Chapter 19

Edward's POV

I sat at Bella's bedside as she still hadn't woken up I held her hand. the beeping of the machine was supposed to irate me but it was the noise which i knew was Bella's heart was still beating. I climbed into the bed next to her and held her to me, making sure i didn't interrupt any of the wires from helping her. I leaned my head on her chest and just simply listened I closed my eyes and prayed to god she would be ok I wonder what she was dreaming of in there? was she dreaming at all?

Bella's POV

The dreams were so weird, i didn't know how long i had been asleep but it seemed like a lifetime now. i missed Edward's touch but i felt him, i could practically feel him next to me.

"Boo!" i jumped i turned and saw Royce, wait saw? "Yes, you can see here but if you wake up you'll go back to being blind, bring me back"

"No" i shook my head "Never"

he shrugged "Very well, have it your way" he disappeared and that's when it happened, i couldn't breath

Edward's POV

Her heart beat started to quicken and the machine went wild, I pressed the button and people started to come in, my father asked me to step outside

"What happened"

i shook my head not finding the words which were going in my head, but nothing was coming out i set my hands into a prayer sign and held them to my lips, whispering words of pleas to keep her alive.

"Edward? what the..." my brother Emmett trailed off as he looked through the window and saw them trying to get Bella back to normal, and then the most horrible noise in the world happened

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

"We have no pulse, charge" they grabbed the things at the side of them and charged them hurry up i thought i swear if she dies I'm right along with her.

I sensed the rest of my family behind me watching the scene in front of us; my father was helping the people inside but in his mind held signs of low hope but so desperate to be wrong.

Bella jumped as they set them on her chest

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep still nothing. they tried three times and still nothing. they looked at each other and i heard them all give up hope, apart from my father he once more time grabbed the charges and held them to her chest.

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

my father sighed and set the machine back to the other side of the room "Call it"

"Isabella Marie swan died on the 5th December 2009" they all left the room and i was just stood there i vaguely remembered someone touching my shoulder but i shrugged it off and walked into the room, my father looked at me with sad eyes and shook his head

"I'm so sorry son"

I couldn't do anything but collapse next to Bella's unmoving body and hold her hand and just look at her. I suddenly regret of not telling her how much she meant to me, how much I truly loved her, and now it was too late because she was gone. I sobbed and climbed on the bed and lay my head on her shoulder. I could no longer feel how soft and warm her skin was i could only feel it contact with my own coldness.

Bella's POV

It was so weird here, it was just filled with clouds and I felt at peace it was not too bright but not too dark, it was just perfect

"Bella?"

I looked straight ahead and saw come through the bright circle my nana Marie

"Nana? What? What the…"

"It's all right child" she smiled softly, she hadn't changed one bit "Come on" she held out her hand for me and I just looked down at it

"Where are we…?"

"It's heaven dear, you'll like it here, Steven is here" Steven was my uncle who passed away shortly after Marie. But

"But, I', not ready"

my nana was about to answer when I heard sobbing I looked down and the clouds parted to see me and Edward, he looked in pain and he looked so…weak.

"Bella please" he looked at my emotionless face "Please Sweetheart" he stroked my cheek "Don't go yet I can't live in a world where your not here, god I love you so much" he kissed my lips and I felt my heart flutter

"No Bella" I looked to my nana "You can't be with Edward, Bella he's evil, he's killed people"

I shook my head "It doesn't matter what he's done" I continued to look at Edward "What he feels and how he acts, that's not a person who's evil" I looked to my nana who was looking at me in pain "That's someone who loves someone, evil can't feel that"

She nodded sadly "You'll be back here child soon"

I shuddered as she said 'soon'

Edward's POV

I held Bella's body not wanting to ever let go, they could bury me with her. I shuddered at the thought. But then I thought of people who could help my problem

"No Edward" my sister Alice barged in and angrily spoke "Don't"

"Too late" I spoke looking at Bella and stroking her eyes, nose, eyes, cheeks where her blush should have appeared because of me touching her, her neck and finally made my way up to her hair "Go Alice, I don't want to talk about this, go" I growled

she was about to speak but Jasper took her out of the room and left me alone with my dead love. I lay my head back on her shoulder and closed my eyes, I put the wires out of her which would help her but were now useless. I lay my head on her chest and I could practically feel her heart beat. I smiled at the thought of her being back, but then the pain came back as the realization hit me.

I felt a hand stroke my hair and my eyes shot open I looked up and saw Bella's eyes looking down, could she see me?

"B-Bella?"

"Edward" she smiled, "This is so unfair, I still can't see" she chuckled. I breathed out a sobbed laugh and kissed her lips with everything I felt for her

"Thank god" I whispered against her lips as my kisses made it's way downwards till I was kissing her neck. "I thought…I thought I lost you"

"For a moment there you did" she whispered


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