Okey dokey, last one for the morning. Got to be going to school soon!

"Gamzee, I had no idea!" Tavros says from next to me in the car. I chuckle slightly.

"If I'd tell you about all my motherfucking boyfriends it would take hours to finish the list. And you'd most likely start to question my loyalty", I say still grinning.

"Boyfriends? You mean you, uh, have never dated a girl?" he asks and I full out laugh on the remark.

"No, I haven't. You could say Equius was my first love or some shit like that", I say and Tavros stares at me.

"Oh, so you, um, have always been gay?" he asks and I arch one eyebrow.

"Yes, didn't I just tell you?" I ask chuckling slightly.

"I, never knew, really", he says looking out of the window.

"We never motherfucking talked about it", I say shrugging. "We can if you want to."

"Uh, yeah, I think it, um, might be a good idea. Or not. I, don't really know", Tav says and I laugh again.

"You know you're cute when you stutter, right?" I say and he blushes.

"I-I am?" he asks and I nod, parking the car.

I help him out of the car and back into his wheelchair. I push him to the elevator and whisper sweet nothings into his ear, making him giggle once in a while.

I continue this in our apartment after I close the door. I pick him up, totally abandoning the wheelchair and carry him to the couch. I find a few loose blankets and bring them over to him. I put them aside for a second just to pull the puzzled taurian next to me onto my lap and cover the both of us with blankets.

"What is it now, Gamzee?" he asks confused, but smiling anyways.

"Shh, just motherfucking cuddles now", I say smiling and nuzzle my nose in his hair.

I stay like that for a while and start to feel a bit sleepy, but suddenly remember we had something to talk about.

"So, what did you all up and want to talk about?" I ask and Tav twists in my lap enough to look at me.

"Um, I don't really know", he admits and I smile.

"Something about my love life?" I ask grinning and he blushes.

"Y-yeah, if it isn't too private", he says.

"Well, I've always been into men. Women don't attract me like that. It's like, I don't really know. They just don't", I start. "I've never minded, though. Like I said, Equius was my first love or something. We were together for like a motherfucking year. They were some nice times. Then I went and messed it up."

I stop for a second to actually think about what I did that day. Yeah, it was idiotic of me. But I was young. We make mistakes when we're young.

"Uh, do you, mind continuing?" Tav asks and I chuckle.

"Sure thing. So, after that I dated a few guys you wouldn't know. And then I guess I was with Sollux for a while. Well, it didn't really work out so we ended it. Later we became good friends. And then there's the period I was mostly dating. Like left one guy for another and got back with those I motherfucking broke up with", I frown a bit. That sounds stupid. "And then it all stopped when I turned 18 and motherfucking fell for a guy."

"Oh. Do you, um, mind me asking, who'd you fall for?" he asks and I grin.

"I fell for you", I say and gently kiss him. I pull away and he has this weird look on his face, like he's not sure if he should be pleased or mad at himself. I frown. "Did I do something wrong?"

"Oh no! You didn't do anything!" he says quickly attempting to smile.

"Then what's wrong?" I ask and he looks down.

"I... I don't know. I-I've never thought of myself, um, as anything, really", he stutters.

"You don't need to motherfucking think like that", I say cupping his chin and turning his face towards me. "To me you're perfect."

This seems to strike a bell in Tav's head since he immediately sharpens and looks at me.

"You did go to see the doctor, right?" he asks and I nod. "Did he give you anything?"

"Yeah, he gave me stronger pills. They shouldn't make me fall over every time I try to go somewhere, but they should keep my motherfucking issues under control", I say and he nods, smiling again.

"That's good, right?" he asks and I nod, pulling him better onto my lap.

"Yes, it's good. I don't want to hurt you", I say and he smiles.

"I know you'd would never hurt me", he says and leans forward to grab the remote. I help him stay on the couch and then we start flipping through channels. I've got no hurries today, so might as well spend the rest of the evening together on the couch.

I wake up to the door closing and groan. What time is it? I check my alarm clock. It's pretty early, but not early enough. Tav already left. I groan again and let my head fall back into the pillow. No need to get up just yet.

I wake up again later. Fuck, I didn't mean to fall asleep. But I don't mind either.

I slowly get up and find some clothes to pull on. A dark purple hoodie with skeleton marks and some loose black pants. I then apply my makeup for no specific reason and start thinking if I might go visit someone. No use spending the whole day alone.

After eating breakfast and pondering it for a moment I decide to go visit Sollux again. And maybe even borrow a book today.