Okie dokie. I know updating is a little terrible right now which shouldn't really be a surprise. BUT I am very sorry for how long it's been taking me. I've had a lot on my mind lately. I'm sure you all know but Logan's birthday is tomorrow. Well it'll be past his birthday by the time I get this posted. Anyways, I decided I might go back to some Cargan in this story just for our little Logie. Lol. Which means I'll be starting to do P. . It needs to happen anyway so whatever. I'll do the Kames too but I just want to get back to them sometimes too. I hope you all like it and stuff. Don't hold back on the criticism. I can take it. Haha. Well love you all and had a good Logan's birthday!
Carlos POV:
"I hope Kendall and James are having a good time." My boyfriend looked up from the book he was reading and turned his attention to me. He had been worried about them for some reason and just wished he could call them or something. I honestly wish he could too just so he would stop worrying so fucking much. I wouldn't be surprised if he went to find them. It was getting a tiny bit out of hand.
I washed the dish soap off of my hands and walked out of the kitchen to the dinner table. I pulled the chair out a little and took a seat across from him then grabbed his hand in mine. "Logan, look at me." He turned his head so it was facing me but didn't look at me. I put my index finger under his chin and pushed it up until he was looking into my eyes. "You need to stop worrying about Kendall and James. They'll be fine. They're big boys and can take care of themselves. Ok?" He nodded to say that he understood but I knew he wouldn't let this go. "Logie, I want to take you out ok? I need you to relax and focus on school and us. Not them. They obviously love each other and if something went wrong we would know about it by now. So just take a deep breath and focus."
He faked a smile and said, "Ok. I'll try. You know how I am though. I guess I just need to start being more positive."
"If you don't replace that fake smile with a real one then I'm going to punish you."
He raised his eyebrows. "Really? You're going to punish me? I'm soooo scared." He rolled his eyes and I smiled.
He looked back down at his book and I leaped across the table and started tickling him.
"Los stop!" He stopped screaming to laugh and he tried to push me off but I was sitting on top of him. We ended up on the floor and by this time he was begging for me to stop.
"I'm not stopping! Not until you stop worrying!"
He laughed, "O-ok! Just stop!"
"Promise that you'll stop!"
"I- haha- I promise!"
I held my pinky out. "Pinky promise!"
"Los! Come on!"
I put my pinky in front of his face. "Do it or there will be no stopping!"
Eventually he connected his pinky with mine and we both kissed our hands. I stopped tickling him and laughed when I realized that his shirt had somehow ended up on the other side of the room.
He blushed and asked, "Can you get off of me now please?"
I shook my head no and let my body fall on top of his. He let out a huff not expecting me to just throw all of my weight onto him.
He quietly said, "Carlos. I can't breathe."
I sat back up and looked down at him. He was so damn cute. I could just pinch his cheeks. I must have started smiling a lot because he furrowed his eyebrows and interrupted me admiring him.
"Babe? What are you smiling at?"
I smiled more and replied, "You of course."
"Umm…why?"
"Because you're just so beautiful."
He blushed again and let out a tiny laugh, "Why thank you."
I leaned down to kiss him and pulled away after a little while. "I love you so much Logie."
He finally smiled his adorable smile. "I love you too Los. So much."
I got off of him and laid next to him on the floor. I put my arms around him and pulled him in so his head was resting on my chest. I couldn't wait to make him mine forever. Just a little longer and I could marry him and we could start our perfect life.
James POV:
We decided to go on the boat first thing in the morning. I wanted to go deep sea fishing but Kendall decided that he just wanted to relax and try to get a tan. I looked over at him laying down on a lounge chair with his hands behind his head. He was wearing long black jean shorts that I was pretty sure were skinny jeans at one point, a green flannel with a white t shirt underneath, a gray beanie, and his favorite Ray ban sunglasses.
I laughed and shook my head, "You're never going to tan wearing all of those clothes Kendall."
He pushed his sunglasses down a tad bit so I could see his eyes and replied, "Well excuse me sir but I think I'm getting quite tan just like that. Besides, it's perfect weather for these clothes."
I threw my hands in the air, "Kendall! It's like 100 degrees out here!"
"Not everybody likes to show off their body every second of the day James."
I rolled my eyes, "I'm in my bathing suit. It's not like I'm naked."
"Pfft. Maybe not yet. I wouldn't doubt that you would strip down to nothing if you got "hot" enough."
I smiled, "You would like if I did that wouldn't you?"
He leaned back again and I could tell that he just didn't want me to see the blush appearing on his face. I walked over and straddled him. "You know Kenny, it would be pretty sexy to get a little naughty on this boat, don't you think?" I winked at him and he attempted to push me off.
