Hey everyone I have returned with my next chapter of songfics.
Hope you like it's an odd pairing that I never thought to ship until now, BlossomfallxThornclaw usually I am more of a ThornclawxHazeltail shipper and I have no idea why I haven't done this first.
I got the idea for this partly from here: ( 2012/05/12/what-happened-to-thornclaw/) go check it out it brought up a good point.
Also this chapter holds some spoilers from The Last Hope.
This song is Dark Side by Kelly Clarkson and I do not own it. I don't own the song or the Warriors.
There's a place that I know
The Dark forest is horrible
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
At first I only saw a few others. Then the training became more and worst.
If I show it to you now
I told him about it.
Will it make you run away
I didn't know how he would react
Or will you stay
He stayed with me
Even if it hurts
I felt loved for the first time in a long time. I knew it was wrong to have him near even if he never joined me there
Even if I try to push you out
I tried to push him away before the battle began
Will you return?
He came back
And remind me who I really am
He always came back
Please remind me who I really am
He always brought me back from the edge
Everybody's got a dark side
I feel horrible
Do you love me?
He makes me feel wanted, when I'm not
Can you love mine?
My own family was disappointed in me and that's what really hurt. I just wanted them to see me.
Nobody's a picture perfect
My mother only saw my sister, the one always better than me, the one who needed her more. My father never saw me and my own brother wouldn't be around me choosing others instead to be with.
But we're worth it
Yet he's there for me
You know that we're worth it
I don't deserve what he does for me
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?
How can he still say he loves me?
Like a diamond
I wanted to feel needed
From black dust
I needed to feel worthy of being loved by anyone
It's hard to know
I lost myself in that need and that's how I got to the Dark Forest. Empty promises that they could make me better than I was.
What can become
I felt like I was being pushed aside
If you give up
Like I was worthless to my clan and family
So don't give up on me
Like I wasn't even there, so I was going to show them I was
Please remind me who I really am
I couldn't find my self
Everybody's got a dark side
I needed to be reminded of who I really was
Do you love me?
He did that
Can you love mine?
When Ivypool turned out to be a traitor to the Dark Forest, I was relieved.
Nobody's a picture perfect
I could get out of there and be the warrior I was meant to be
But we're worth it
Fighting beside my clan, but I was seen as a traitor to them
You know that we're worth it
And I ran from them, and hid from my once family
Will you love me?
And I became the traitor I feared I would become
Even with my dark side?
All because I felt neglected
Don't run away
Don't run away
When the battle was over, Mousewhisker, Birchfall, and I came back to the clan we fought for
Just tell me that you will stay
We saw what the Dark Forest did to our families and friends
Promise me you will stay
Everybody lost someone that day
Don't run away
Don't run away
We stayed with Thunderclan after that
Just promise me you will stay
Forgiven but never forgotten the traitors we were.
Promise me you will stay
It took me a long time for me to look at myself after that let alone see me for what I was.
Will you love me? Ohh
A Thunderclan warrior
Everybody's got a dark side
A daughter and sister who loved her family but never felt loved in return
Do you love me?
A loyal mate to an amazing and loving tom
Can you love mine?
A future mother who would never let her kits feel what I felt
Nobody's a picture perfect
But I never forgot who I once was
But we're worth it
Maybe one day I can forgive my self
You know that we're worth it
But now I know
Will you love me?
To him and myself, I will be needed, loved, and wanted
Even with my dark side?
And he will be by my side and keep me grounded
Oh my god, I made myself cry and bawl with this one. I felt soooo sorry for Blossomfall, especially after Hunter revealed that she was only in the Dark Forest because she was neglected. I love her so much. And Thornclaw always deserved to be loved and with a mate.
Please Review and leave suggestions there always needed and appreciated.
I have ideas for the next few but some need help:
GoldenflowerxTigerclaw-song found
RainwhiskerxSwallowtail- no song
Fallen LeavesxHollyleaf- no song
Pearl by Katy Perry- no pairing
In the sun by Joseph Arthur- Tentative pairing
And next chapter, which I am really excited about, is a huge surprise. It's made for my friend SweetDragonSeeker. Go to her site, read her fics, and see if you can guess the next pairing.
