I hope you guys know that I love you. Lol. It took me a while to write this terrible chapter for some reason. Honestly it's not even important. It kind of is but I don't know. Let me know what you guys think. Sorry for the delay. I love you all!
James POV:
Kendall was sulking in the shower, getting ready to leave the resort. He really didn't want to leave but we couldn't extend our stay. I tried to get us the room longer but the smiley hostess said that there was another couple that the room would be have to be ready for by the next day. I had promised Kendall that we would be back as soon as we could and that made him smile. Now that we had to be gone in less than two hours he was dreading getting out of the shower. I sauntered over to the bathroom door and gently knocked on it.
"Kendall, are you ok?"
I heard a groan and opened the door. "Babe, it's going to be ok. Besides, don't you miss Carlos and Logan?"
He quietly replied, "Of course I miss them. I just wanted to stay a little bit longer. I love it here."
"I know darling. But we also have to go back to work so we have money to come back."
With that he let out a loud groan and I laughed.
"Alright. How about we go ice skating when we get back? Would that cheer you up?"
He poked his head out from behind the shower curtain and looked at me with his puppy dog eyes. "You would do that?"
I ruffled his wet hair and said, "Of course I would. Anything for you. We'll drive back home from the airport, grab our skates and go."
A big smile appeared on his face which caused a big smile to appear on my face as well. He was so adorable when he acted like a little kid. He was always adorable but when he acted like that it just enhanced his adorableness. He turned the shower off and jumped out. He grabbed his towel and wrapped it around his waist. I leaned down and placed a soft kiss on his lips. I took my comb from off of the counter by the sink and ran it through his hair a few times.
"You look ravishing my dear."
He looked up at me and said, "I'm not even wearing any clothes yet."
I smirked, "You don't need clothes to look good. I personally prefer you without them."
He sent me a glare and I put my hands in front of me to protect myself from being hit.
"Yeah. You better watch out. I know where you sleep at night."
I laughed and pulled him into a big hug. "You're so devious."
He turned around and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. He pulled away and grabbed my hand to lead me out of the bathroom and into the bedroom. I sat down on the bed and watched him take out a pair of plaid boxers, black skinny jeans, a blue plaid button up shirt, a black tie, and a black tank top from his suitcase.
I raised my eyebrow and asked, "You're going to wear that on the plane?"
He looked at me and nodded, "Yea. Why?"
I shrugged, "I thought it just might be uncomfortable. I'm wearing sweats, a tank top, and a hoodie."
"I want to look good."
"Ok but don't come running to me when you have to sit through hours of discomfort."
He walked over and kissed me on the forehead. "Babe, I'll be fine."
I gave him a nod and zipped up his suitcase. After he had finished getting dressed he joined me on the bed. I looked over at him and he just seemed so happy. His beautiful green eyes were glowing and he had a big smile on his face. How could I not be in love with him? As I was staring at him I thought of something that I had been wanting to ask him.
"Kendall?"
"Yea, James?"
I sighed, "Before we came on this vacation did you ever think we would be together?"
"Do you want to know the truth?"
I nodded and he took a deep breath. "Honestly, no. I thought you were too good for me." He put his hand on my knee and took another breath before continuing. "That day when we were in the bedroom and I sort of sexually harassed you was just all lust for me. I kind of knew you liked me and I took advantage of that. I went after what I wanted and all that I wanted from you was sex. At that point in time I had no intention of ever dating you. That makes me a terrible person. Or at least I feel like it does." He slowly shook his head as if he was ashamed of himself.
"Kendall, it's-" I wanted to tell him that it was ok but he put his hand over my mouth.
"Just let me continue." I nodded to show him that I understood that he needed to get this all out into the open. "I have never had a relationship that meant something. I've seen you with people that you truly did have feelings for and I wanted that. I was so mad that you could have that and I couldn't. I wanted to be happy too. I knew that I was jealous but I just got confused. I thought I was jealous of you and how wonderful your life was but I was wrong. I was jealous of the people who had you. All of the people that you have ever kissed or touched you intimately, those were the people I really envied. I was sad that I couldn't be one of those people, and I didn't realize that until after the fact. You are so wonderful and all of this time that I've spent envying you has been a waste. I could have asked you out years ago instead of moping over your perfection. But I'm sorry about that and now that we're together I regret it every day. I'm sorry for being so stupid, James. You deserve the best and I'm sorry that I can't give you that. I can try though. I'll try for you."
I had a lot to say after that. I had so many questions that I had wanted to ask but instead of making it more complicated I just asked the three most important questions on my mind.
