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CHAPTER 15

****FAST FORWARD 2 MONTHS****

ROSE'S POV

I have been here at Court for two months. It's been pretty good. Actually, It's been great. The only thing hard about it is, Adrian works so many hours. The good thing is Lissa has been keeping

me company on a constant level. We've been decorating the nursery, shopping, and getting her ready for college. It will changing soon because Liss starts her classes in three weeks. I am really

going to miss her. We were to start this experience together and now we will never have the chance. She is so excited to start her classes and it will be good for her. I can sense through the bond

that she feels guilty that my plans have changed so drastically and her life is going as planned. It is not her fault nor do I blame her at all. I am happy for her and Christian. They are living out their

dreams. My dreams and plans may have changed a little. But, I wouldn't trade my baby for anything in this world. I am roughly a week over 5 months along in my pregnancy and I am getting fat….

well by my standards. I am a guardian at heart and I will always be in a physically fit frame of mind. The jogging and weight training gets a bit grueling at this stage of the game. There is no way

I am getting flabby. I will be kicking ass again in no time.

It's foreign to me to feel like a kept housewife. Adrian has been amazing to me. It's just that sometimes it feels as if he is hiding something from me….something big. He seems stressed a lot of the

time and I can't help but wonder if it is me and the baby. He swears he loves us both more than anything. I believe him….I do. It just seems like there is slight apprehension in his actions. The Queen

has been civil to him, Thank goodness. She really could make our lives hell if she wanted too. She avoids me like a plague, which suits me fine considering I can't stand the bitch and she knows it. I

never imagined myself domesticated. It is really funny since I can't cook. The only thing I've ever made was Ramen noodles and Macaroni & Cheese when Lissa and I were on our own. Hell, If I were

honest, she did most of the cooking. Adrian doesn't mind because what I lack in the kitchen, I make up for it in the bedroom. Believe me, even though I am 5 months pregnant, Our sex life is on

fire. It seems as though all the aggression and stress his job brings him, he turns it to passion in our bed. I am thinking it will all change soon enough with me getting bigger. It is probably

going to be a turn off to Adrian to see a pregnant belly in the way of things. I would like to hope he will stay true during the pregnancy. I never thought I would have to worry about infidelity. Adrian

is a man with needs and although they are met at this point, what happens when I get too big? It may all change if someone else comes along offering what I can't.

The only thing I can really say bothers me about Adrian is that he doesn't mention what he does at his job or who he is working with. I have never been invited to his office or know where it is at.

We spend most of our time with Lissa, Christian, Eddie , Mia, and Sergei, Lissa's temporary guardian. He was assigned by the Queen, which made me nervous at first, but he seems to be doing a

good job. If Liss is happy with him, so am I.

There are lots of places to go out at Court; night clubs, restaurants, spas, coffee hang-outs, and a comedy club. If you can imagine a Moroi or a Dhampir being funny. I know it's hard to imagine.

I called Lissa to let her know that I had a Doctor's appointment today. I was excited due to the fact, I might be able to find out what we're having. I hope the baby cooperates with the sonogram

machine. Lissa and I will be able to finish the nursery if we know the sex of the baby. Adrian is to meet me at the Doctor's office at 12:00. Afterwards we are to meet Christian, Lissa,

Eddie, and Mia. I was really happy that Eddie was assigned to Christian and He was able to be here at Court. It became obvious to everyone that there was something developing between him

and Mia. With both of them living here at Court makes it ideal for them to have a relationship. They were perfect together regardless of the fact he is Dhampir and she is Moroi. I really hate the

whole Dhampir/Moroi tabu thing. It really made no sense at all. Love is Love….It happens. It was never said to me personally, But I knew the Queen hated that Adrian was going to marry me. It

really was a rare thing. Actually, I can't remember ever hearing of a Royal Moroi marrying a Dhampir guardian. We were planning to have a small, intimate wedding in the Court's garden sometime

in April. The baby is to be born in December and that gave me 4 months to get my butt back in shape.

I grabbed my keys and purse and left for my Doctor's appointment. I was standing outside the office door waiting for Adrian. I gave it ten minutes before I walked in without him. I figured he would

be here soon. I walked to the receptionist desk. "Hi..Rose Hathaway for my 12:00 appointment."

"Okay, Miss Hathaway, Please have a seat and I will call you shortly." She smiled at me.

