A/N hey everyone I had to make up my mind. Even though I opened a poll so everyone could vote, only one voted and it was a yes! But some reviewed and told me to leave it to T rating so I had to make my mind because I wasn't uploading anything and I have many ideas to share with you in my story. So for now I am going to leave to T rating but I will leave the poll open. If no one will vote I will have to end the voting with turning the rating to M or not update at all! Please vote and review because I am not getting so many comments and I am feeling confused of whether to change the rating or even stop the story! Please if you want me to continue review and again review!

Chapter 15: Love.

Disclaimer: I don't own SWAC.

~Sonny's POV~

I changed into my shorts and top. I got into the bedroom to find Chad watching TV.

"Hey, want to watch a movie or something?" he asked, looking at me.

"Sure" I said and sat beside him.

"You know mans clothes look good on you!" he said. I smiled and looked at his bare chest, he was so perfect. I knew he was looking at me, but I just couldn't take my eyes off of his chest. His abs showed perfectly, I never knew that Chad was so toned.

"Sonny, why are you staring at my chest?" he said smiling. He knew he was making me lose my mind.

I felt awkward, "nothing, just nothing!" I said feeling blood arouse my cheek and I knew then that I was red as a tomato with blush.

"Really Sonny? Is it really?" he said. I looked at him. He had this flirty face, the same face that seduces every girl.

"Stop doing that!" I snapped.

"What am I doing?" he asked with a tone that makes you believe he's doing anything.

"Stop doing that flirty face, it isn't working with me Chad!" I said.

He grinned, "Yeah, it sure isn't" he said.

I slapped his arm playfully; he rubbed and groaned bit acting like I had hurt him. He is such a drama! Then after we giggled all of a sudden he got serious.

"Listen Sonny, the thing I told you earlier, I really meant it" he said and held my hand.

"About what?" I asked feeling like an electrical shock passing through the hand he held.

"Sonny, I really do love you! I never felt this way about a girl not to mention a Random!" he said and he stared at me.

Was he really saying this? Actually the question is, is Chad Dylan Cooper admitting that he loves a random?

I had a sudden mixed of feelings and emotion; I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I loved Chad, he was special and I cared for him a lot but I never really thought that I'd fall in love with him. How could I tell him? He was still looking at me, I felt pity for him, and how could I tell him that I didn't feel the same. I was feeling nervous and over stressed so I just didn't talk and leaned in.

I crushed my lips against his slowly and softly. He didn't pull back and kissed me back.

~Chad's POV~

She didn't say it back she just looked at me and then kissed me. I felt a bit down maybe she doesn't feel the same but I just kissed her back. I placed my hand on the back of her neck to bring her close, the distance between us was closed. We pulled back for breath, and she looked at me panting, when I was going to talk again she placed her finger on my lips.

"Chad, stop it and kiss me, please" she said.

I brought her near and kissed her passionately. She sat on her knees and stood up without breaking the kiss, I stood up too and she pulled me to the bed she laid down and pulled me on her. I was a bit confused, first she told she wanted to be special and the one she truly loves then she is hear pulling me to the bed and onto her.

I opened my eyes to look at her, she broke up the kiss to breath, "Sonny, are yo-"I was cut off by her kissing me roughly, and pulling me by my shoulders.

I got on top of her, and started kissing her neck; she moaned softly, I could see she liked it. Maybe she did love me and wanted to prove it to me.

I pulled us a side, and we were laying on the bed side by side, I put my hand under her shirt and she didn't stiffen or anything, she continued kissing me. I went back on top of her and started to pull her shirt up, I could feel her back and I pulled her top up to reveal her breast. Oh for god sake! I was losing it, she was so perfect. My dream was coming true I had Sonny in my arms, and we were in the process to make love. I suddenly felt my face wet, I opened my eyes to look at the girl I love with tears streaming down her eyes.

I pulled back, "Sonny" I said.

"no, please Chad continue I'm fine, please do what you have to do and just ignore me!" she said and tried to pull me to kiss her again, while more tears escaped her eyes.

What was she saying? How could I ignore her? I loved her for god sake!

"Sonny, what are you saying? I love you for who you are and not just to have sex with you! What has gotten into you? Stop being silly, Sonny pleases" I said, feeling her hurt that she thought I might use her. She's not any kind of girl I could use for a one night stand or because I needed sex, she's Sonny Monroe the best girl I ever met. The love of my life! I'm not Chad Dylan Cooper I'm just Chad.

She started crying, I pulled her to me, even though I could feel her breast against my chest I didn't feel any shock, I was so worried about her.

"Sorry, sorry, you hate me now. I know you do. How could I be so stupid to order you to do this? I was trying to make you forget your confession-"a sob escaped her mouth.

I rubbed her back, "I can't tell you that I love you Chad, I don't know if I do feel that way, please Chad forgive me" she said, crying like a baby. I felt hurt that she didn't love, or at least she didn't know if she loved me.

But how could I not forgive her, I mean I love her and she said she hated me just a few days ago, I ruined her relationship with Lucas and I always annoyed her back at home. She forgiven me when I ruined her date why shouldn't I, she even stayed with me at the hospital, and always took care of me after that.

"Yes, I forgive you Sonny, I love you, and even if you don't feel the same I could always wait for you. Ohh sweetie, stop crying and don't worry about me, I hate seeing my sonshine crying" I said trying to comfort her.

She stopped crying after a while and rested her head on my chest and pulled me into a hug, I squeezed her a bit and kissed her forehead. After some time passed I looked down at her and she was sleeping, she looked peaceful and that was what I wanted. I pulled her hair out of her face, kissed her forhead, "I love you sonshine" I said. I closed my eyes to sleep.

I was happy, I has Sonny in my arms and finally I confessed my feelings, even though she doesn't love me but she said I am special for her and she cared about me that's good, right? I could wait forever for her, and now I feel relieved.

Please tell me what you think. I made bit hotness and turned it into romance because of the confusion I had about the rating. Please review and tell me what you think, if it was good or bad?