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Message of Regret

P.O.V: Rin

Days have passed since that damned day…I still find myself crying till I fall asleep. I've walked far, to a small town by the sea where I used to play with Len. I've always loved the smell of the sea, though now it only brings me tears and heartache. It should have been me… That one thought always runs through my mind now. Len had given me so much, and what have I ever truly given to him in return…Not even a thank you….

While still cloaked in his shroud, I walked through the town to the beach. I took off the shoes I was wearing and rolled up the pants my brother had given to me so I could escape. As I felt the soft white sand go in between my toes, I looked up at the moon and began to remember long before all of this happened. I began to count all of the things he had given me, which exceeded far beyond my fingers. So, I lined up stones to count.

I was far down the beach in a matter of minutes when I remembered something:

"Len, what are you doing?" A younger me asked. We were on the very same beach, though it was the day and it seemed much happier. "I'm putting a note in a bottle," Len said, smiling at me. "Why?" I asked, curious. "Well, the note has a wish on it," Len explained, "And I'm going to through it into the ocean. If it doesn't break, then my wish will be granted." "That seems kinda stupid," I said. "Suit yourself, my princess," Len said smiling, throwing the bottle into the ocean.

A tear rolled down my cheek. I never asked him what he wished for. I now wish I knew, I would have gave it to him if I could…

I sat on the beach for awhile, holding my knees to my chest as I cried. When my tears finally stopped, I slowly stood up and felt something fall from my pocket. It was Len's watch. It had opened when in hit the sand. I picked it up and dusted the sand off of it.

It was then that I noticed a small note on the inside. I took it out to read it.

'I wish that I can be with Rin…Forever.'

I began to cry once more. Was that what he wished for years ago? He just wanted to be with me…And I'm the reason he's dead! I fell to the ground, crying hysterically. It was getting close to morning when I stopped and saw a bottle with a cork in it not to far from where I was.

I wiped my eyes dry and grabbed the bottle. A little while later, I found a discarded piece of crumpled blank paper and a needle. I pricked myself with the needle and wrote a wish in my blood, to the best of my abilities.

When I finished, I rolled the paper up and put in into the bottle. I corked it, walked into the shallow part of the water and placed the bottle in the ocean. As I watched it float of, I folded my hands in prayer.

'If we could be reborn…Then I want to be with Len again.'

That is the wish I made. The bottle was out of sight as the sun began to rise. The sight of its colours splashing across the surface of the ocean was too beautiful for words. If only Len could see this…

And even though that thought went through my mind, I did not cry. I know that I must live the rest of my life for both Len and I.

"If only we could be reborn," I said to myself.

"Then I'd like to be with you again…" Said a familiar voice from behind me.

I quickly turned around, but saw no one. And even so, I smiled, because I knew who it was…