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*Shizuo's POV*
Waking up next to my crush, doesn't bother me. Holding him close is very relaxing. He clings to me as he sleeps, feels like I am dreaming! But having a wet dream about him and waking up with a hard on is not good!
I start to freak and try to figure out how to escape his grasp to take a cold shower. I slowly try to remove his arms off my waste and scoot back. Untangling my legs away from his, his arms loosened up.
"Ngh."
I froze. I move my knee again.
"Ngh!" Izaya's eyes were shut tight as he moans louder.
I gulp. He is hard…and he is moaning!
He turns on his back, revealing his now fully unbuttoned shirt and pale chest. I feel my boxers tighten, not a good sign. I rush to the bathroom and decided that I need to take a long cold shower.
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*Izaya's POV*
Waking up in a Monster's bed in one piece is a miracle. Waking up without him next to me is actually irritating. Thinking of how I clung to him last night makes me feel like I have no pride. But having a wet dream about him and waking up with a hard on is confusing and outrageous!
I look around the room for any sign of Shizuo and then I heard the shower running. Sighing, I get up and got ready to leave, leaving this apartment the quicker the better. It just…feels…. awkward! Yea, that word fits perfectly right now. Being here feels a little awkward now, especially if I see Shizuo. Oh god! Why did I dream that!
"Izaya?"
Shit!
I cover my heated face and turn to Shizuo with a smile.
"Looks like you're ready to go" Shizuo says as he dries his hair.
He was wearing his regular pants and no shirt. Shizuo's bare, tan, toned chest was all in its glory.
I clear my throat and picked up my laptop. "Of course, I don't need to stay here."
"Want breakfast before you leave?"
"Breakfast? Ha! Really Shizu-chan?"
He glares. "I was trying to be nice!"
"To me? Are you sick?"
"No!"
"Then good-bye Shizu-chan!" I left quickly not wanting to stay in that room any longer.
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*Shizuo's POV*
"You seem distracted and angrier today more than usual." Tom says.
"It has been a long week." I take a cigarette out of the small box.
"I can see that. Want to take a today off?"
"No, I need things off my mind. Work seems like the right thing."
"Must be a huge bother since you don't like violence."
"You have no idea."
I thought maybe work could get things off my mind, but no, no it didn't. It only got me madder! All day I hit people rougher and I threw signs whenever I thought about this morning.
"That's it for today." Tom says.
"Okay, I am going home." I turn my back on him and start walking away.
"Try to hurry home, got another storm tonight."
I raise my arm to tell him okay.
I shouldn't be worried, no need to be. He got a new iPod, so he is fine. I bet the louse remembered to charge it fully this time. Everything is fine…
"Dammit!" I threw a yield sign near my apartment.
If everything is fine, then why can't I stop worrying about it! This is entirely his fault! His entire fucking fault! It always is!
I barge into my apartment and slammed it. Taking off my shoes and loosening my bow tie, I head to my room. I walk into my empty room. I stare at the empty room, staring at my empty bed where Izaya was sleeping in. He looked innocent for the first time; looking cute while he slept and very sexy with my heavy white shirt.
…Maybe I should sleep on the couch.
Walking to my dresser, I take out some clothes and head to the bathroom. Then I stopped and notice something familiar and something that shouldn't belong on my dresser. Izaya forgot his iPod. I pick it up and grip it tight.
Maybe I should break it! The storm is going to be really tough tonight. More like a very loud one! How can you forget an iPod when there is a storm tonight! Dammit… I can't do it.
I gripped the iPod tightly in anger and rushed out of my room. I quickly put my shoes on and opened the door. Unexpectedly, I open the door and find Izaya in front of it. His eyes went wide.
He put his arm down from the unnecessary knock on my door. "I forgot my iPod." He says.
"Uh, yea. I was about to come and give it to you." I hand him his iPod.
He grabs it out of my hand with a smile. "You're going soft Shizu-chan."
"Tch!" I glare at him, but notice that he is soaked.
"Well I will be leaving." He waves bye and starts walking away.
Isn't a thunder storm coming! He is going to be walking the street with music blasting in his ears. There are a lot of people that hate him and he's going to be wide open!
"Wait!" I call down the hall. "How about you stay until the weather sets down?"