"James, stop. Just go fish."
I gave him my best pouty face and he pushed me again.
"You know that face doesn't work on me."
I whined, "But Keeeennnnndddaaallllllll!"
"James! I am not letting you get me all hot and bothered while we're on this boat! There are other people on here!"
I sighed, "Fine. But you owe me."
"Mhm. Sure I do."
"At least take some of your clothes off. I mean seriously. You're one white mother fucker and I think that tan is sounding pretty good for you right now."
He gave me a glare that made me want to run away but on the other hand he looked so damn fine when he was angry. I just wanted to rip those clothes off for him. A smile appeared on my face and he got a confused look on his face.
"James? Why are you looking at me like that?"
I just sat there still straddling him and quickly pinned his hands together against the seat. With my other hand I grabbed his flannel and pried it off of his body.
He started yelling rather loudly trying to get me to stop and I just kept going. When he wouldn't stop yelling I paused for a second and said, "Kendall, you're causing a scene."
"I'm causing a scene?! You're the one trying to strip me in front of all these people!"
I shrugged, "I'm just trying to help you get tan like you wanted to. I'm not harming you one bit."
"Can you please get off?"
I shook my head no and he sighed, "I'll take my shirt off and change into my bathing suit if you get off of me."
I slowly got off and he asked, "Did you put my bathing suit in your bag before we left?"
I nodded so he grabbed the bag and headed to the bathroom. After a few minutes of waiting for him to come back I got impatient and walked over to the bathroom and knocked on the door.
I heard him mumble, "Somebody is in here. I'll be out in a little bit."
I replied, "Oh. It's ok. I'll join you in there. I don't mind."
I heard him give a sigh of relief, "Oh thank god it's you James. I think you grabbed the wrong bathing suit."
I smiled, "Are you sure? I'm pretty sure I put the right one in there. Open the door and give me the bag. I'll check."
He cracked the door open a little bit and handed me the duffle bag. I laughed when I looked in the bag because he was so naive. Of course I switched out his bathing suit for the speedo I had bought for him. I bought it and hell I was going to put it into some use. Since he thought I made a mistake he put his clothes in the bag for some reason. So at that moment I couldn't help but imagine him looking all flustered and naked in the bathroom.
"Babe? Are you still there?"
I replied, "Oh yea. I'm still here. I found your bathing suit."
"Thank you! Can I have it?"
"Sure. Open the door and I'll hand it to you."
He opened the door a tiny bit and I slipped the speedo into the crack.
"James, this isn't my suit. I'm not wearing this."
"Yes it is and yes you are. I'll be waiting for you out there. Can't wait to see you."
As I was walking away I could hear him screaming for me to come back and to give him his clothes back. I knew I was being cruel but I just laughed and sat down next to my fishing pole. He may think that his body isn't great but I think its perfection. He still hadn't come out after 15 minutes and I started to grow worried. Maybe I shouldn't make him do this if he isn't ready. I don't want him to freak out and have an anxiety attack or something. As I was about to get up and give him his clothes I saw him walk out of the bathroom and towards the chair he was occupying before.
"Damn." I said it mostly to myself but he must have heard it because he was blushing once again. "You look fucking sexy."
His face got redder and I pulled him in for a heated kiss. His lips tasted so good on mine. They were so soft and perfect. Every time his lips met mine I melted. I wonder what those lips would feel like all over my body. God that would be so fucking hot.
He pulled away and I whimpered at the loss. He had a big smile on his face and I gave him a confused look.
"What are you smiling at?"
He looked down and I felt my face grow hot.
"I umm…I was thinking about…things."
He smirked, "Oh I'm sure you were. Maybe we can do those things later." He winked and palmed me through my bathing suit. I let out a moan and he walked back to his chair.
God dammit Kendall! Why do you do these things to me?! Tonight's dinner has to be absolutely perfect.
Kendall POV:
I was in the bathroom washing up after our long day out on the boat. James was still gone trying to get the chef at the resort to cook the fish he had caught. To my surprise he caught quite a lot of fish. I didn't think he could actually fish but I really shouldn't have been surprised. He was good at everything and I was sure he had gone on a fishing trip with his parents before on one of their extremely expensive vacations. I was still pretty upset because he made me wear that stupid speedo. It was actually kind of comfortable though and I did get a really nice tan. I hopped out of the shower and stood there looking at myself in the mirror. Dammit. I forgot my towel and clothes. I face palmed myself and let out a sigh.
"James! Babe! I need my towel! Can you grab it for me?"
