I hope you guys like this chapter. I think it was about time to give the Hiroaki x Vivien some time to shineXDD Lol... I love them together, but of course, Vivien's true love is KanameXP At least in this storyXDD Hope you like it guys!
eh, i was listening to the Vampire Knight soundtrack while writing this, so i guess that's why it turned out so fluffyXDD lol. Hope to hear from you guys anywaysXP Your reviews always make me happy=D
"Answer me this instant Vivien…" Kaname says in a sharp tone. Vivien angrily turns her gaze towards him and replies,
"My feelings are to be respected. Hiroaki seems to respect that more than you do…"
"Hiroaki has no need to feel concern for your feelings…" Kaname snaps.
"He very well does, he's been there for me more than you have ever been, and has given to me so much more…" Vivien mumbles, turning her gaze back to the window.
"Why must we always argue my love…?" Kaname whispers in Vivien's ear.
"Leave me alone please… sometimes I can't stand your anger…" Vivien says in a frustrated tone.
"So your silence and refusal to respond tell me the answer…" Kaname mumbles in bitterness.
"Take it for what you wish to believe…" Vivien responds bluntly.
Do I truly love Hiroaki as well…? He is so sweet and caring, and I know he loves both Charles and I deeply.
Days earlier…
"Vivien, I don't understand why you don't wish for Lord Kuran to know about Charles" Hiroaki says as they walk around the back garden of his estate.
"Hiroaki, it's just better of this way, for him and for me… and plus, I didn't even want you involved" Vivien confessed.
"I know you too well, and how could I not involve myself? I care deeply about you and Charles, and I couldn't stand leaving you alone with that man…" Hiroaki says in disgust.
"What man… do you mean Max…?" Vivien giggles.
"I'm not too fond of him you can say… and besides, I have to protect you for Lord Kuran…" Hiroaki smiles, Vivien turns her gaze towards Hiroaki and smiles.
"You're too kind to me Hiroaki; I truly don't deserve to have such a light in my life…" She says, hoping the tears that were forming in her eyes would not fall.
"Vivien… you know I will always love you, no matter what happens…" Hiroaki responds sweetly, lightly brushing her cheek with the palm of his hand. Vivien takes his hand and lightly kisses it.
"I wish… I wish my heart would have chosen to love you instead sometimes…" Vivien cries, cursing herself for crying.
"You don't mean that…" Hiroaki responds, lightly kissing the tears away from her cheeks.
"Oh but I do… I sometimes hate myself for loving a man that has lied to me, that has hurt me so much, yet I know he loves me…" Vivien cries in anger. Hiroaki pulls her into a hug; Vivien looks at him in shock.
"But the proof of your love for Lord Kuran is Charles… if you were to truly mean that, then you wouldn't care for Charles…" Hiroaki replies, lightly kissing her forehead. Vivien lightly giggles,
"You're one of a kind Hiroaki…" She says, sweetly looking into his eyes.
"Forgive me for what I'm about to do my doll…" He mumbles, slowly pulling Vivien into a loving kiss. He expected Vivien to push him away and probably slap him, but instead, she kisses him back. Vivien did not know why she had kissed him back, but it felt so sweet being in his arms, so right. However, just as the kiss grew deeper, so did her thoughts on Kaname. She could not do this to him. She belonged to him and only him. How could she be so cruel and play with both? She complained about Kaname, and yet… she was probably just as bad.
"Hiroaki, if there's one person that must forgive it is you," Vivien says, pushing Hiroaki away from her.
"What are you talking about Vivien…?" Hiroaki asked, confused by her actions. When they kissed, he wanted to believe that Vivien loved him, that her heart wanted him as much as he wanted her. However, he knew the truth… she belonged to someone, that was probably better than him in the end.
"I don't know… I have to go Hiroaki," Vivien says, trying her best not to look at him. She rushes back into the house to get her son Charles.
"You like the choo choo train Charles…?" Ken chuckles while baby Charles played with his train toy.
"Is my little baby having fun…?" Vivien says as she walks in.
"What's wrong lady Vivien…?" Ken asked, turning his gaze towards Vivien.
"We have to go, forgive me Ken…" She quickly responds. She picks up her son and quickly leaves Hiroaki's estate, leaving Ken confused. As soon as she left, Hiroaki walks into the living room.
"What just happened Hiroaki…?" Ken asked in a serious tone, with his gaze still on the front door.
"I don't know anymore my cousin… I wish I knew" Hiroaki says with sorrow. He did not want to fool himself…
Vivien does not love you Hiroaki… she does not love you and she never will. Yet, I will always be there to protect her.
I cannot be so cruel and play with my Hiroaki's emotions. I do not deserve such love as his. He is much too sweet…
"Why must you be so cruel at times my beloved Vivien…?" Kaname asked, unable to hide his pain and anger.
"I am only human my prince, forgive me if I'm not perfect…" Vivien whispers.
"I can't say I blame you…" Kaname whispers, pulling Vivien into his arms.
"I haven't been good to you… forgive me" Kaname mumbles.
"Just don't say more my prince… we all have our faults, and whatever happens, just now that you're my one true love" Vivien cries, strongly embracing Kaname. As she held Kaname in her arms, she thought about her beloved son, and Hiroaki's words. He has the right to know…
"Time to grow up Vivien… for Charles" Vivien says to herself.
"I have to answer your other question though… and I think it's fair for you to know…" Vivien suddenly says, pulling Kaname away to look at him face to face.
"About this Charles… Vivien I rather not,"
"You have to know, I want you to know…" Vivien nervously says.
"Then speak my love…" Kaname says in a firm tone.
"Charles… is our son" Vivien replies. Kaname was stunned; he was not expecting that answer.