He turns around. "Why?" He raises an eyebrow with a smile.
"It's pouring out, right? And you're already soaked."
"So?"
"Dammit flea! Just get in!"
He thinks about it and walks past me. "Shizu-chan is too kind." He laughs. "I will leave when it calms."
I close the door and watch him take off his jacket and shirt.
"I am using your shower." He enters the bathroom.
Am I sick? Why in the hell did I get all worried like that! I let my enemy stay in my house, again! I should be kicking him out on the street and letting him face his fear and making him suffer! But… I can't. The fear in his eyes and seeing his shaky body, I just can't allow it. He looks helpless.
I sit on the couch with a sigh. I try to relax, but having Izaya here and making my emotions confuse me, is not working well. Putting the TV on will not help get things off my mind, so I didn't even bother putting it on. Maybe I should make dinner. Do I have enough food to make dinner? I don't want to go out in that rain nor do I want to leave Izaya alone when that thunder comes.
"Someone seems deep in thought!"
I turn to see Izaya at the opening of the room, only in his boxers. He sits next to me as he dries his hair.
"Put some clothes on!" I glare at him.
"Oh it's fine, or does it make you uncomfortable?" He smirks.
"Don't start!"
He laughs. "What you got to eat?"
"I don't know." I get up to check. I didn't have much, nothing to make some decent food. "Doesn't look like there is much."
"Then go get food." He puts on one of my white shirts. "Feed your guest" he smirks as he buttons up the shirt.
"I'll order something."
"Nah, cook me something!"
"Why?" I raise an eyebrow.
"I want to see how bad Shizu-chan cooks!" he winks at me.
I growl. "I'm ordering food." I grab the phone.
"Why can't you just go to the store and get food?"
"I am not leaving you here alone in my apartment!" I glare at him.
His smile drops. "Hm? Is it because I might do something to your place or because of the thunder?"
"No!" I said too quickly.
"No what?"
"No on the thunder!" again I said to quickly and with a nervous voice.
He glares back and walks to me. "It is because of the thunder!"
"No…" My voice didn't seem to help me lie.
"I am leaving." He says calmly and turns around to get his stuff.
What! He can't leave!
Without thinking, I grab his wrist. "So what if it's true? Is it wrong?"
He snatches his hand away from my grasp. "Don't treat me like I am kid! Especially from you!" his glares were like daggers.
"I am not treating you like a child! I just…" I trail off.
I what? I just care?... Yes I do, but I can't tell him that, but it looks like he can read my mind.
"You what? Care? Now that's a laugh!"
"What if I do?" I stare at him seriously.
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*Izaya's POV*
"What if I do?" He stares at me seriously.
I glare, but then smile. "Are you trying to make fun of me?"
"No."
He is calm? I don't like this! I don't like this more than I dislike him treating me like I am kid! It's easier to win a fight and argument with Shizuo when he is angry.
"Stop being so serious!" I turn around. "I am heading home."
"Wait!" He grabs my wrist once again.
"Ow! What!"
"Just stay until the storm stops, I bet you don't want to be alone with that thunder."
Okay now I am mad! I am tired of Shizuo treating me like a scared kid! I am a fucking man! I don't need someone to take care of me from this! I have dealt with it alone and I have been doing fine! I am going to have my pride back. The other nights made me feel like a scared human!
"I am always alone, so tonight is no difference!" I try to free my wrist, but Shizuo won't let go.
"What do you mean? You have people around you all the time."
Is he that dumb?
"Just because I work with a lot of humans, doesn't mean they like me!" I laugh.
"There has to be-"
"Who? Name one!" I smirk at him, but I feel my chest tighten from how the conversation is going.
"Your sisters?"
"Really? They rather have you as their brother!"
"Shinra!" He thought he had me on that one.
"He likes me from the work, no trust."
"Celty?"
"Same as Shinra."
He thinks. Happy that he was distracted, I free my hand. I rub on my wrist from the slight pain.
"Just give up. You're just going to hurt yourself." I turn around to get my clothes, but yet again, Shizuo grabs my wrist. He grabbed my other wrist as well and pins me to the wall.
He glares at me, a little too close though. "You're taking this too lightly. Don't you feel alone? Hurt?"
