Third chapter of Daybreak is finally finished. This chapter mainly is about the weeks before the exams, so the story may seem slow to some people. I wanted to place emphasis on the fact that Allen is not a genius. He is not a wonder child, even though he does have great understanding for math and science.
For all those who are waiting for the pairing: It's slowly building up. Personally I don't like stories where they are like: We hate each other; next second: we love each other, that's why it takes a little while.
As for the projects that Allen was involved with: Yes you will get to know that one still. They are the reason why Allen is in school now, after all :)
Thanks a lot to everyone who reviewed so far! Hope you also like this chapter ^o^
Enjoy the chapter!
Allen hit his head against the desk in frustration. He had decided to take on the challenge and do everything he had to do, so he would be able to start with University after summer holidays. Just that it was far harder than he had expected.
He was not a genius, that was Lavi's job, as he had found out soon enough. All he had achieved until now he had achieved through hard work and the simple fact that he had had no other choice but to get over whatever was thrown at him.
It had been one week and his head felt as if it was stuffed full with information that he most of the time considered useless. He had trouble remembering things, especially if he was not interested. A fact that drove Kanda to almost strangle him. Unfortunately for Allen the older student 'helped' him with the subject he sucked the most at: Art.
Apparently Kanda's 'father' was an artist and so he had a very good knowledge on the subject as well as talent to make some really awesome paintings. Too bad for Allen that he also had almost no patience whatsoever and did not get along with him ever since the first time they had met.
The first time the older student had seen one of Allen's drawing he had grinned, teased him and made fun of it. That soon had stopped however when he realized that Allen really was that bad and that, no matter how often he explained things to him, he still would get it all wrong.
"God damn idiot! Tell me again why I waste my time here instead of doing my kendo practice?" Kanda glared at him after he, yet again, had managed to destroy the aquarelle painting he had been working on.
"It's not my fault. I just have no talent for drawing. Everyone is talented at other stuff."
"Stop talking crap!"
Allen's expression darkened. "Well can you play the piano or something?"
"I'm not the one trying to get into university 3 years earlier. So stop trying to get away from drawing something decent and finish this. You're even worse in this one then you were with Oil paintings. And here I thought it couldn't possibly get worse."
Allen fumed while he took yet another paper and started all over - again. Meanwhile Kanda took out some of his own books to do his own work as well, only sometimes glancing to what would be the boys next failure.
Neither of them noticed a man standing in front of the open classroom door, whose calm demeanor turned into one of anger as he sat eyes on Allen.
Two days later Allen was studying with Lavi. This time it was English and Literature, two subjects that were more easy for Allen. And yet he couldn't take it easy because he had to catch up a lot in such a short amount of time.
Grinning from ear to ear Lavi threw yet another book at Allen that they boy should finish reading by the next day so they could discuss it. Lavi was a good teacher though, as such he combined Literature and English, so the boy would learn two subjects in one go.
When Lavi had found out he would be tutoring the newcomer he had searched for his scripts that he had kept somewhere in the attic of his house. Luckily his grandpa would not let him throw away any of his old books and scripts until he would finish his schooling completely. As such everything had been neatly stowed away. Lavi had always thought that his grandfather's antics were stupid, but now he was glad. He had lent his stuff to Allen who had been working with it for the past few days. And improved a lot.
He liked teaching the kid… as well as teasing him. Allen was easy to get along with. No wonder Kanda couldn't stand him. He looked over the teen's shoulder and pointed out a mistake to what the he had just written down.
Allen was happy to have Lavi helping him. The redhead managed to explain things in such an easy way that it wasn't a problem for him to understand the things he said. It truly was an amazing talent. Because of this he once asked if Lavi wanted to become a teacher, which had caused the older boy to laugh so hard that they had been thrown out of the library.
"Don't you have to study for your own exams?"
"Hmmm? I already did everything I needed to do. Don't worry about minor things like that."
"Minor…" Allen smiled weakly. He had to study for days on end with almost no brakes. Hearing someone say 'minor things' when it came to exams made him feel bad.
"Mah, mah… don't get all stressed. Relax and just try your best. I am sure it will work out."
"Easy for you to say, you remember things after reading them once."
"Well ok, it does help, but I am sure you can make it work too."
"If only things would be more important and interesting to me. Most of the things seem completely useless. Especially drawing."
Lavi laughed. "Well, Yuu-chan did say you suck at it. Seeing your scrawl I can imagine why."
