Chapter 20

Bella's POV

I was finally home and back to my soft comforter, which sent me to sleep instantly. I was back to my brother who's been going sick with worry seeing that he can't leave the house. He was pestering Charlie constantly asking how I was. Charlie and Blake asked how I was and I knew they loved me and everything, but it was a little annoying. I mean I was blind yes, but I wasn't unaware of everything around me. In fact I would say I was more aware.

Strangely nothing had happened; no Ghosts. I was hearing things and it was making me edgy. I know what your thinking. If you heard voices and saw ghosts you would want it to stop, but take it from my point of view. Lets just say you were born with what I have, seeing ghosts and hearing them for the past 17 years of your life, and then one day you just don't. I'm actually feeling like something is going to happen, but I just don't know what.

I was running my fingers through my brail book Jane Austin when something appeared in front of my eyes.

I was standing in the middle of the forest but...it wasn't me it was someone else. I heard something behind me, so I turned around and it was like the sound of a shovel and dirt. The kind of sound when you hear someone digging. I looked down and saw a big dirt opening in the ground. I could only see a figure, but it was like a blurry red figure. I couldn't figure it out, but I did see him throw something into the six foot hole. Something about 5'7 was being thrown into the ground and it was wrapped in white or maybe Bache cloth and wrapped with rope. I now realized what it was as the figure started to put the dirt back in the earth. It was a body.

I came out of the vision. Loosing my breath, I grabbed my chest where my heart was beating over board.

"Bella?" I heard Blake's voice say. "Are you alright? Do you want me to get a hold of someone some how ?" His voice was calm but I knew he was panicking.

"No Blake I'll be fine." I smiled. That was weird it. Seems I'm feeling everything in my visions now, which is a little scary. "You know what Blake, I'm going out for some fresh air I'll see you in a minute."

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"There you go Bella." I heard Angela set my coffee down and come to sit next to me. "I'm so thankful you're alright."

I chuckled and sipped my lovely hot coffee. "As am I, can I tell you something?" It was one of those days today, where my world was filled with black and I couldn't see anything, which meant no ghosts today thank god.

"Of course you can Bella." I smiled at Angela. I'm so thankful she's here in Forks. I don't know what I would have done without her.

"I was in heaven and I saw my nana, and when I wanted to go back to Edward, she said I would be back soon and to be honest it freaked me out Ange." Angela was the only 'girl friend' I could talk to about this. I couldn't tell Rosalie or Alice, it just didn't seem appropriate to me to tell them, because I knew one of them will let it slip and Edward would find it in himself to blame himself some how.

"Have you told Edward about this?"

I shook my head and I could practically see Angela shaking her head.

"You should, you two seem pretty serious and I see how much he adores you, you should have seen him yesterday Bella. Sorry."

"Its fine." I chuckled, Angela was apologizing for saying 'seeing'.

"When we went into school, he never let go of your hand, as you know, and through out all the classes he just kept on getting sneaky glances at you. Bella, he loves you."

I had to smile at that. Edward had taken every opportunity to tell me how much he loved me. Emmett would say I was turning him into more of a girl, but Edward and I ignored him and either went outside to talk or up to his room.

"I know he does, and I love him so much as well."

"Where is Edward today?"

"He's camping with his family, but it's only a short trip. Their coming back this evening and apparently Emmett is going mad because Edward won't stop complaining about being away from me too long."

Me and Angela laughed and all in all it was a great relaxing afternoon, maybe too relaxing. Nana's words echoed in my mind 'you'll be back soon'.

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I was downstairs continuing to read my Jane Austin book when I heard a knock at the door. I knew it was Edward and I had to smile. His knock was always quiet and shy. I heard Charlie get up.

"Don't strain yourself Bella."

"I won't." I sang. Blake and Charlie had told me how cheerful I had been and they were starting to like Edward even more because of it.

"Hey Edward, she's in the living room."

"Thank you Mr. Swan."

"Please Edward, call me Charlie."

I pursed my lips to try and restrain myself from laughing; you know your dad likes a guy when he requests for them to speak to him by his first name.

"Charlie." Edward agreed, I could tell he was at the front of the couch, not yet sitting down because my legs were covering the couch completely. I moved my feet and I felt the couch shift.

"Right, well I'm going out to Billy's." Strange I know, your all thinking hang on, your leaving your daughter alone with her boyfriend. A hormonal 17 year old boy a father would say but you see Charlie and Blake have had a talk every time Charlie goes out Blake will watch over me.

"Right dad, I'll see you later." I felt the warm brush of my father's lips touching my forehead, it reminded me of what he used to do when I was a kid; when I had a nightmare or when one of the ghosts were haunting me. He would sing me to sleep and kiss my forehead to soothe me and to let me know he was there to fight the bad things away.

"Good bye Charlie, have a pleasant evening."

"Be good kids." He shouted before the door closed. I set the book down and climbed over to Edward; immediately feeling his arms wrapping around me. I sighed and smiled in content of how good this felt, being loved. I leaned my head up and Edward knew what I wanted. He softly pressed his lips to mine and coldness hit heat. Edward said he loved how I felt; well tonight I will be testing that.

I brought Edward down with me on the couch so he was now hovering over me, his arms by my sides and the kiss grew more heated. I vaguely remembered hearing my brother's voice call to me saying he would tell dad or hurt Edward or something like that but all of my senses were being cut off.

I trailed my hands from Edward's shoulders down to his hips, where I slowly began to ease my fingers under his shirt. Edward shuddered under my touch and that only made me smile. Unfortunately, I had to pull back, but Edward trailed his intoxicating lips down my neck where he began to nip and suck gently; probably leaving a mark. That will go well with Charlie.

I decided to be bold and explore Edward's bare back. So I hesitantly brought my hands up to meet his very cold yet broad back. I almost died right there and then; every ounce of him was perfect. I was very jealous of his perfectly sculptured body. I suddenly became nervous. What would happen if he wanted to see me? I would pale in comparison. I began to pant uncontrollably. I reached Edwards middle back and brought my right hand to memorize his front. I only wish I could see him. I trailed my hand lower and lower until I came to the edge of his jeans. I heard Edward's intake of breath and then come back to kissing my lips. That's when it happened and I could have really killed him; a splash of cold water poured all over us.

Calm down little sis. I heard the smirk on his voice.

"BLAKE SWAN YOUR DEAD!"

Obviously. He chuckled

Oh he was going to pay for that.


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