Bella's POV
OKAYY soo the long awaited 4th chapter is up, FINALLY! :D
Thank you to all my supporters who have been so patient. I know its difficult
I tried making this chapter good, but i'm not sure how i did. Review?
Haha, but please, read and enjoy. (And to Edward lovers...you may not like this chapter..)
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Once again, I own none of these characters or anything in association with Stephenie Meyer
This chapter was inspired by Katy Perry's hit "Thinking of you"
"It can't be…" I thought out loud. I reread the text 3 times before I believed it. I reread it just to be sure.
"Bella, I'm back for you love. I was stupid for leaving and I'm coming back for you. I'll be at your house at 8. Oh, and I love you Bella."
I couldn't believe this. I looked at the clock, 7:30.
Damn! I thought to myself. I went outside to the shed and grabbed my motorcycle.
I wiped the seat off, slipped my helmet on, and revved up the engine.
I sped down the empty road toward my house. When I got there I stumbled through the door to see him on my couch.
"Bella, you're here! I missed you love!" He said caressing me into a hug.
"What are you doing here? Why did you come back now?" I said starting to get mad.
"I came back for you Bella; it was stupid of me to leave you. I only want you and I realize that's only possible if I'm here." He replied.
"Look! You left me, I was depressed for 6 months you asshole! I went through hell because of you and I-"He cut off my rant by kissing me.
His lips felt amazing against mine. They were hard, cold, and in perfect sync with mine.
He pulled away and looked at me. "You don't know how long I've waited for you." He breathed into my lips.
"Edw-" I started.
"Shh Bella, let me give you something both of us want… need." He whispered in my ear.
He slipped his shirt off and began kissing my neck. His cool lips felt amazing on my skin. His lips grazed my collar bone and back up to my lips. My arms rested on his shoulders and he tore my shirt off.
He grasped my breast before moving his hands to my back to unsnap my bra. His hands gently lingered over my body, making sure to graze every inch of my bare torso.
As he kissed my lips fervently, he brought us to my beat up couch, where so many memories have occurred. It had everything from long nights watching movies with him, to eating pizza and laughing at Jake's dumb jokes.
His lips grazed down my chest stopping at my breasts to play and give extra attention. He went lower and lower until he reached the button of my pants. He began unzipping them when the truth hit me.
I didn't love him anymore, I loved... Jacob…
"Edward, we really can't do this!" I said as strongly as I could manage. The feel of his lips left me incoherent.
"Shh baby, I can make everything better, I love you." He said forcing my pants off.
"Edward, no! I don't love you anymore. I'm in love with Jacob!" I said starting to cry as he forced two fingers into me.
"Listen you ungrateful whore! I went through hell without you and I'm back. Shut the hell up and make this easier on yourself!" He spoke angrily.
Then the inevitable happened. I felt my arm swing and my hand connect with his face. Being a mere human, I only hurt myself…again.
"Now I'm pissed!" He said. He forced me on to my stomach and forced himself into me, pounding in and out of me.
"No! JACOB HELP!" I screamed, crying frantically. "PLEASE EDWARD! PLEASE STOP!!"
Flashbacks played through my head as I cried. I pictured Jacob, his happy smile that lit my world. His silky hair I always had the tendency to pull. His sweet laugh that was sure to bring smiles to anyone's face. I thought about the love we shared, the memories we had, the nights on the beach or on the couch talking about nothing at all. I thought about my missing replacement that was never missing as all.
Now here I am with Edward, crying hysterics and just wishing I could get away. My subconscious told me not to let go, to fight, but I knew I couldn't win. How could anyone? Now the lessons learned, I touched him and was burned…
"Scream my name you dirty whore!" He moaned into my ear.
"Edward! Please stop! I don't want this! Please!! You're hurting me!"
I felt his lips brush the back of my neck, his breath warm and fast. This was the last thing I felt before everything went black…