"Thank You." I smiled back at her and sat in the chair. I took out my cell phone and dialed Adrian's number. It rang straight to voice mail. It was usual for him. He always answered his cell

phone. "Adrian? It's me. You must be on your way. I'll see you when you get here. I love you." I hung up the phone.

"Miss Hathaway, You can follow me." I walked behind her. "Can you get on the scale, please?" I rolled my eyes. I really didn't want to know how much weight I've gained. "128 pounds." She

said to me as she wrote it on my chart.

"You're kidding me?" I whined to her.

She started to laugh, pissing me off. "You're fine and the weight is on target." She was forgiven I laughed to myself.

"Rose, How are you and the baby feeling toady?" Dr. Oslov asked walking in the room.

"We are fine. I hope someone decides to cooperate with the sonogram today." I stroked my stomach willing the baby to listen to it's momma.

"Well let's lie back and see what happens." She smiled. "Where is daddy? It's a big day to miss." The Doctor inquired.

I was thinking the same thing. "He must have gotten tied up at the office. I am sure he will be upset that he missed it. I'll have to take a picture home with me." I tried to hide my severe disappointment.

The doctor began to move the wand across my stomach. I was amazed watching my baby move on the screen. How can you love someone so much and never even meet them? I would do anything

for this little person. "Rose?"

"Yes?" She said pulling me from my beautiful daydream.

"Would you like to know the sex of your baby?" She had a smile on her face taunting me knowing what I didn't.

"I'd love to." I swallowed hard trying to choke back the flooding emotions.

"You are having a ……Son." She said with certainty.

Tears filled my eyes. I was so happy and sad at the same time. I looked up towards the heavens and sent Dimitri a silent prayer. You're getting a son, you were right. Please help me watch over him. I

was also saddened that Adrian, my future husband was not here to share the joy with me. This was to be our moment…. together.

"Are you feeling him move?" She asked with curiosity.

"I do feel flutters, not big kicks or anything yet. Adrian hasn't felt it yet." I said with sadness.

Misunderstanding where my sadness was coming from, she said. "Don't worry he will be able to very soon. I will see you again next month unless you need me sooner. Please Don't hesitate to call me,

day or night, I am here for you and your baby." She walked out of the room.

I looked at my cell and there were no calls. What could have happened? I couldn't help myself as tears streamed down my cheeks. The receptionist looked at me. "Are you okay?" I just shook my head

and walked out the door. I knew it was childish of me, but I was hurt. So, I turned off my cell phone and went to sit by the lake. I needed time alone to think.


ADRIAN'S POV

Since coming to Court all I've been doing is working. I have had two new positions given to me by the Queen. I am helping with Spirit on a small scale and I am also working my feelers in the political

arena. Tatiana still has her sights on me as her future predecessor regardless of the fact that I've proven my loyalty to Abe and Rose. The Queen acts as if I am stupid, that I am not aware of her motives.

She throws bullshit hours at me hoping it will come between Rose and myself. What she doesn't realize is that she will never drive us apart. The thing that could cause problems between us is Me.

I've kept so many secrets from Rose thinking that I am protecting her. How do I tell her? Hell, Where do I start? Rose is real big on the honesty and trust. Who wouldn't be? I really don't know how she is

going to react when I tell her the truth about everything; The Queens threats, her future plans, Abe, and working with Caitlin. Ah Caitlin! That girl is relentless in her pursuit for my affections. The bending

over in front of me, rubbing against me whenever the opportunity allows. If Rose saw that, she would give Caitlin one serious ass whopping or kill her….depending on Rose's mood. She would probably come

get me when she was finished with her. The secrets are going to have to be revealed soon because the longer I wait the worse it will look. I am just scared to lose her. The secret I am most worried about

is Caitlin working with me. It will probably piss Rose off the most. Actually, I think she will go ballistic when I tell her that one. Rose is a little over 5 months pregnant and she is feeling insecure and

self-conscious. I can't understand that attitude for the life of me. I think she's beautiful. I love watching her…..it's amazing knowing her body is capable of creating and nurturing a baby. I love this baby as my

own…I truly do. I would never admit this to anyone. But, It's just that sometimes I am saddened by the fact that it's not 'my biological' baby growing inside her. Maybe someday she will give that to me.

