I hope you guys like this chapter=) and i hope this isn't too romantic=P Should Vivien forgive Kaname...? lol


I could not bare the pain; I could not believe that Rosalie was no longer with me. I still remember her last words before she went to sleep that night.

"Remember Vivien, no matter what… I will always be by yours and daddy's side, protecting you both"

"Vivien darling… are you alright?" Father said as he entered the living room.
"I've had worse days father…" I said, attempting to smile. He sits down next to me on the sofa and looks at me with caring eyes.
"What would I do without you my little Vivien…? You always manage to make my heart smile," He said in a teary voice.
"Father… would you forgive me if you found out something terrible about me?" I ask, referring myself to Rosalie's death. I could not help but blame myself for it.
"Vivien…? Why do you ask such weird question?" He says in astonishment.
"I just want to know daddy…" I respond, almost in whisper. He lightly pulls me into a hug.
"My little one… nothing could keep me in anger with you," He says in a teary voice.
"Daddy… just know that I love you" I said, hugging him in a tighter embrace.
"My little bunny…" he chuckles, suddenly the doorbell rings.
"I'll open the door father…" I get up and walk to the door. To my content, it was Hiroaki and Kaname… yet, could it be a good thing?
"Good evening gentlemen…" My father walks up to them and greets them.
"I'm sorry for your loss Ms. Tsukino," Hiroaki says with his gaze on my father.
"Thank you Mr. Aido…"
"I'm also sorry for your loss Mr. Tsukino, if you need any help; please feel free to tell us. He will more than gladly help," Kaname says with his gaze on me.
"Thank you Mr. Watanabe…" My father says. Kaname slightly turns his gaze towards my father.
"Mr. Tsukino… could I have a moment alone with Vivien? I wish to speak to her about something private… if it's alight with you of course," Kaname asks.
"I don't mind at all Mr. Watanabe, you've been so kind to our family," Father responds. For some reason, the least thing I want right now was to be alone with Kaname.
"Vivien… I hope you're alright," Hiroaki says in a concerned voice.
"I'm a little better now… because of your presence, you mean a lot to me Hiroaki" I said, lightly hugging him. From the corner of my eye, I saw that this action displeased Kaname, but at the moment, I did not bother to care. I was much too hurt.
"Thank you Mr. Aido for always caring for my daughter" daddy says.
"Will you be going to the funeral ceremony right now? I could take you there if you wish" Hiroaki instead says.
"Yes… if it isn't a bother" My father responds.
"I do it with all sincerity and care Mr. Tsukino, I know what it feels like to lose someone dear to you," Hiroaki says. Was it me… or did he mean something by that?
"I'll see you later my Vivien…" Daddy says, lightly kissing my forehead.
"Okay daddy…" I respond. I watch both father and Hiroaki walk out the door, as soon as the door closed; I turned my gaze towards Kaname.
"What do you wish to talk to me about?" I ask in a blunt tone. Instead of responding, he pulls me into a hug.
"Your love is the greatest gift this life has given me, yet… I am not worthy of it" He whispers in my ear.
"What ever do you mean Kaname…?" I ask.
"Tell me how much you love me… I need to hear you say those sweet words to me," He says in a broken voice. Why was he acting like this?
"I love you Kaname… I love you with all my heart. My life, my soul belongs to you and only you," I whisper. I dare myself to run my fingers through his beautiful dark brown hair. His hair felt so soft between my fingers, like soft silk. Why did I even dare caress him? He looks at me with tender loving eyes, eyes that not even my dreams could make up.
"Vivien… I did something cruel to you, and if you don't ever want to see me again, I will more than understand you," He says, lightly pushing me away from him.
"Kaname please… I do not understand your words. Tell me what you want to tell me," I plead.
"Rosalie… she…" he mutters.
"She what Kaname… tell me" I said in a firm tone. I feared what he wanted to tell me, yet I wanted the truth.
"Rosalie died because of me…" He finally says, slowly turning his gaze away from mine. I was too shocked for words… no this had to be a nightmare.
"What… please tell me this is some kind of cruel joke?" I beg, lightly pulling his arm.
"I rather you hear it from me than from someone else my Vivien… I killed Rosalie last night. She is my property… and I was hungry for blood" My first instinct was to hit him, but I was still too in shock for words. I still did not want to believe in his so-called confession.
"You lie Kaname…" I mutter. Tears began to form in my eyes. I was slowly falling out of shock. Anger quickly replaced it.
"I could never lie to you Vivien…" He mutters with lament. Did he really lament what he just did? No, he could not. Instinctively, I slapped him.
"How dare you come to my house and tell me this then! And how dare speak to my father after you just killed Rosalie!" I cried, hitting him on the chest.
"You don't know my reasons… let me explain to you everything Vivien," He says, pulling me into his arms. No matter how much I struggled to break free from his embrace… it was pointless.
"What reason could there be Kaname…? You just said she was your property and that you hungered for blood! You did it once before and I let it go! How could I have been so naïve?" I yell.
"I understand your anger towards me… but how could I ignore my thirst for you when I had you so near, in my arms," He whispers.
"How could I trust your words… you took Rosalie away from us!" I cried.
"The least thing I wanted was to hurt you, I wanted to protect you yet I'm the one that causes more damage in your life and heart" He responds.
"You liar… you're such a liar Kaname. You probably use your powers to seduce innocent woman like Rosalie don't you…?" I yell. Suddenly, he pushes me against the wall. I could not help but feel nervous… especially when his eyes changed to the color I called thirst.
"I would never do such thing Vivien…!" He says, punching the wall, making me heart jump.
"Then what do you call what you did to Rosalie!" I said in a more calm tone.
"You probably wouldn't understand now… but all I can tell you is that Rosalie is better off dead" I could not help but slap him a second time. How dare he just say that in my face! To my surprise, I feel his lips lightly touch mine. I hated him… why did he have to enter my life. Yet I could not help but need him so. Slowly his lips kissed my cheek and went down to my neck. With each kiss, I felt shivers down my spine… shivers that excited yet frightened me at the same time.
"I love you Vivien… and I thirst for you," He whispers, his lips still kissed my neck. I could not help but feel those shivers with each kiss he gave me.
"You could have just taken my blood without taking Rosalie's life," I said, in tears once again. "I'm yours anyways…" I whispered.
"I know and once again… I will say the same words I have said to you from the very beginning… I don't deserve you," He whispers back.