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Chapter 11
BPOV
It felt like the world was spinning, to be honest the world could been ending and I would have no clue all I felt was him and it was the most glorious thing I had ever experienced. I felt him pull me closer, so close that it started to hurt, but I didn't care, I drew my teeth over his lower lip and I felt him growl slightly. "The things you make me feel Isabella, it makes me believe I could be the happiest vampire in the world" he whispered against my lips. "Person" I corrected him "You're a person to me." I felt him smile against my lips "My Isabella, always defending me" he said. "Always" I told him.
He picked me up and then lay me down on my bed and proceeded to lie down next to me. I rolled over on to my side so I could look at him properly "What made you change your mind?" I asked him. "Hope" he said simply "because if you have it, then you can achieve anything". I must have looked a bit confused because he smiled at me gently and began brushing the hair off my face "Alice knows" he told me quietly. I felt the panic begin to grip my chest, how could this be a good thing! If Alice knows then so do the rest of them - oh god. "Bella shhh, it's okay she hasn't said anything - she understands that we didn't choose this, that it just happened" he said. I felt the pain in my chest lessen slightly "She doesn't hate me" I asked. "Don't be silly Bella, she loves you and she want's you to be happy" he told me while stroking my face.
I gave him a small smile and then asked "What made you come over? The others are probably back now, why are you risking so much just to see me?" He looked at me as if he was surprised by what I had said - but I did wonder why how he could risk everything like this. "Isabella Swan" he said to me "One day you're going to wake up and finally realise how special you really are and that your worth risking everything over" and then he placed a gentle kiss on my forehead and I thought to myself that this is what heaven must be like. "Thank you" I whispered and he gave me another soft smile. "I came here because I couldn't leave things the way they were earlier tonight, and now that I know someone believes in us, I knew I had to declare myself to you." I couldn't help but smile at his use of words, sometimes it was so easy to forget how old Carlisle really was.
"So what are we going to do now?" I asked him. "Well" he said thoughtfully "We're going to have to decide on what to do about Edward and Esme, should we tell them the truth or should we wait?" My heart sank, right strait to the hard stuff I thought. "I'm not sure what to do" I told him "I know what I want to do and I know what's best to do - but doing what I want involves lying to the people I love so in the short term it will hurt less, but what's best to do I.e tell them the truth and it will make things better in the long run" I explained.
He was silent for a moment, no doubt thinking everything over "I don't think we should tell them yet" he said finally. "Then we won't" I told him and he looked at me surprised that I agreed with him so readily "I trust you, and if you don't think now's the right time, then we'll wait until it is." He pulled me closer to him "Ah Bella, what would I do without you" he asked me. I laughed "Probably live a rather less complicated existence" I told him and then it was his turn to laugh.
We spent the next hour together discussing the events of the coming day and how we would deal with our respective partners and even though lying to Edward and his family was wrong, I couldn't help but feel very happy the way things had turned out so far………
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