After I got no response for a good 30 seconds or so I cracked open the door to see if he just wanted me to walk out so he could stare at my nakedness. I pushed the door open more and saw that he wasn't back yet. What was taking him so long? Surely they wouldn't mind cooking some fish for us. I shrugged and walked out to see that my towel was placed nicely on the foot of the bed. When I got closer to it I noticed it had a folded piece of paper taped onto it. I took it off and set it aside while I wrapped my towel around my waist. I picked up the note and unfolded it.
Hey there Beautiful,
I bet you look so adorable wrapped up in your towel. You always do. I wish I could kiss you right now. I left you something to wear for our dinner date in the closet. Put it on and meet me for dinner. You'll know where to go. Trust me. I'll see you soon. Better hurry. You wouldn't want to keep me waiting too long would you?
XOXO James
I raised my eyebrow and walked over to the closet. I opened the doors and there was a nice suit. How did he do this without me noticing? How did he know my size? I shook my head and took it out of the closet and went back into the bathroom. It took me about 5 minutes to get dressed. He seemed to forget a tie and I remembered that he had brought a few with him. I went over to the dresser he had put his clothes in and the third one I opened had an assortment of ties in it. I smiled loving how prepared he was. On the top of the ties was another note. It was written on a green post it note with black ink.
Babe,
I hope you found this one. Lol. I didn't mean to hide it on you but I wanted you to pick out your own tie. I know you like to. I brought like 15 different ones just for you. It doesn't matter which one you pick. You look great in anything. Once you're ready go to the lobby and find the hostess that showed us to our room the first day. She'll tell you what you need to know.
XOXO James
I put the note down and found a wonderful plaid green tie. I guessed he had put it on top of the pile on purpose since it was my favorite. I grabbed it and put it on quickly then hurried out the door and to the lobby. When I walked through the doors I saw the little hostess sitting at the front desk. She saw me coming towards her and smiled. When I reached the desk she handed me another note and said, "You look wonderful! Have fun!"
"Can you tell me exactly what's going on?"
She shook her head, "Mr. Maslow asked me not to say anything. He just wanted me to give you that note." She pointed to the piece of paper and I nodded.
"Well thank you." I smiled and walked away.
I opened the note hoping that it would tell me good directions. I was terrible at things like this. It was really cute though and the thought of him going through all of this trouble to make me happy made me, well, happy. I looked down at the words written in black ink.
Cutie,
So you've managed to get dressed. Good job. Lol. That hostess is a nice one. I hope she didn't say anything that she wasn't supposed to. You've almost made it back to me. One more note after this. Your next note is somewhere we've spent most of our time on this vacation. Good luck. You'll figure it out. You're smart.
XOXO James
I sighed and said to myself, "Nice clue James. I'm never going to figure out where to go. We've been in a bunch of places. Think Kendall, think."
I stood there for a few minutes thinking of all the places we had been to during our vacation. Then I remembered that we had spent most of our time in the ocean. I started walking to the beach and when I got closer to the water I saw a surf board standing up on the shore. I ran towards it and noticed that it was the same surf board that James used to teach me. I also noticed that there was a Latino man holding the board up. He smiled at me and I smiled back. What's with everyone smiling here? Whatever. He pointed the board and there was a post it stuck on it. I took it off and read it quickly.
Kendahlia,
Hey gorgeous. I bet you look stunning right now under the moonlight. If you walk down the beach you'll find me waiting for you. It's not too far. Just keep walking until you see it.
XOXO James
I stuffed the note into my pocket and when I looked up the man was pointing down the beach.
I asked, "Is that the way I'm supposed to go?"
He nodded and I said my thanks. It was really dark outside now and I wondered how James expected me to see him when it was so dark out. I could barely see anything and it's not like he was glow in the dark. I laughed at that for some reason and just kept walking. After a good 5 minutes of walking I saw something bright up ahead. I walked a little faster and saw that it was a gazebo with white lights all around it and tiki torches put up outside of it. I could see a table in the middle of the gazebo with a white table cloth and candles lit in the center. It looked absolutely beautiful and I couldn't believe he had gone through all of this trouble. That's when I realized that James was nowhere in sight. Maybe I was in the wrong place. There are a lot of couples here and it could be that I didn't walk far enough. I began to take a step further when I felt someone's arms around my waist. They set their chin on top of my head. I tried to turn around but they wouldn't let me.
"I was right. You do look absolutely stunning. I haven't even seen your face yet and you already took my breath away."
That was definitely my James. He voice was so soothing and peaceful.
I started talking but it came out quieter than I thought, "I bet you look much more stunning than I do."
He chuckled, "I doubt it but I guess you have to turn around and see for yourself."
