Berrynose & Honeyfern

What hurts the most by rascal flatts

I do not own warriors or songs

I never thought that Honeyfern would die, but it happened.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

The moment the fangs of that snake sank into her fut and skin; horror, grief, and pain shot through me.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

My blood turned to ice as I ran to see her, Her eyes had held the same emotions as mine.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

When Leafpool said there was nothing she could do my whole world ended.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Our kits would never grow. She would never see them. Her parents would lose another kit, while her sisters would lose a sibling. I would never say I love you again and see her eyes light up as I did. Those were the thoughts going through my head as I told her I loved her and gave her reasurance as she traveled to Starclan.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

After her death I mourned with her family. It was hard, I kept imagining what would of happened to her, us, if she had not died.

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh...

Yes, I ended matting and falling for her sister Poppyfrost, but I fell in love again. I knew she was happy in starclan, but I will always wonder. And she will always be the first she-cat I fell in love with.