Me? Hurt? The great Izaya, being hurt for being alone!... Yes, yes I am. When a thunder storm comes, I feel so alone that it hurts. It's scary! I am so terrified that I just want to cry! But I have to suck it up! I am older now, I should face this, right? No… no more! It's too terrifying. I have nobody. I have to face this on my own, even if I don't want to.
I clear my throat. "No, why should I?"
"You're lying!"
I glare back "Now why you say that?"
His face softens. "Because you are crying."
My eyes go wide as he wipes a tear off my face.
When did I…?
I quickly wipe the tears away, but they just kept coming.
He grabs my face with care. "What if… I told you that I know there is someone who likes you…"
"Stop making fun of me." I try to ignore my tears and glare at him as hard as I can.
"I am not." He says softly.
"Then who?" I chuckle.
He puts his arms down "Me."
I think this is the stupidest thing I have ever heard. "Really Shizu-chan? Now you really are making fun of me."
"No I am not louse!"
"Then why do you try to kill me every day, hm? Why do you like me?"
He was about to answer when a thunder clash hits. My eyes go wide, my body goes tense, and I start to shake. Shizuo jumped from the clash also. Another thunder hits, making me pull my arms close to my chest.
"Come here!" Grabbing my hand, he pulls me into his bedroom.
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*Shizuo's POV*
I pulled Izaya into my room and told him to sit on the bed. He listened. After that, I rushed to get my headphones and his iPod. I didn't want to leave him alone, but his iPod was on the couch. On my way back, Izaya was coving his ears from the nonstop thunder.
"Here" I remove is hands and replaced it with the larger headphones.
"You idiot! How can you leave me here alone without my iPod!"
I press play.
"You jerk!" he hits my stomach. "You asshole!" he yells louder because of his music. "You dead brain cell brute!" He uses both his hands to hit me, but grabs on my shirt and looks down. He is breathing heavily. Letting all that out must have made him feel a little better.
He looks pathetic though. I bet he doesn't even know what his is saying or doing now. He broke down and… it was all in front of me.
I get free from his grasp and lifted his chin. His cheeks and eyes were filled with tears. If anybody would see him like this, they would think he is a scare and lonely person. I am most likely the only one who has seen him like this. I hope so! I never want someone to see him like this.
I kissed his forehead. "Calm down, I am here." I say it slowly so he can read my lips.
He just stares up at me as I smile at him. I sit next to him and pulled him close. He sat on my lap and held onto me.
Yes, I have dreamed to see Izaya like this. Pathetic, shaky, and scared. But…what has been happening for these past weeks, it just hurts to see him like this.
"Shizu-chan."
I pulled him close, telling him that I am listening.
"I'm tired."
"Okay."
I hesitate to let him go, but did. I change into only my boxers and got back into bed. He clings to my back right away and held me tight.
"Asshole!" he whispers and buries his face in my back.
I chuckle. I am guessing he still wants to keep some pride by cussing at me.
I reach to turn off the lights off, but they turned off on their own. The power went out. I turned around and hugged Izaya close. I stroke the back of his hair because he was still a little shaky. Soon he stopped and fell asleep. Knowing he is fine now, I fall asleep, waiting to know what will happen in the morning.
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I was sleeping so soundly, until I hear a ring. I sleepily grab my cell phone from my dresser and answer it.
"Hello?" I said half asleep.
"You're still in sleeping? You're late!" Tom shouts.
"Sorry" was all I can say.
"Just hurry up! We've got a lot of work today!" He hangs up.
I sit there still trying to process what happened.
Dammit, I am so tired.
I yawn and look to my side to see it empty. I wake up fully to realize that Izaya should be here. I start to freak and rush out of bed and search for him, but no sign of him. He was gone. I return back to my room and saw my lonely headphones on my head.
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So Izaya was OOC much, right? Well I tried my best on how a person and an 'Izaya' would react to the situation. Especially if it's a person that you fight with every day!
I am not that worried of Izaya's OOC-ness that much though, because it's a fanfic. If some don't like the OOC stuff, than why are you on ? O.o
Hahaha! If you are liking my Izaya please review!
I hope you enjoyed it more, than I enjoyed writing this!
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