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Anyways;;;;;; I hope you like it! It didn't turn out how i wanted, but i dont think its too much of a disappointment lmao.

this may take a while to finish folks. haha

I DONT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS EXCEPT FOR JULIANA. ALL OTHERS ARE PROPERTY OF STEPHENIE MEYER!

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JACOB'S POV

Is it possible for me to go to hell without dying? I'm pretty sure that's exactly what had happened, because there is no way God would put me through this excruciating torture.

Here I am with a beautiful girl in my arms, totally oblivious to the fact that there was another girl… Bella was everything I thought I'd ever want. She was gorgeous, smart, funny, obnoxious, and a lot of times an asshole, but I was completely head over hills for her.

Then there was Juliana. She too was stunning. I didn't know her but the whole Imprintation thing kind of made it not matter. I couldn't possibly love her without knowing her, could I? There was no way I was going to lose Bella again, but with Juliana in the picture it would be a battle till the end.

My heart was torn between two, and it almost brought me to tears. I was physically, mentally, and emotionally unable to comprehend this metaphorical manslaughter that had been dropped on my shoulders. My choice could potentially kill Bella if I chose Juliana. Choosing Juliana could possibly send me into an unending depression.

What the fuck man! I wasn't even supposed to be a stupid werewolf!

On top of all of this stress was the fact that Cullen had just damaged and tainted the heart of my lover. I still wasn't done with that filthy, disgusting, chauvinistic leech…

I looked at Bella as she gazed out the window. I kissed her gently, just to let her know I was here,

To my surprise she kissed back, making the kiss much fiercer than I'd planned. She tangled her fingers in my hair and I caressed her neck.

"Jake, please make me forget everything that just happened. Please." She pleaded me.

I looked into her eyes to see if there were any hints of foul play in them. I found nothing.

I just nodded and dipped my head so I could nibble at the skin of her neck. She dug her nails into my back as she let moans of ecstasy slip through her lips.

I slowly unbuttoned her shirt. She placed her hands over mine and glared at me.

"What did I do?" I asked worried.

"Nothing, that's the problem, I don't want you to make love to me Jake! I want you to fuck me senseless. I want you to make me forget my own name, make me forget every thought I've ever had!" She yelled.

"Yes ma'am," I said grinning.

I tore her shirt off and began to assault her exposed chest. She pulled my hair as I sucked and licked my way down her body.

I tore away her pants and immediately attacked the moist, gleaming centre that awaited me. She tasted more amazing than the first time. I lapped the juices with my tongue, memorizing ever flavor she gave off.

"Oh Jake, thank you. Please, don't stop!" She gasped.

I continued to please her, and then gradually, I kissed my way back to her neck where I gently sucked at the sensitive skin. She untangled her fingers from my hair and fell limp.

"Bella?!" I questioned in a panic.

She snored lightly and I realized she'd fallen asleep.

This was just sad…was I really that bad that I had made her fall asleep? Maybe I should invest in one of those tantric love making books. I chuckled and kissed her gently. Then I hugged her closer to me and watched her sleep.

BELLA'S POV

I woke up to darkness. All I knew was that there was a heat surrounding me. I felt an arm tighten around my waist and realized I was with Jacob. I guess when I said make me forget everything he made it his mission. I couldn't focus and I felt nauseated. I uncurled his arm and ran to the bathroom where I puked chunks. I felt sick to my stomach and craved pizza hut.

After I was sure I was safe, I went into the kitchen and opened the fridge. Had the food in here always smelled so horrid?

I shut the refrigerator and went upstairs to lie down. I sat in the room for 2 hours before any sleep caught up with me.

I let the darkness, and sleep deprivation engulf me.

My dream was vivid. The colors, the detail, it was all so familiar. I found myself on a porch at a modern house in the country, watching a black haired boy run around, picking the grass and smiling at me. To my left was Jacob, smiling brilliantly from me to the child. He ran into the yard and swoop the child into his arms, swung around in circles.

I danced out to where they were, where Jacob gingerly kissed my cheek, and hugged my waist. That's when it hit me…

This wasn't any child… This was our child, our creation. The boy stared at me with deep chocolate eyes. He was beautiful, not like a normal baby is, but beautiful like a sculpture. He possessed a deep meaning and even as a mother I didn't understand. He had large eyes and russet skin like his father. He had dimples that could make you faint and I could have sworn he was reading my mind, because he looked at me deeply and smiled. This was my fairy tale…