I'm back everybody! So I didn't have time to upload the sixth chapter the morning I left. I'm sorry :I
But now I have uploaded it and started working on the story yet again! So a whole bunch of updates coming, I hope.
My teeth clench together and my jaw is starting to hurt from the pressure. My eyes are on Dave as he pushes Tavros up to the karaoke machine, so the two can sing their song. Of course I wanted to be there with Tavbro, but I couldn't really just go push Dave away without a good reason. So I just stand behind the couch, directly behind Karkat, gripping said couches back tightly in my hands.
The song slowly starts and I recognize it immediately. I guess it was Dave's idea to sing the song. It really made me angry, but the moment they started singing I forgot my rage. Tavbro's voice just made my mind go blank.
You are my everything
You taught me how to sing
You took a chance on me
Opened my heart to see
Of course Dave would pick this song. Why wouldn't he? Probably just trying to hit on Tavros again.
You are my light in dark
The ever-shining spark
You are my other half
You always make me laugh
Even though I envy Dave for being there instead of me, I can't bring myself to even glare at him. It's like my eyes are glued to the back of Tavros's head.
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
I'm lovestruck
I know we can break through
I'm lovestruck
I'm the servant from hell
One day, I can't cast my spell
I'm so in love with you
I'm lovestruck
And all the things you do
I'm lovestruck
I know we can break through
I'm lovestruck
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
The music takes a hold of me and I start humming along, forgetting for a second Dave is there.
I can't see myself without you
Now that I've had a taste
Every time I close my eyes
I feel your lips, I see your face
I hear only Tav's voice, Dave's completely left out. And I don't really mind.
I only smile when I'm with you
I spend all day missing you
I'm lovestruck, in your head
Every thought, every breath
At this point some depressing thoughts crept their way into my head.
So in love with you, So in love with you
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling in love
Of course. That's why Dave chose the song. How stupid of me.
Cupid caught me when I let down my guard
Who know it was so great? Who know I'd fall this hard?
We can run away, and never look back
Forget about our past, the future's what we have.
To tell Tavros about his feelings.
The song ended and I watch as Dave bends down and kisses Tavros full on the lips. What hurts me more is to see Tavros smile after a second and kiss back.
Why didn't I listen to Nepeta? I should have just told Tav how I feel, not keep it all inside. But it was late now. And I hated it. I hated Dave. But most of all I hated myself. I might quote Karkat here, but I think I just missed my fucking chance.