"WHA-" Lavi slapped a hand over Allen's mouth.
"Do you want to get kicked out of the library again?" Allen shook his head.
"Then try being more silent. Especially when Tokusa is around." Allen turned around to see a guy with some weird markings around his eyes. In a way he reminded him of Link, not that he knew much about either.
"He is the history teacher, and I heard he is the one who was mostly against giving you this chance. I am sure he would be delighted to find something that he could use against you."
"Why would he do that? I never met him."
"He doesn't like people who are successful easily."
"I am not…"
Lavi just sighed. "I know that. But he doesn't… and I don't even think he wants to know. Just stay clear of him. And of Goushi, the Art teacher. Unfortunately that guy follows Tokusa around like a puppy would it's master."
Suddenly Allen felt sick. "I will never manage if the Arts teacher doesn't want me to pass. I do have to take the exam… and I suck at the subject too."
And thus the learning session was interrupted since Allen got too depressed to continue and didn't even cheer up as Lavi snuck some cakes into the library, though he did devour them in no time like usual.
Later on he even managed to piss off Fou even more than he normally did, because he was too worried about the upcoming exams to concentrate. At the end Fou kicked him out and told him to not come back before he wasn't trying hard again.
"THAT IDIOT!!!" Fou stomped into Bak's office.
"I can't believe that I have to take care of such a WHIMP!" she kicked a stack of paper down from the desk and put her feet on top.
"What's the matter, Fou?" Bak asked her with a smile. He knew exactly what was wrong with his secretary.
"He's hopeless! He'll never manage! Yesterday he was fine and trying today he gets there depressed and distracted. I'm not babysitting idiots who can't take care of themselves."
"Hmmm… so you say he won't be able to manage all the exams?"
"Of course not!"
"Well I suppose we can't help him then. If even you can't teach him enough to manage then maybe we should just ask him to go with the sophomores."
"Eh?"
"Well obviously… Cross also said he is an idiot. So he most likely doesn't stand a chance to do it."
"Wait… wait just a sec. I CAN teach him enough! … And he only needs the right encouragement."
"No no, we shouldn't take pity on someone who obviously won't manage."
" He CAN do it… if he tries hard. He already finished to catch up in History completely. English and Literature are Lavi's area, but he said Allen is mostly doing fine too. Biology… well the sexual topics were a problem for him." Fou sneered as she saw Bak's hives coming up. Payback was a bitch.
"For someone who grew up with Cross I expected him to NOT blush. Even Lenalee-"
"BAK-SAMA!" Sammo Han Won came running into the office to catch Bak, who was just about to faint, and laid him gently down on the couch.
Fou rolled her eyes. "I really wonder if you didn't install cameras in the office to always know when Bak is about to faint."
The older man, a doctor who was working in the medical ward at school, ignored her. He had long since learned to not get worked up by the woman's comments.
"Anyway Bak! You keep your hands of from Walker! I will teach that kid and he will manage those damn exams!" With that she took her keys and left the office, slamming the door behind her.
"Good thing you always know what to say to her. She will definitely make him pass."
The blonde principal got up again, though he still had a wet towel pressed to his face. "I know she will. The boy is the type who works hard. She likes those guys."
Luckily Allen had calmed again the next day (after Cross almost killed him for not finishing his studies with Fou). Allen wanted to try hard and saw to it, that he didn't get depressed anymore. He already was a burden to his tutors. At least he didn't want to let them down.
The days passed very fast. Too fast in Allen's opinion. He had just gotten used to his new daily routine when again something changed. Lenalee, at the end of his second week of nonstop studying, told him that from now on he would have to continue on his own, since he had reached the point where she couldn't help him with anything anymore. Lavi would take over Geography and Biology from here on as well.
He couldn't help but feel sad at that. Lenalee was probably his best friend here. Sure, the red head was fun, and slowly but surly he started to get used to Kanda as well as Fou, but no one else was nearly as nice and understanding as Lenalee was.
"Come on, cheer up! It's not as if we aren't going to see each other anymore!" Lenalee tried to lighten his mood, guessing right about why he looked so sad. "You're still coming here to eat, and all. Also once this is over we can actually do more fun things together than just learning."
Allen's sad expression turned to a more cheerful one at that. "Indeed. I am so happy when this is finally over. Not that I think I won't have to do lots still, but at least the pressure will be gone then. For the first time I actually might get to find out what summer holidays feel like."