I slowly turned around and it took a while to take it all in. He looked so wonderful. It took all of my strength not to attack him right there. I could tell he was thinking the same thing too. The look in his eyes was full of lust but I could also see how happy he was at the time. I loved him so much and I could see that he loved me just as much.
I hugged him for a moment and then pulled away to look into his eyes. "I can't believe you did all of this for me. This is absolutely wonderful. Did you set this entire thing up by yourself?"
"I had a little help from a few people. Let's go sit down."
He grabbed my hand and led me into the gazebo. He pulled my chair out for me and I sat down. I guess I had a bigger smile on my face than I thought I did because when he sat down across from me he said, "I wish you would smile like that all the time. I love your smile. You look like a little kid at Disney World right now."
I blushed, "Well that's what I feel like. You have no idea how happy I am right now. You make me so happy."
He smiled bigger and grabbed my hands into his. "I would say this night can't get better for me but that's a lie. I have more planned."
"What else could you have planned in this short amount of time?"
He put his hand in the air and waved. I raised my eyebrows. I had no idea what he was doing and then three men dressed in nice clothes came into the gazebo and placed an assortment of king crab, steak, lobster, and sautéed vegetables in front of us. My eyes got wide because honestly this had to cost a fortune. One of the men then placed fancy wine glasses in front of us and poured Champaign into them.
They stood in a line next to us with their hands behind their backs and all said at once, "Anything else sir?"
James smiled, "No thank you. We're ok for now. You can go."
They left in a line and once they were gone James said, "Are you going to eat?"
I nodded and tried a bite of everything. It was all so delicious and I didn't know what I wanted most. James moved his chair closer to me and started to feed me.
I hummed at how wonderful all this food tasted. "You don't have to feed me, darling."
"I know. I want to."
I shrugged and we took turns eating all of the food. A half hour later all of the food was pretty much devoured and I was completely full.
"Ready for desert babe?"
"Desert? I barely ate that."
He chuckled, "Come on! Please! You won't regret it."
I sighed, "Ok. But if I throw up on you, you can't get mad."
"I won't. I promise."
He waved his hand once more and the men brought out our desert. It was just as delicious as the dinner and he was right, I didn't regret it. After a little while of just talking and laughing about stupid things we used to do together he asked, "Would you like to go for a walk with me?"
I nodded and he got up and took my hand. I got out of my seat and we headed out towards the water. We walked in silence for a little bit and then he said, "This vacation has been wonderful. I can't believe we have to go home in two days."
"I know. I've had so much fun. It's been the best time of my life. You're amazing."
"Thanks Darling but I think you're the one that's amazing. You're so perfect to me and I wouldn't want to ever be without you."
I blushed but I was thankful he couldn't see it in the darkness. The clouds had cleared out and the moonlight gleaming off of the water was just a glorious sight. "I wish I could just stay with you forever James. You make me feel so special."
"You are special."
We kept walking for a bit and then I broke the silence, "It's such a beautiful night."
He stopped and held both of my hands. He looked into my eyes and said, "Not nearly as beautiful as you my dear."
I smiled and leaned up to kiss him. It was such a sweet and gentle kiss. It was just as perfect as he was. Just as perfect as this whole night had been.
We pulled apart and he pointed behind me, "Look at that. The water just glows over there."
I turned around and looked at the ocean. He was right. It was breath taking. I turned back around and James wasn't there. Where the hell did he go? Just when I was about to walk away to find him I looked down. He was down on one knee with a small velvet box in his hand. My eyes started to water at the sight and I had to cover my mouth to keep myself from screaming.
He began to talk and the tears started to fall, "Kendall, I have loved you for a long long time. I know I never really say it but I do. This vacation has been the best time I have ever had. Being with you just makes me so happy and I can't imagine being with anyone else. I know it's only been 6 months but I just don't know what I would do without you in my life. So what do you say Kendall? Will you make my dream come true? Will you marry me?"
I whispered a yes and fell into his arms. He slipped the ring onto my finger and I began to cry into his shoulder. I kissed him passionately and pushed him down to the ground. I didn't care if we were dressed in fancy clothes I wanted him to know that I needed him as much as he needed me. We kissed for what felt like hours and when we pulled apart he looked at me. I saw tears in his eyes as well and I rubbed them away with my thumb.
"God I love you. You're amazing Kendall."
Right then I pushed him back down and we made love on the beach all night. We left everything else behind. It was just us and the moonlight.
OK! So I don't know how I feel about this chapter. I think it's the longest one yet but I don't really know for sure. I hope you all enjoyed it though. I know it took a while but that's that. Haha. Tell me your thoughts and all of that!
