Chapter 1
Nick's POV
17 years later...
I wipe the tears from my eyes as I fling myself into my room.
"Nick!" Mom calls, tears in her voice.
I lock the door and slam my fist against it.
My fist falls and I slide against the door, sobs racking my body.
"YOU STUPID MUTT!" I hear Dad yell.
I hear some crashing and I know that Dad's having an attack.
"Lottie!" I scream.
I fall over on my bed and yelp when I feel something on my back.
"PEETA! NO!" I hear Mom scream.
I block them out as I take what hit me in the ribs out from underneath me and look at it.
It's a notebook.
I recognize it as Lottie's notebook.
"NICHOLAS!" I hear Mom scream.
I ignore her as I open up the notebook with shaking hands.
Hey Nick.
I know I won't be here to tell you not to read through my notebook.
But this was meant for you.
So you don't forget all the good times we had together.
So read on!
