A/N: Thank you everyone your reviews mean the absolute world to me 3 by the way the year is 1994 sorry I put the wrong year in the last chapter!
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"Will you g- dance with me?" Fred asked smiling.
I giggled barely able to see him in the darkness.
"Of course Fred." I giggled.
And even with no music playing we waltzed in the gazebo to a beautiful melody inside.
Harry's POV:
I stood in the window facing the gazebo my heart felt so strange.
I didn't like Railyyn, but why as she dance with Fred in the gazebo did I wish it wasn't Fred there, but me.
What would happen next? Would he ask her out? Did he already? Were they going to snog-
That thought infuriated me, it was a disgusting thought to have some one else having their hands all over my Railyyn…my best friend Railyyn…yeah, that's what I meant.
I shook my head, "I'm being ridiculous Railyyn can snog whoever she wants." I said the words tasting like vinegar in my mouth.
"Who's Railyyn snogging?" Ron asked me.
I looked at Ron forgetting I was in his room with him, "No on why?" I asked confused.
"Why'd you say that out loud then?" Ron asked.
"I didn't-" Then I realized how big of a fool I must look like. "Never mind."
Ron shrugged and went back to his quidditch magazine.
I looked out the window and saw Fred stepping away from Railyyn and couldn't tear my eyes away.
Railyyn's POV:
"Thank you Fred, but I'm not sure I want everyone in the school to know that we're together when we go back." I said blushing.
Fred took a step back, "Oh, really Railyyn you seriously think your to good for me don't you?"
"I reached out to him, "No Fred, not like that I don't want us to be harassed by girls or anything, please understand…"
"No, Railyyn I'm not sure I want to." Fed said annoyed. "Harry's watching." he hissed.
I didn't understand at first until I realized that Fred was making it seem like we didn't want to be together.
"I know," I said shaking my head to look sad.
Fred stomped away towards the house and I followed him.
Once we were inside I stopped him, "Fred please can we be friends?" I asked.
Fred looked down at me since we had no audience with our actions any more he smiled, "Ok." he said and then he hugged me.
"Thanks." I said smiling.
"Good night Lyyn." Fred laughed.
"Good night Fred." I said smiling even bigger. I walked upstairs to Hermione and Ginny awake and pressed against the door.
"Thanks guys." I said walking inside and rolling my eyes.
"So do you have a boyfriend?" Ginny asked me jumping on the balls of her feet.
I shook my head, "No we're just friends."
"Are you okay with that?" Hermione asked worriedly.
I nodded, "Yeah, I think that it's best like that."
They both smiled.
"What were you guys talking about?" I asked sitting down on my inflatable mattress.
Both Hermione and Ginny shifted their weight uncomfortably.
"Have you ever seen a picture of the girl who died with the Potters the one who was said to be romantically involved with Sirius Black?" Hermione asked me.
"Haley right?" I asked and Hermione nodded. I thought about that question long and hard, "Actually no, why?"
Hermione picked up a photo album, "Harry brought this, it was his parents'. It is a book with pictures of James and Lily and their friends."
"Haley was originally Lily's friend and then became Sirius's friend as well. She was very pretty and also," Ginny started picking up a book that was leather-bound and looked like a diary, "This is Lily's journal."
"What are you guys trying to say?" I asked frustrated.
"Just look at this picture." Hermione held out the photo album.
I gasped at the person staring back at me, it was me.
"That looks just like me, except this person is tan and has blonde hair." I looked at Hermione, "You don't think she could be?" I asked scared.
"We thought so that's why we had Harry find Lily's journal, and sure enough read this passage," Hermione handed me the book and it read:
January 6th, 1980
There is something wrong with Haley. She seems pregnant. I am scared because I have no idea who she could have had this baby with, but all the signs, her morning sickness, cravings, and mood-swings, indicate pregnancy. I believe I know who the father is, I know she'll tell me when she's ready, but I want her to be ready to tell me know, I need to know if she can take care of her baby.
Lily
January 18th, 1980
I feel nauseous, and it's not going away. My period is very late and, I'm a little more then slightly nervous.
Haley still won't tell me anything, but I believe my hunch is correct. Oh no I feel like I'm about ready t-
I looked up, "This is from when Lily was pregnant with Harry." I smiled.
Hermione nodded, "And read this passage."
I looked down and began to read.
February 1st 1980,
I was correct, Haley told me today that she has to go somewhere far away because she is pregnant and she plans to come back after the child's first birthday. She told everyone she is off to school, which is more then slightly true because she is going to have to learn a lot about how to care for her child, and because of the lack of care in her parents it is only her sister, Kayla, that I fear will want to visit. Also, I am pregnant and I am due around the same time as Haley. She refuses to tell me the father, because as I know they can't be married.
I'm going to pray for her,
Lily
I threw the journal down, "No, she can't be my mother." I stated.
"Railyyn look at the facts! Haley was your mother, don't you want to know who your father is?" Hermione said getting up.
Ginny walked over to me, "Railyyn, we all know how much you want to know here is how you found out and your denying it!"
"Because my parents were married! They must have been and my mom isn't dead!" I shrieked.
I collapsed on the floor crying.
"What is the matter in here?" Mrs. Weasley said walking in and she saw me and went to rush to my side when Ginny held her back.
"Sorry Mrs. Weasley I said standing up and forcing out a laugh. "Nothing's wrong."
Mrs. Weasley nodded and left, but we could tell she didn't buy it.
"Railyyn just look at this list we made." Hermione said passing me a piece of parchment.
It read:
Facts that lead to the belief:
wrote that her child and Haley's were due around the same time-Harry was born July 31st, 1980 and Railyyn was born July 30th, 1980
and Haley are exact look-a-likes except for complexion and hair color.
one would claim her when Haley died because no one knew about her except for Lily who died the same day as Haley.
wrote that-
"How do we know that this is really Lily's journal?" I asked not reading the rest of their list.
"Because it was put into Gringotts and we just got it out the other day." Hermione said. "And Dumbledore put it in."
I nodded knowing that those were legitimate facts then.
"Now Railyyn, we have a hunch on the father, but don't scream ok?" Ginny said putting a hand on my shoulder.
I nodded bracing myself.
"We think it could be Sirius Black."
"Crap!"
