he would be cold to me. I could feel the ache building in my chest "So you just want to pretend that we never had this conversation then" I asked. "I think that would be the best solution, yes" he said. "Can I ask you something" I said, not bothering to wait for an answer "Why did you come here tonight? What was the real reason!" I shouted. "Was it because you were worried about you're precious Edward. Worried that he might do something YOU might regret". "Bella" Carlisle said a concerned look blooming on his face. "No, I've had it, I'm done - from now on stay away from me all of you because I have had more than enough heartbreak to last a lifetime" I said to him, all the while the ache In my chest getting worse. "Please Bella, don't do this" Carlisle said as he stepped closer to me.

I looked at him, and I looked at him some more. I studied the perfect face, the beautiful lips, the blond hair and the topaz eye's, I could also see the desperation as it leaked into his expression but I wasn't going to dwell on that. How could he think that I could pretend that he hadn't just stomped all over my heart? I took a breath and said "No Carlisle, I'm going home, don't call, don't write and please don't come around - that goes for all of you". With that I turned around and started the long walk home and he didn't stop me. It was only after I was sure I had gotten far enough away that he wouldn't be able to hear and in the shade of some trees I finally broke down into sobs that made my chest heave so much it probably would have broken my heart - if it wasn't already so….