An image of a beach and palms popped up in Allen's head. "I truly do want to go to the beach."
"We can go together then. I am sure my brother won't mind if I go to the beach with you. How about Cross?"
And the nice image of the ocean vanished as he thought of his red haired demon of a guardian. "NO! I am sure master will have work for me over summer holidays. And if not I will have to look for a job since he probably does nothing else but make debts. AAAAAH! And we already stayed here for so many weeks!"
"A- Allen?"
"What will I do? I won't be able to get enough money in time!"
"…"
"I knew I forgot something. He's doing nothing the whole day long, isn't he. That means work for three years for me to pay of his debts!"
Seeing the panicked boy was fun in a way, Lenalee decided.
"Mah… if you are accepted here and not 18 yet, you are not allowed to work during summer. And even after that it's heavily discouraged, unless it has something do with what you study."
"What?"
"The school wants students to learn, and if they have free they should use the time to relax or do some sports. As such students are forbidden from working during holidays or after school."
"Only rich people can afford that though."
"Well… some students get a permission that allows them to work. But it doesn't happen often. The principal wants what is best for students really. We should give our all during the year, but then also be allowed to relax during the time that is meant for it."
"I am sure master got special permission for me to work then."
Lenalee couldn't help but chuckle.
"It's not fun."
"I haven't heard anything of the sorts yet. I am sure brother would have mentioned it, if that was the case."
It was clear that Allen didn't believe this.
"You know what, give me your number and I shall call Cross after the exams and inform him that you will join me on a beach trip."
"Cross' number?" Somehow the thought of Lenalee knowing the number of Cross was very disturbing.
"No… or do you only have mobile phones?"
"Ah, no we still have the landline." Allen scribbled the number down. "Please make it a short phone call. And maybe Komui should stay near you when you talk with him. Also I am not sure if he is even at home."
"Don't worry. As I said, all I want to do is go on a trip with you."
"And Komui will kill me for it."
"Brother wouldn't do that!" Again, Allen really didn't believe her.
They continued to talk a bit longer, thinking about what they could do, once summer holidays started and Lenalee made him promise to go shopping with her, after the exams were over.
With each passing day Allen got more and more nervous of his upcoming exams. He seemed to be doing ok in most of the subjects he had learn. He had even survived the sex education Fou had made him go through, though he prayed that he wouldn't be asked any question in that area. He probably would be too embarrassed to answer.
Fou had almost forced him to spend a day in elementary school, when he didn't give her answers without stuttering and blushing.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU? Nine or fifteen? Ah wait, stupid question, go join with the other nine year olds!" the young secretary had shouted at him before she kicked him of his chair.
Luckily Bak came in at that moment or he knew he really would have had to join them.
In some way every subject was difficult, because it was so much to learn. However the thing he was afraid about the most was Arts. Theory he of course had learned perfectly meanwhile. Just that his skills still … were almost nonexistent.
Once again Allen made his way to meet with the moody older student. That thought alone already made him want to curse, something he had probably picked up from the black haired man too.
At least he probably annoyed Kanda just as much. He plastered his best smile on his face, knowing it would annoy Kanda all the more, and went to continue on with his most hated subject. He couldn't wait for the day when he wouldn't have to touch any watercolors and brushes anymore!
Allen had just been drawing for half an hour when Lavi barged into the room.
"ALLEN!" the red haired teenager yelled and startled Allen with the noise. The boy jerked up and managed to let his almost finished painting fall onto the dirty ground.
"LAVIIII!" Allen yelled at him. "I was almost finished! Couldn't you have waited another 10 minutes?"
"Indeed. I was looking forward to tell moyashi to redo it too then."
"Still getting along great I see…" Lavi picked up the canvas. "At least you didn't waste another ten minutes now. You should thank me."
Allen however wasn't listening as he was preoccupied with thinking about punching the glaring man in front of him. "Can I just punch him once?"
"Try, but you might end up with a broken bone."
"Weakling."
"ANYWAY!" Lavi yelled again to prevent the two from arguing. "The reason I came here is because I was just on my way to the toilet when I overheard Tokusa and Goushi. Tokusa seems to think you're worst at drawing with aquarelle-"
"Can't argue with that. Even though moyashi is dreadful with everything else too."
Grabbing Allen's hand to stop him from punching at Kanda, the red head continued "And he asked him to make you use aquarelle painting techniques."
"Why the hell? Ever since I came here it really seems like someone is desperately trying to get me into problems!"
