You take to extreme lengths to avoid your worst memory, don't you Hermione? I even heard you almost had some memories removed. Too bad it's going to be on display right now.

Draco has battled with himself for years over this. He remembers that horrible feeling that he refused to acknowledge, accompanied by Blaise's warnings. He comforted himself with the thought that the house was safe, the house had security, and you were more than able to protect yourself. So why did he still get that terrible, panging feeling whenever he thought of you sitting at home, alone?

Afterwards, he would have given everything to forget. He wanted to go back to Luna and beg her to extract the memory of her telling him everything.

The sight of Adrian Pucey's body, still warm to the touch, on the floor of his living room was enough to make Draco vomit. He was a whirlwind of conflicting emotions, but the only he could really handle at that moment was the sight of his fiancée lying in a hospital bed, motionless except for the small rise of her chest. The bump in her abdomen that once wrote his future was gone.