Caitlin knocked on my office door. "Adrian, there is a call for you on line 2." She gave me her most flirty smile.

I knew I had to meet Rose at the Doctor's office at 12:00. It was a big day. We were going to find out what we are having. "Give me a minute." Caitlin hurried back to the desk, shutting my door behind her.

"Adrian Ivashkov?" I said putting the phone to my mouth.

"Mr Ivashkov, This is Dr. Oslov's office. We are calling to inform you that Miss Hathaway's appointment had to be rescheduled." The receptionist breathed into the phone.

"Is there a problem?" Sounding worried at the thought.

"Oh no, Mr. Ivashkov. The Doctor was called out for a delivery this morning. We already made Miss Hathaway aware of the schedule change." The receptionist added.

"Okay. Thank you." That was strange. The receptionist's voice sounded familiar to me and I wondered why Rose didn't call me herself. With that thought fresh in my mind, my phone rang with another call.

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Adrian was completely unaware that Caitlin was at her desk hanging up the receiver. She had a smirk on her face knowing the plan between the Queen and herself was set in motion.

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It was 12:45 and I was curious to why I haven't heard from Rose yet. I picked up my office phone and dialed our home number. After the fourth ring, our machine picked up. Wondering where she could be,

my thoughts raced with worry. They always did where Rose was concerned. It was my biggest fear that something would happen to her. I pulled out my cell phone to call hers when I noticed that it was

turned off. I waited patiently for it to power up. Sure enough, I missed a voice mail from Rose. I was feeling relieved until I heard the message.

"Adrian? It's me. I am at the Doctor's office. You must be on your way. I'll see you when you get here. I love you." She sounded excited about the appointment.

It hadn't been cancelled. How? Who could have called me? "FUCK." I yelled as I grabbed my phone running out of my office toward the Doctor's.

What the HELL happened? I won't know anything until I get to the Doctor's office. I walked in and up to the receptionist. "Did Rose Hathaway have an appointment today?"

"May I ask who you are?" She ask trying to protect Rose's privacy.

"Adrian Ivashkov. I am Miss Hathaway's fiance."

"Yes, she was here for her scheduled appointment. She left about 10 minutes ago and it may not be my place to mention this to you. Miss Hathaway left the office visibly upset." She whispered for only me

to hear.

Frantic I ask. " Is there a problem with the baby? Rose's health?"

"No, No. The baby and mother were fine. I think it was something personal." Giving me the look and I knew that look. I've always been the expert at disappointing people.

I left the office and dialed Rose's cell phone. Damn it! She had turned it off and I guarantee that she is hurt beyond words. I had to find her..explain everything. I ran to our apartment only to find it empty.

The only other place she would go would be with Lissa. "Hello?" Lissa answered her phone.

"Hey Cousin! Is Rose with you?" My voice shaking.

"No, Adrian? What's wrong? You sound upset." Lissa was getting nervous.

I quickly ran through the story. "I got a phone call at work saying that Rose's Doctor's appointment was rescheduled and it was a lie. I didn't go to the appointment. They said she left the office upset and

now I can't find her anywhere and she won't answer her phone."

"A lie? Who would do that?" There was a pause of silence. "Tatiana?" Lissa accused.

"No way…She is too afraid of Abe to mess with Rose." I assured her with confidence.

"Abe? What about Abe?" She quizzed me.

OH SHIT!!! "Nothing, Listen Cousin. If she calls or comes by…please tell her to call me immediately. I have a meeting at the Tavern with the Duke Roland Badica." I rolled my eyes. He is such a womanizing

boozer. I am reformed, I can pass judgement now.

"Yeah, Sure." Lissa promised.


I got my table at the Tavern waiting for Roland to arrive. While I was sitting, the waitress came to take my order. I figured 'what the hell' I deserved a drink. So, I ordered a vodka on the rocks. By the time Roland

arrived, I had downed four drinks. "Adrian." Roland walks to the table. "You started without me?"

"Well, join me and try to catch up." I challenged him which was going to be one of the many mistakes I would make tonight.

We finished our meeting about an hour ago. It was almost 4:00. It would be dawn in a few hours and for the first time, I was not looking forward to going home. I was beyond drunk and had missed our appointment

Rose wasn't going to understand my need to unwind. But, I had to face the music sooner or later. No time like the present. "Hey Roland, We'll chat later this week. I've got to get home." I staggered on my way.