"Well… your luck sure could use improvement. You better be prepared for whatever Tokusa throws at you in history, though I think you should manage that. Which is probably also the reason why he asked Goushi."
"Hmm… brat, you definitely have a lot of work to do. I assumed he would make you draw something with oil, since that is considered more difficult. That's the reason why today you did an acrylic painting."
"So you were concerned with moyashi-chan's well being!"
"Shut up!" Kanda glared at Lavi, ready to throw the, in his opinion, abused canvas over his head.
"This will be difficult for you." he continued after Lavi backed away from him. "You're worst of with techniques where you have to use a lot of water. And aquarelle would be considered a very fair topic, so Bak couldn't help you, even if he wanted too."
Allen took a few deep breathes. "At least now I know what will be asked of me though."
"If Tokusa knew about your most hated technique, he probably also will ask you to draw some building, which would be the perfect combination for you, wouldn't it."
Even if he didn't want to, he had to agree with Kanda on that one.
"Don't worry, you still have some days to learn it."
"He wouldn't manage even with three years of time." Kanda smirked at the pale boy and closed his homework.
"If you were a better teacher then maybe I could!"
"Don't try blaming me for your own inability!"
"Well you never really did show me how to finish a drawing!"
"Cause you have to draw it on your own in the end. And I did show you how to do that."
"Help me make one drawing. Just like you assume it will be asked on the actual exam. Please." At first Kanda wanted to brush the teen off, but somehow he found himself agreeing.
"Thanks!"
"But for that you finish my math homework and bring it to me first thing tomorrow morning."
Two hours later finally Allen held a finished drawing in his hand that even Kanda accepted (only because he had guided Allen nonstop to make it good).
Either way Allen was happy with the end result. He could only hope that neither Lavi nor Kanda had been wrong and that the teacher indeed would ask him to draw an Abbey or Palace. Any other topic and he would definitely fail. And even if the teacher indeed chose this he would need a lot of luck to manage still.
Kanda had told him that this was all he could help him with. As such the only two people that would continue to study with him were Lavi and Fou.
He made his way to the office once again, where Fou was already waiting.
"WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?" she screamed as he entered and threw her cup at him.
"S-Sorry?" Allen had managed to quickly jump out of the way of the flying object.
"YOU ARE OVER AN HOUR LATE, DAMN BRAT!"
Eyes widening he started to ramble an apology and bowed several times to the woman. "I- I am very sorry! I was finishing my drawing with Kanda! It won't happen again. I'm really sorry!"
"WHY-" Fou stopped herself. "With Kanda?"
"Yes? …"
"Till now?"
Allen nodded.
"But Kanda has Kendo lessons today!"
"Maybe he didn't feel like going?"
"Kanda NEVER missed his Kendo practice. Hell he would rather not have holidays than missing his Kendo lessons!"
"Uhm…" Allen fidgeted under Fou's gaze.
"HAHAHAHA!" Her loud laughing could be heard even from outside. "I am sure curious how you are going to repay that debt."
"Thanks for always saying such comforting and encouraging words." Allen deadpanned.
"You're welcome kid. It makes my day to be able to help like that." She smirked.
"Still, for now we have to see to it that you in fact do pass. Seeing as you have to pass every single subject we better get back to work. I hope you indeed pass Arts since you were already late for your lessons with me thanks to that useless subject."
"It's not as if I like learning for it…" the boy grumbled but took out his books so they could start again.
At long last the dreaded exam-day came.
Allen was not allowed to take anything into his 'special' exam room. Everything would be provided, from pens to papers who apparently would be counted and stamped, as was the exam rule for the school.
Neither his mobile phone nor Timcanpy were allowed in the exam room, which at first had scared Allen, but thanks to Timcanpy's brilliant behavior (the golem had eaten Bak's cap as well as most of the principal's stuff inside his drawers when they were informed of that fact) that might yet turn out to become a lucky thing for him. Of course only if whatever deity there was, wanted him to pass.
In the morning he had to do his written exams, in the afternoon oral examinations were to follow. The oral exams would be slightly longer, so that Allen could think about the questions given and write down what he would like to tell them. The only exception to that would be Art, where he had to finish some painting. That would be his last exam. Allen would have preferred to have his most hated subjects at the beginning this time, but of course lady luck had turned a deaf ear to his prayers. He truly hoped that she would at least be with him later on then.