"Ok. I just have three questions. And I want you to be honest. Ok?"
He shook his head yes and I continued, " First question: Why did you lead me on like that? I mean we were friends so why would you want to hurt me?"
"I didn't want to hurt you. I just wanted you to know that I was better than all those other people put together. I wanted you to be jealous of people I was around for once." He smirked, "And that was two questions."
I tried not to smile but a tiny one crept onto my face and I rolled my eyes at him. He chucked a little and I said, "Ok. That makes sense I guess. Next question: When did you realize that you were jealous of other people and not me?"
He thought for a little bit and I could tell he was thinking very hard by the cute thinking look he had on his face. I stifled a laugh because I thought his head might pop off of his body from all of that thinking. After another minute of so he answered.
"Surfing."
"What?"
"I realized I was jealous of others when we were surfing. Or when you were teaching me how to surf actually. I had you all to myself and it felt amazing. I felt special for once and it just made me feel happy. You know? You always make me feel that way. I just took a while to figure that out."
I smiled, "I'm glad I can do that for you." I leaned down and kissed him. When I pulled back I saw that he was blushing so I couldn't resist pinching his cheeks.
He mumbled, "Stop it, James."
I laughed and pulled him in for a hug. He whispered, "What's the third question?"
"It's stupid. I think I know the answer anyways."
"You can ask me."
"I was just going to ask if you love me."
He looked up at me with those gorgeous irises, "Only more than anything."
I kissed him once more before we got up and headed out the door to catch our flight.
Carlos POV:
"Carlos get up! We have to get ready for James and Kendall! We're taking them out to dinner, remember?"
I pulled the blanket over my head and mumbled, "Just a few more minutes. You kept me up all night Logie."
He ripped the blanket off of me and threw it onto the floor. Our bedroom was freezing and I just wanted a few more minutes of sleep. Why wouldn't he let me sleep? Suddenly his hands were wrapped around my ankles and I was thrown off of the bed with a thud.
I gave him a glare and said, "Ow! Logan! I want to sleep!"
"It's already past noon Carlos. They're going to be here in about 2 hours and I think they would like to see you awake instead of snoring. Besides, we haven't seen them in a while and I want to hear all about their little bonding experience."
I sighed, "Why? It's not like anything amazing happened. They probably just went surfing and had sex in the ocean or something. I don't want to hear about those kinds of experiences. I would rather have those experiences myself." I winked at him and he blushed.
He shook his head, "Well if you don't get up you're never going to have any experiences with this body at all."
I groaned and got up off of the floor. I winced in pain knowing that I would have a giant bruise on my ass later. "You could at least apologize for throwing me off of the bed. That was so uncalled for."
He took my hands in his and looked me in the eyes, "I'm sorry, Baby. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm just really excited."
I nodded and said, "I'm going to take a shower. I'll be out in a little bit."
"Ok. I'm going to clean up a little bit. Do you want some lunch?"
"Yea!"
He laughed, "Alright. It should be ready by the time you finish your shower."
I smiled and started to take off my clothes. I went into the bathroom and after a good amount of shampoo and conditioner being used along with my manly body soap I got out of the shower and dried off really quick. I walked to my dresser and pulled out a fresh pair of boxers. Once I had them on I sauntered towards the kitchen where my boyfriend was making what seemed to be mac n' cheese. I jumped onto the counter and smelled the delicious food.
"Smells good Logie!"
He jumped a little and I laughed as he gave me a glare. "That was not funny Carlos. Don't scare me like that. And get off of the counter. You're in your underwear for gods sake!"
"Don't worry Logie, my butt is all clean." I moved my butt around on the counter and he groaned.
"Loooossss."
I rolled my eyes, "Alright, alright. I'm going."
I hopped off of the counter and gave him a quick kiss. He smiled and continued to cook our lunch.
"So when are they supposed to get home? Aren't we supposed to pick them up from the airport?"
He turned to look at me with wide eyes and said, "We're supposed to pick them up?! Why didn't anyone tell me that?! We should be there!"
"Calm down Logan. Let's just go now. I thought you knew."
He yelled, "Go get clothes on! We have to go!"
He ran to get his coat and his keys and bolted out the door. I sprinted to the bedroom and put some clothes on as fast as I could, thinking about how my boyfriend could be any more of a spaz. I wondered if he would spaz when I proposed to him. I certainly hoped so.
Yea, so this chapter sucked I think. Lol. Just being honest. BUT I did update and even though it took me a while I really did try. Major writers block lately and a lot of family stuff going on. Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed it please review and all that good stuff. I love you all and I should have another update done by the end of the week.