I walked into our home, only a small light was on in the living room. Rose was sitting on the couch. She had been crying, her face blotchy, and her eyes bloodshot.

"Hey Baby!" I slurred my words. She just looked at me with obvious disappointment written all over her face. "What's wrong?" I tried playing stupid.

"Seriously Adrian…You're Drunk!" She barely spoke above a whisper and aiming a death stare in my direction.

"Yeah? So What? I had a tough day." I said acting like a complete asshole.

"HUH! A tough day? You promised me you wouldn't get drunk." She raised her voice at me.

I glared at her. "Are you my fiance or my Fucking mother?"

She ignored my stupid question. "You missed our sons Doctor's appointment."

"Our Son?" I snorted. "You mean Dimitri's son." SHIT.. SHIT… SHIT!!!! I regretted the words as soon as they left my lips.

She looked at me like I hit her. I hurt her more with those words that any physical blow could ever deliver. The tears flowed fast from her eyes and she walked over to me. I was bracing for the punch and I deserved

whatever she gave me.

"Rose, I am so sorry….Baby, Believe me. I didn't mean it." I begged her to forgive me.

She looked directly into my eyes. "FUCK YOU ADRIAN." She walked away slamming the door shut as she left.

I fell to my knees and sobbed like a baby. God, What did I do? I destroy everything. I can't lose her….them. They are all I have in this life. I got off the floor and ran straight to Lissa's room. I pounded on the door as

Christian answered, glaring at me.

"What do you want Adrian?" I knew that he knew what happened.

"Let me see her…NOW Christian!" I pushed past him.

"She doesn't want to talk to you right now. Give her some time." He tried to reason with me.

"Don't give me advice Ozera! I don't need it nor do I want it." I yelled at him as he grabbed my arm.

"Listen Ivashkov, I like you man. I do. But, that doesn't mean I wouldn't love to take a shot at you for all the shit you have said and done to me. If you don't give Rose some time to calm a bit. I swear it's going down

between us right here….right now!" Christian warned with all seriousness.

"You're going to have to hit me Christian! Because I am NOT leaving here WITHOUT her." I stood my ground meaning every word that I said.

"I may give Rose shit. But, I love her…like a sister. No one is going to fuck with her…not even you Adrian. She didn't ask you to take on the responsibility of the baby. YOU chose it. Remember YOU volunteered

and than you puss out on her. I really thought you changed Ivashkov. I was hoping this would work out mostly for Rose's sake…She deserves it. You're still just another spoiled, self-centered, Royal Asshole."

Christian accused.

"Go to hell, Christian. How did you find out about the baby? No one was to ever know…I guess at this point that is irrelevant. You are fully aware of the Queen's threats, her demands of me, and how the stress of

keeping all of this from Rose is killing me. It's like I am hanging myself. The secrets, manipulation, and Tatiana having an ex-girlfriend working with me trying to rip us apart. I can't take it Man." I screamed at him.

"Man up Adrian! Step in Rose's place for one day. She is basically abandoned by her mother. She falls in love for the first time to only have that love taken and turned Strigoi. In turn, she had to drop out of school

and track him, only to find him and take his life. After she returns, she FINALLY thinks her life will get better…HELL NO..she finds out she is pregnant with his child. She has to step down as her best friends guardian,

temporarily giving up a career she worked so hard to achieve. She is devastated and broken. You come along promising to love her and her baby. So, she gives you a chance and opens her heart to love again

and you fucking crush her with a few choice words. What's wrong with you? You think you have it tough, She has it tough. She has been thrown so much shit in her short life and Rose is one of the best people you

will ever have the pleasure to meet. You should Thank God she choose you. We are the lucky ones." Christian looking at me, daring me to say otherwise.

I grabbed my hair as if I were pulling it from my head. "For Christ's sake Christian, You don't think I know that. I didn't mean it." I yelled with tears streaming down my face. I couldn't care less what he thought of me.

"Rose?" I walked over and leaned my head against the closed bedroom door. "Please baby, I am so sorry. I love you. I can't lose you Rose. Please..OH GOD…Please..You're my life. I adore you and OUR son.

Please open the door. I beg you. I'd give anything." I pleaded for her to give me a chance to explain.

The door was opened slowly. Rose stood there looking at me with tear filled eyes.

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