The actual exams were far more relaxed than he had expected. The questions for the most part seemed fair and for most of the written exams he was alone in the room (they had searched him for any notes he might have taken along).
The only person who was constantly staring at him (and making him nervous as hell) had been Tokusa. The guy was there for the whole time when it was his subject's turn. Allen supposed that it was indeed his intention to make him fail. And some of the guy's strategy worked too - it was the only exam he couldn't finish completely. The oral examination in the afternoon was a lot worse though. Luckily Fou was sitting through all the oral examinations, as such Tokusa had to stay fair. Allen doubted he would have been able to pass otherwise.
Soon the last exam approached. Drawing. Goushi handed him paper and colors. And - Allen almost jumped with joy - the topic really was exactly what Kanda had told him. He started but after he had drawn a few lines the teacher was already laughing.
Allen sighed and threw the picture away and started over. After this happened for the third time the teacher left the room, saying that he wouldn't take the blame for Allen failing.
Allen now indeed did jump with joy! He couldn't believe his luck! He thanked every deity there might be for the teachers leaving and opened the window.
Fourty minutes later Goushi came back, together with Fou, to see Allen finishing his drawing. It was still wet but the drawing looked very well.
"Oh god! You managed!" Fou exclaimed taking a good look at the picture. "I suppose Kanda is just as good as helping hopeless people as I am!"
Goushi seemed to be very angry though. "There is no way in hell you could have done that on your own!"
Allen glared at the teacher. "Sir, the only other person who had been in this room is you. I am sure someone would have noticed if anyone entered."
The teacher examined the picture and saw the school's stamp on the paper. "Well then, explain how you made this painting." Goushi said and Allen smirked. He WAS good in theory.
A quarter of an hour later he was ushered into the principal's office, where he was told the results of his exams. He had passed all, though History only by a few points. The only subject where he got an A was English, but he really didn't care. He had managed to pass in every single subject and that was the only thing that counted.
Bak handed him a pamphlet with information about the University of Black Order. "Read everything carefully and decide by the end of the week, what you want to be doing in the future."
Allen nodded and gratefully accepted the folder. "Congratulations, Allen Walker, with this you are finally a full member of the Black Order." Fou pinched his cheeks.
"Ouch!"
"And seeing as there are no courses for the rest of the week, you will be helping the student council preparing for the end of the school festival."
"There is a school festival?"
"Yep. The last two weeks before summer are the same every year: the first one is the exam week, yours are already over though, and the following week the students prepare things for the festival while the teachers grade the papers." The secretary explained while looking through a pile of papers to find the information on this years festival.
"I can't say I have seen much of schools... But that is just such a cliché!"
"It is... But you don't have to participate much I guess. Just help getting everything ready since you are a member of the High School now. You are one of the few people who actually have time."
"Ok. At least this gives me a reason to get away from Cross."
A little while later Allen was finally free to go home. Exhaustion made itself known just as he was about to leave the building and he almost fell, when a soft shoulder steadied him.
"Well done, Allen!"
"Lenalee?"
"Are you too tired?" The girl asked while she helped him along the way.
"I didn't sleep much the last few weeks. There was so much to do." Allen sighed.
"Again, well done! My brother already told me you managed." She patted his back.
"Thanks for your support!"
"You'll have to help me learn for math till Friday!"
"I will." he replied. "But I hope you already did learn, else you will be in trouble."
They entered the High School Building and sat down at a table besides the coffee dispenser.
"We'll wait for Lavi and Kanda. They're still busy with whatever the seniors decided to do for the festival."
"I would like to go and get some decent sleep, to be honest." Allen murmured almost falling asleep on the spot.
"Lavi or Kanda will take you home. You should at least tell them yourself that you passed!" The only answer she got was some half-nod from the boy.
Since the white haired boy was not talking with her Lenalee took out some of her books to study a little bit more. She was pretty sure about what would be asked of them during the exams, but going over it again never was a bad thing.
It was already dark outside when Lavi and Kanda finally joined the two at the table.
"Oho... Looks like someone is exhausted." Lavi at once rummaged in his bag and took out a waterproof marker.
"Finally you found another victim to annoy."
"What Yuu-chan, are you jealous? Of course I will give you all my attention in a second!" Lavi said with a happy grin and had just started to draw a circle when Lenalee stopped him.
"Just let him rest for now."
"Did he manage everything?"
"Yes... I did." Allen yawned and rubbed his eyes. "Did get through everything. You were right about Goushi, Kanda... Thanks."
