Heyy Peoples! Are you ready for the next chapter? I am! So let's get this angst-I mean show on the road!

Carlos: Hikari doesn't own anything but the plot!

Why do you guys keep reminding me? *sigh* Oh well. I hope you guys enjoy the chapter!

Now On With The Fic!

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Chapter 8: Realization

"Logan Stop!"

Logan turned and gasped and turned. But in doing so caused him to stumble and fall... forward? 'No. This isn't supposed to happen. I'm supposed to die.' he thought. He started to cry and mumble quiet incoherent words.

'I'm supposed to be dead. Why aren't I de- Is James hugging me?" he asked himself. "Why Logan? Why would you do this?" Logan could hear the sadness in James' voice and he could see that he was crying. Because he was too scared and shocked to speak, Logan signed 'Too much pain.' to James.

" I know Logie Bear. But you can always come to me and Carlos. This isn't the right way to get rid of your pain." Logan cried harder and held onto James. 'But I can't because it's just pity. I know I'm not needed. Why didn't you just let me die?' he signed.

Carlos didn't know Logan had felt that way. If he had known he would've helped Logan in every way possible. Carlos felt like a failure as Logan's friend, but that didn't mean he couldn't help Logan anymore. He sat next to Logan and held his hand. "But it's not pity Logie. We really do care. And if you were a burden do you really think we would be here with you? We won't let you die. Your our best friend." he said, punctuating every word so that Logan knew he meant it.

James held Logan and sighed. "I love you Little Brother." he signed. The craziest thing happened, Logan huddled into the warmth James was providing. Tha meant Logan didn't want to die. Didn't it? 'I love you too. Big Brother.' he signed back.

He was being true to his word. He had never said it back because he never had to. Logan did love James. He was always there for him. 'Always.' That's when it hit Logan. James had always been there for him.

When Logan was being raped and beat by his dad James was there to save him. When Logan had been stabbed by his father, James was there to adopt him so that he no longer lived in pain. And even now when Logan was suicidal, James was there.

Reality struck Logan hard. James was always there for him. From the age of five to now. James was there for him and he always would be. 'No matter what.' Logan thought, finally calm enough to fall asleep.

JAmes sighed happily, glad that Logan was able to sleep. He grunted and lifted Logan bridal style. "C'mon we don't want you to get sick." he chuckled a little. "You know? You could've taken the elevator. It's much easier than climbing that damn ladder. But I"m glad you did." he whispered, smiling when Logan buried himself deeper into James.

'My Little Brother.'

~BTR~BTR~BTR~BTR~

When they got to 2J, the boys, meaning Carlos and James, left to their rooms. James sighed and laid Logan in his bed.

"I'll save you Little Brother. Whatever it takes."

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Well? I liked this chapter? Did you guys seriously think I would kill Logie Bear? He's my favorite!

Logan: I am?

Yes! Now I hope you guys liked this chapter! Cause the next chapter is the last.

Carlos: It is?

Psssh! No! I love this story way to much to end it. Besides , you guys make me want to finish it. I haven't even updated my other stories because I want to finish this one so badly.

So are you guys with me all the way? How many of you are tired of this story? I'm not. But I will keep it going if others like it.

So Review and Love this chapter!

Next Time!: James has a 'talk' with Kendall.

Well Until Then... Ja Mata!

MUTANT HAPPY FACE!

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