Brooke always wondered what it would be like when she met her soul mate; she dreamt that she would feel butterflies every time she saw him, smile every time she thought about him, know that he would be there for her whenever she needed him, and stick with her when things were at their lowest. She never knew who her soul mate would be but now she knows.

She knows that she is supposed to spend the rest of her life with Nathan. She's supposed to support him in everything he does and be his cheerleader. She knew that since they were getting married that things were going to be rough but they would get through it. She knew this because they were over the major hill of the surprise pregnancy which was a shocker to both.

She felt like a young pre-teen girl with a silly crush on the hottest boy in her class. Every time she saw Nathan she felt her knees go weak. Every time he kissed her she melted into his touch loving every minute, no second of it. Every time someone mentioned Nathan it brought a smile to her face and she loved falling asleep with his arm around her waist resting on her stomach. She just loved Nathan more than she loved Lucas.

She knew that she should tell Lucas but she didn't know how he was going to handle it. They broke up not even 2 months ago and here she was pregnant and marrying his brother. But she hoped that he would take it well since he was so madly in love with Peyton. Peyton, she thought probably already knew considering she helped Nathan plan the whole proposal thing since she wasn't shocked when Nathan publicly announced for her. Brooke couldn't believe that he actually pulled something off without her knowing considering Brooke Davis knows everything.

She smiled and looked at Nathan as they drove to Lucas's. She had asked him to come with her while they were in the doctor and he agreed not wanting her to do it alone since they were in it together. Nathan had secretly already talked to Lucas and he was okay with it. He gave Nathan the typical 'hurt and die' speech and Nathan just chuckled. It was odd how happy Lucas had become since he had finally admitted to himself and Brooke that he was in love with Peyton.

Nathan pulled in front of Lucas's and Brooke slowly got out of the car smoothing the wrinkles out of her knee length skirt. Nathan came around and grabbed her hand as they walked up to the side door that led right into Lucas's room. Nathan knocked twice and Lucas slowly answered the door.

"Hey Nathan, Brooke." Brooke gave him a hug and walked into the room surprised to see Peyton there sitting on Lucas's bed. "So what's up?"
"Um…I have something to tell you." Brooke answered softly looking at the floor gathering up her courage. "I'm pregnant and Nathan and I are getting married." She finally said looking at Lucas straight in the eye.

"Wow, who would've thought?" Lucas fell back on his bed pretending to be shocked. "Are you happy?" Brooke shook her head and Lucas smiled. "Then I'm happy. You're one of my best friends Brooke and as long as your happy I'm happy." Brooke smiled and her and Luke shared another hug. "Congratulations little brother." Lucas smacked Nathan's shoulder and the group settled into a nice silence just enjoying each other's company.

Later on after Brooke and Nathan had left they sat in Nathan's room listening to Deb and Dan arguing down the hall. Brooke sat with her head leaning on Nathan's shoulder while Nathan rubbed her back.

"Brooke?" Nathan asked testing the waters.

"Yes?"

"Can I ask you something?"
"You're not going to ask me my favorite color again, are you?"
"No, it's something else."

"Okay ask away."

"What happened in California that your dad is upset about?" Brooke tensed under Nathan's touch and tightly shut her eyes trying to block out the mental images that came flooding back. "Brooke?" She shook her head the tears starting to fall. She took a deep breath and looked up into Nathan's concerned eyes.

"When I left after Luke told me he loved me I went out with a friend that I ran into on my way home. I met this guy Mike and he must've slipped me something in my drink because all of a sudden I got really like out of it and he took advantage of me. Then before I came home I found out that I was pregnant turns out he didn't feel like being safe and I wound up having an abortion." She kept her eyes glued to the bed not wanting to see Nathan's expression. He lifted her chin with his index finger and kissed her.

"That wasn't your fault and you should know that."

"I shouldn't have gone out or left my drink unattended too. I've been to thousands of parties yet I was so stupid that night."

"Brooke stop thinking it's your fault. You can't predict what people are going to do. You were just an innocent bystander that some asshole pried upon. So stop blaming yourself because you were the victim." He wrapped her tightly in his arms as she sobbed silently. He hated the fact that someone could use an innocent girl like that and not feel bad about it. Brooke had stopped crying having fell asleep and Nathan rubbed her back as his parent's argument got louder. He sighed knowing that when his dad came home and found out he would flip but not this bad. He finally drifted off to sleep with his parents screaming about how Nathan screwed up his life.