"I still didn't expect you to manage."
Allen put the picture on the table.
"What the fuck? It's almost the same as the one I finished with you... Just a few areas where you messed by using too much water!"
Lavi took the picture away from Kanda and grinned. "I think you played dirty there!" The school stamp in the right corner however didn't seem faked. "Or not? You really improved that much?"
"Did not." Allen stifled another yawn. "It is the same. I was really lucky. Timcanpy brought it through the window when Goushi had left the room. He also took one of my bad attempts out. And even I can add a bit of water to make it seem like just finished."
"And what about the stamp?" Lavi really didn't think it was a fake.
Allen hesitated. "The principal told us that Tim wouldn't be allowed into the exam room. Timcanpy faked to be 'angry' and as such the I 'lent' the stamp for five minutes."
"You really did cheat! Oh my god! And here I expected you to be a good little boy!" The redhead couldn't help but laughing.
"It was either that or failing. I hate failing, especially if it's cause of something that seems pointless to me."
"Heh, I already expected something like that. I don't support cheating, but given the situation I guess it was the right thing to do." Lenalee told him, to show she was ok with it.
"You owe me, moyashi!" Kanda sneered. Even though it irked him, that the younger boy had used his drawing, Kanda couldn't help but feel some grudging respect for him. The boy had given his best and when he had realized that there was no way he could manage, he had looked for a way around the problem. The brat, though annoying as hell, was definitely also just as interesting.
"It's Allen!" the white haired boy snapped before taking a good look at Kanda's face. "... There is something disturbing about having to be in your debt." He probably would be reminded of this for the rest of his life.
"You're lucky we don't have any homework or projects anymore, moyashi!"
"Which only means you'll remember this until you find something even more annoying." Allen took the painting back. "I'll stay in your debt for now then, jerk!"
The group made their way out of the building, while the talk turned from the exams, that the others still had to do this week, towards what would be done at the school festival. Allen couldn't believe his ears, when they Lavi told him that the seniors wanted to do some romance-school play. "Why not just watch High School Musical? It's all there! Singing, dancing and almost no plot!"
"All the girls wanted it and hoped Kanda would take the role of the 'prince'!" Was the nice explanation he got from Lavi.
Kanda's fists clenched while Allen had a hard time to repress his laughter. Lenalee's giggling didn't anything to improve his polite trying.
"Why don't you tell them about your bloody role then, usagi!"
"What will you be doing, Lavi?" Lenalee asked in between her giggles.
"I got to play the principal of the school, which would be all fun and everything, but I only get to say two words." he whined. "I wanted a real role, to show everyone some of my talent!"
Allen clamped his hand over his mouth to keep from becoming even louder. "I am so going to watch you guys!"
"Kanda refused to be acting though" Lavi pouted. "He'll just do his duty backstage."
"Too bad, I would have loved your happy smile and graceful bow at the end Kanda!" Allen smirked at the older student.
"One more word, moyashi, and I will cut your hair off." Kanda glared at him.
"Wouldn-"
"Guys, you can continue your arguing on the way home. I'll drive with Lavi and Kanda, you get Allen home." Lenalee quickly dragged the redhead away, before Kanda could start arguing with her instead.
As the other made no motion to get moving Kanda sighed and pulled him along. "Let's go."
Kanda had decided that the boy was interesting, as such he wasn't too much against taking him home. Maybe he could ask him about what he had done before he came to school on the way.
However the boy fell asleep right after sitting down in the car.
"Damn child." Kanda growled as he started the engine.
That's all for now. Maybe the first part is a little low, but I like seeing things developing slowly.
I'm trying to stay in character. As such anyone who read my profile and saw that I don't like Lenalee too much will get disappointed. Lenalee and Allen will always be friends, that's just how the two are.
As for my 'abuse' of Goushi (or Koushi - I found two different spellings of the names) and Tokusa: I don't like em. Not one bit.
Just like I hate all the others who want to hurt Allen. As such I also hate the 14th. And next chapter will probably be a past-chapter too ;.; I love Kanda and all, and I wanna know his past: AFTER I know the rest of the story and both of them are save and sound and Marian is back *cries*
The chapter probably sounds a bit depressing at the beginning cause I had just read the newest D. Gray-man chapter. I am such an idiot. I truly should only read stories that are well finished. Instead I am addicted to Hagaren and D. Gray-man and each chapter just gets worse and worse....
Please review! :)
