Oh my gosh I just realized I have skipped one chapter and I don't know which one! D:

I'll have to fix this error as soon as possible.

So this is the final chapter, chapter 49 of Please Don't Leave Me.

It's Saturday already. I can't help but be anxious about what's going to happen today. Tav got his appointment to the doctor's and I seriously hope he's going to make it. Not like I don't trust the doctors, it's just that I'm not completely sure about them. They could have saved my mom.

I've been awake for the better part of an hour now. And it's only 8 in the morning. I sigh and take a sip out of my coffee. Nothing better to do, I guess.

After drinking my coffee and sitting there like an asshole for almost another hour I get up and start bustling around the kitchen. Nervous and anxious I make breakfast for Tavros, doing my best with the tee. I finish his breakfast a little past nine and as much as I'd like to let him sleep I know I have to wake him up.

I walk with a tray to his room and put it down on the table. I sit down on his bed and gently nudge his shoulder.

"Hey Tav, wake up", I mutter and he groans.

"What time is it?" he asks, too sleepy to even stutter.

"It's a bit past nine", I answer and pick up the tray. "Brought you some motherfucking breakfast."

He sits up rubbing his eyes and takes the tray from me. I kiss him on the forehead before getting up and walking about, putting stuff out of place just to return to it minutes later and put it back. Not sure what the hell I'm doing I walk to the bathroom and put on my make-up. I stare at my image until I hear Tavros get into his wheelchair and immediately rush to him, taking the tray and dishes and putting them away.

He goes to sit on the couch and I soon follow, sitting down next to him and pulling him into my arms. After a nice little silence he sighs and looks at me.

"Gamzee, trust me, I'm not going to die", he says calmly, smiling at me.

"I know", I say and smile back, maybe a bit sad.

"Then you don't, uh, need to act like it's my last day", he notes and I chuckle.

"Sorry. I just don't want you to motherfucking leave me like mom did", I say and he shakes his head.

"I won't", he says, even though I haven't even told him about my mom. Only briefly have I mentioned her dyeing when I was young, but never have I told the details.

Despite this I smile and hug him closer to my chest, never wanting to let go.

The time goes by too quickly and sooner than I would have wanted I'm parking my car in front of the hospital. I help Tav out of the car and into his wheelchair and accompany him all the way in the hospital.

Everything seems to have lost meaning. The hospital is painfully familiar and I force myself not to think about my mother, instead concentrating on Tavros.

I don't catch a word he says with the nurses, but he is soon led away from me and they tell me I have to wait in the hall.

The minutes feel like hours to me as I pace up and down the corridor in front of the room Tavros was put in. When they finally come out Tavros is in some sort of hospital garments, pushed off in his wheelchair.

I follow him as far as they let me go before his hand slips from mine.

"I love you", he says with a confident smile on his face and I sigh.

I exit the hospital and walk to my car, opening the door and sitting in the driver's seat. I glance at Tavros's seat and notice two pieces of paper on it. I grab them and start reading the letter.

I know you will worry no matter what, but I won't be leaving yet. Sooner than you know it we will be walking around town with Peanut and having a great time!

Just try to hold on and don't let anything get you down, okay? Do that for me.

I love you, no matter what.

-Tavros

I read the note written in lovely handwriting over and over again, wondering when he had time to put it there and glance at the other paper.

It is the picture of me and Tavros kissing. The one he told his feelings with.

I grip the papers tighter in my hands and let my gaze drop on the front doors of the hospital.

"Please, don't leave me."