Chapter 34: Rockstar(yes, by Hannah Montana)

"Suigetsu, do you really have to be such an ass?!"

Karin's glare was ignored almost completely by Suigetsu who just sat on the edge of his bed and and stared at the floor. This uncaring attitude just made her angrier and she shouted,

"Sasuke was just trying to be nice! We're worried about you!"

This statement sparked something inside Suigetsu. He lifted his head a little. His voice was rough from lack of use as he asked,

"You were worried about me?"

She flushed and scowled.

"Yeah I guess. Not like a loser like you even deserves my worry! Still, if you don't start acting like yourself soon I'm gonna get really pissed! Who am I supposed to argue with if you won't argue back?"

Suigetsu chuckled without humor. He looked up at her and she regarded him with a hint of suspicion. He wasn't smiling exactly, but his mouth curled upwards and he showed rows of pointed teeth.

"Do you want to cheer me up?"

She furrowed her eyebrows, her eyes slimming beneath her glasses as he continued,

"There are some things girls can do to help cheer a guy like me up..."

Now Karin let her eyes widen as he stood, towering over her with a look of sick, animalistic hunger on his face.

"Well?" He asked as he backed her up against a wall. "What do you say? Will you cheer me up with that pretty body of yours?"

In the next second a hard hand was slammed across his face. Karin was glaring fiercely as she struggled to get away from Suigetsu. He just laughed loudly as he pushed her to the floor.

"T-this isn't funny, Suigetsu! STOP!"

Her glasses got knocked off her face and skidded across the floor. He zipped down her jumpsuit swiftly, before she even noticed it was around her ankles, then completely off her body. As he licked her cheek he growled,

"I'm not a comedian. I'm a criminal. Raping is what I do."

"Dammit!" She screamed as she struggled against his far superior strength. It seemed to her as if the muscles in his arms grew as he pushed her shoulders to the floor and spread her legs. She could barely do anything yet she continued struggling.

He was beginning to get annoyed with her screaming and struggling. He punched her in the gut but that just seemed to make her more feisty. He growled as he bit down and sunk his teeth into the space between her should and neck.

As blood began pouring over her shoulder she stopped moving. He removed his mouth from her skin and looked up. Sure enough she had gone blank. Her eyes were still open, they just stared at the ceiling in shock. He pushed in and she cringed. The blood in his mouth and the way she was behaving sent a fire into him. It was exciting, it seemed as if her blood had given him more energy. She struggled a little but made no more sounds as he forced his way into her body. His grunting filled the room and she whimpered every time he bent down and licked the fresh bite mark on her shoulder.

When he was done he pulled out. The energy he had been exerting dissappeared. The hole in his chest came back, just as thoughts of terrible things flooded his mind. Kisame had been better. He thought he actually liked being on bottom.

She made no movements as he sat next to her, staring at her ravaged body. He groaned and put his head in his hands. After a minute she sat up, her eyes closed. He didn't look at her as he murmured,

"I'm not gonna say I'm sorry... but I'm sorry Kari-"

She cut him off by slapping him flat across his face. Her glare was deep as she locked eyes with him and said,

"You're an ass, you know that? I hope you're proud of yourself!"

She then promptly strutted out of the room holding her jumpsuit in her hand loosely. He stared after her in shock. After a minute he whistled.

"Shit, that girl is tough..."

Her voice floated back to him from the hallway, "Damn right I am, Asshole. Just so you know, If I really didn't want it, you wouldn't have had a chance!"

He snickered, exhaled, and leaned back on the bed. It was then that utter exhaustion and regret sunk in. It hadn't been bad... but it just didn't feel right. For some strange reason he felt as if this incident was going to come back and haunt him...


Hidan may not have noticed it, but he was changing, just a little bit. It was a slow change, an insignificant change, but it was a change non the less. When Mei had first been born his thoughts stray towards killing her every ten minutes. Now, he rarely thought of it, and when he did he got a sick feeling in his gut. Plus he knew Kakuzu wouldn't forgive him. That in itself, was a change. In the past he would not really have cared if Kakuzu forgave him.

On the other hand, he was praying to Jashin even more. He figured it this way:

He wanted Kakuzu back so they could have sex. This was good for his Jashinism because sex with Kakuzu usually meant some pain. Pain = pleasure. It was really quite simple and efficient when he worked it out that way. There was some nagging fragment of his mind that knew the real reason he wanted Kakuzu back, but he ignored it. Love wasn't really a jashinist thing, though there was no definite rule against it.

There wasn't a definite rule against having sex either. After much thought on Hidan's part(way more than normal), he remembered something from his late childhood:

He was living with Jashinist monks, a group of people that were grudgingly taking care of him after his parents deaths. Sure, there were a few who cared about him, but mostly they were waiting for him to get older so he could become a vessel for Jashin himself. Of course no one told Hidan this to his face. Hidan only found out when one of the Jashinist's had been piss drunk and told him out of sheer stupidity. It didn't really matter, Hidan was happy to be a vessel. The monks let Hidan do anything he wanted, because they did anything they wanted. They drank, they had piercings, they got tattoo's, and they had sex. A lot of it. The only reason Hidan couldn't was because he was the vessel. When they told him not to do something, he listened. Mostly because they were telling him not to what exactly what they did. He didn't mind. He had been around all of them long enough to see that what they were doing was nothing special or interesting.

The sex especially. It all looked very vulgar to him. They weren't shy about it, nor did they try and hide it. There was no mystery left. There was no need for him to be curious about it, and no need to try it himself.

Hidan pondered all this as he sat on the couch in the main room. He was taking a break from sitting in front of the therapy room door. He felt as though Mei was getting bored, and so was he. He let his daughter wander around the couches, her loud breathing alerting him of where she was.

Suddenly, it happened. The real reason Hidan was changing. Mei started crying. Loud, screaming calls of panic. When Mei was just born, she would cry and he would not even realize or remember that it was his baby that was the one crying. Even if he noticed she was upset, more than half the time he had no clue what to do about it. He had been glad when Kakuzu was so good at taking care of her. After Kakuzu went into his reclusion, Hidan needed to be there for Mei more. When she cried now, he came running.

And this cry, this cry was like nothing he had ever heard her do before. It was to get food or attention. It wasn't the cry she made when she needed her diaper changed. It wasn't her little sad cry that she did just for fun. This cry had real pain in it, real terror.

The terror in the cry seemed to transmit to Hidan who flung himself over the couch and search instantly around on the floors for her. She was sitting on the ground screaming and every now and then she would cough a little. He ran over to her just as she leaned forward and cough harder through screams.

"Oh my Jashin..." Hidan muttered as he stared at the floor where she just coughed.

Blood was splattered in watery clumps, some dripping down onto the cement from her face. Her eyes were full of tears. At this moment, they looked as red as her blood.


Ehem... This chapter is short because I was bribed with brownies to update it sooner rather than later. No, literally.I'm going to post this then go straight over and get some hot, fresh, chocolaty brownies.

Curse you Saraaaaah!!!!

Anyway, yeah I kinda just dropped some bombshells.... Hope you enjoy!

KeikoPanda102