Chapter 18: I'm sick.
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~Sonny's POV~
We still at rehearsal after the scene of the date, what was left was, the scene of the confession- I named it.
I had to change my clothes, hair and they just added a bit of make up to make me look whiter.
"So guys this is the street, were this scene will take place" the director said pointing to the street where we are going to do the scene. "Portlyn, Nico, Tawni and Devon, get in this pub here. Act like you're playing billiard, okay?" he said, they went into their places. "now Portlyn Tawni, you go take your places behind the door of the pub so that when I say action and Sonny and Chad will start walking you get out of the pub and stop in front of them look at them and continue walking, by crossing the street, okay?" he said they nodded.
"everyone, take their places" he said, we took our places, me and Chad hand in hand," and ACTION" he yelled.
We started walking hand in hand, I had to make a sad expression, I looked straight ahead, and Chad/London looked at the pub at his 'friends'. Portlyn and Tawni got out of the pub, I looked at them, and they were mumbling something. We looked at each other for some seconds and they continued walking- crossing the street- Tawni looked more at Chad/London than at me, because in the film she acted in love with him.
"That's great" he said sarcastically, "the citizen high, the citizen low" he said smiling at me but I didn't look at him and looked straight forward still sad.
"Worrying about your college application" he said, knowing that I didn't have appetite to talk.
I shook my head, "no" I said, "I'm not applying to college" I said, at this time we turned the corner, around that pub and we were at an empty street.
"But you said," he said, I cut him off, "no," I said.
"You're taking a year off, "he said, "no" I responded.
We stopped but I moved a step further, not looking at him, "hey" he said, I turned around and looked at him.
"What you're going to do?" he said softly.
I looked down at my feet, I knew this scene had to be sad and heart breaking so I had to do the best of it, I tried to remember when Chad was in hospital, and when I broke his heart when I told him that I hated him, so in that way I could be in tears.
I looked at him, with tears in my eyes, "I'm sick" I told him softly but with a painful tone.
"I'll take you home, you'll be fi-"he said but I cut him off, "no, London" I said with a pissed voice, "I'm sick" I said looking into his eyes with more tears welling up in my eyes.
He looked at me, wanting more explanation. "I have leukemia," I said softly. A tear rolled down my face.
He smiled, actual like laughed a bit, and then he got serous when he saw that I had tears, "no," he said wanting to believe otherwise.
~Chad's POV~
When I saw Sonny with tears in her eyes and then a tear rolling down her cheek while she said she had leukemia, I felt my heart ache. She was so into character that you would believe she had it really.
I smiled a bit actually, laughing then I got serous when I saw Sonny/Jamie serous and with tears rolling down her cheek, "no" I said trying not to believe what she is saying.
"You're, you're eighteen" I said hesitating, "you're prefect" I said.
"No, no" she said shaking her head "I found out two years ago, and I've stopped reacting to treatments" she said, another tear escaping her beautiful, chocolate brown eyes and shrugged.
I looked at her with shocked face and then, I had to feel the emotion, I remembered when she dated Lucas, how bad I felt, and when she said she hated me, instantly tears started to well up in my eyes.
"So why didn't you tell me?" I asked a bit mad at her but still soft because Jamie is very fragile.
"The doctors said I should go on and live life normally as, as best I could. I" she said and paused a bit, "I don't want anybody to look weird at me" she said.
"Including me" I said getting madder.
"Especially you" she said, her voice higher, and a tear rolled her eyes again. She sobbed a bit.
I was going to say something but then I stopped.
"You know I was getting along with everything fine, I accepted it and then you happened" she said and with her face full of tears.
I put my hands in my jeans pockets, she started sobbing again, "I do not need a reason to be angry with god" she said crying.
I stared at her, not knowing what to do. She turned around and left running, I looked at her with tears in my eyes. I was trying to call her, but words wouldn't come out of my mouth. I touched my face with my hands, trying to stop from crying. Looked around and back at where she left.
"CUT" the director yelled.
Sonny came back from where she left. I looked around, Tawni and Portlyn were crying. Nico and Grady had tears in their eyes.
~Sonny's POV~
Everyone was nearly crying I got so into the character that I couldn't stop crying myself, I approached Chad, and he still had tears in his eyes.
"I hate this scene" he said.
"Me too" I said still sobbing.
The director approached, "guys, you left us speechless, I now can say that you guys are better than Mandy Moore and Shane West! Really, you made me feel bad and I nearly cried too" he said and went back to the crew.
I hugged Chad, he rubbed my back, Tawni and Portlyn came to us, "girl, look what you have done to us" Tawni said, I looked at them they were crying their eyes out.
I laughed a bit, and hugged them, Nico and Grady came too "Sonny, you were great" they said and hugged me tight nearly squeezing me.
"Ok, guys rehearsals are over tomorrow you have your day off, except for Sonny, you need to record the songs" he said, I looked at him and nodded.
I didn't have a day off but at least I'll be doing my favorite thing singing!
Review, review and again review. Tell me what you think, I really like this chapter, it has so much emotions and drama.
