It's been ages since I uploaded anything. I really want to write new chapters but I need some (more) time to get back in track with my thoughts and ideas. I've had some tough months, I'm not out of the "lows" right now but writing has always made me feel good and I'm sure I'll be soon feel better. As I said in my brief entry on my profile page I'm now writing the 16th chapter of Bitter Sweet Tooth, but it's going to take a bit before I get around to finish it. So in the meanwhile here's the third chapter of this Kanda/Lavi :)
I think this story has some potential, although now that I've read it again I found some mistakes and some things I'll need to explain to make them work, oh whatever :)
Also, since today is the 1st January 2010 here, happy new year to all of you who follow this calendar and a whish for me that I may keep posting chaps frequently this year. Oh, of course, good chapters that will make you want to review :D
Enjoy! (previously: Kanda is injured and has to stay in bed. Lavi climbed into Kanda's bed against his will)
"Why are you doing this? No wait I don't want to know." Kanda is resigned to having to share his bed with Lavi but still he doesn't really get why.
"Oh come on Kanda it feels good to be cuddling. It's been such a horrible mission so far with you being injured and all these Akuma reappearing in the morning in even bigger numbers. I'm exhausted."
"Well go and sleep in your bed if you're exhausted!"
"No Kanda that's not what I mean. This place sucks, we are stranded in this rotting cabin with canned food and no chance of talking to anyone at the Order until we don't get to go away from here. I'm stressed, I want some love."
"Say anything about that stress reliever thing again and I swear to God I'll throw you out of the window."
Lavi chuckles, he can actually picture Kanda do it out of sheer will and then collapse on the floor bleeding and still not fucking care about his injury.
"What? You find it funny?"
"No, I find you funny."
"Lavi don't push it."
"Push what?" And he strokes Kanda's leg with his thigh, a malicious smile coupling the teasing tone. Kanda, of course, blushes hard and gasps for air.
"Your luck, idiot! Stop doing this!"
"Oh, you'd rather have me do this?" And he tilts his chin upwards, breathing the last word in Kanda's ear.
Kanda's body shivers, then he hisses straight into Lavi's face, baring his teeth.
"Yuu-chan, you're even showing me your teeth… you look as dangerous as an harmless kitty, and just as lovable." And he really pushes his luck, gently stroking Kanda's inner thigh up to his groin. He's having so much fun in teasing the boy, he's got the upper hand, being older and, he's sure, with more experience than Kanda. Oh he's going to have fun.
He's surprised then to find his hand against something hard, and before his mind registers it is indeed Kanda's throbbing organ, his world closes on Kanda's face, his nose brushing the Japanese's cheek.
Kanda kisses him harshly, one hand reaching behind his neck to pull him in a lip-crushing kiss. He feels Kanda press against him for entrance and he grants it without blinking, roaring heartbeat quickly deafening him.
Kanda's wild, his tongue moving inside Lavi's mouth as if it were his property, brushing, teasing, rubbing the boy's tongue and palate. He moves back just enough to suck on Lavi's lower lip and then he's back in twisting his tongue around Lavi's.
And when Lavi starts melting in Kanda's kiss, a moan escaping his throat and his tongue timidly returning the strokes, Kanda breaks the kiss and moves back, leaving him to blink the sudden loss away. He's dumbfounded and he looks into Kanda's eyes with his one as wide as the moon itself, only to find the Japanese smirking devilishly and snorting a very low growl.
"Don't you ever call me kitty again."
Lavi stutters some incoherent sounds before his mind kicks back in and he finds it full of so many things to say that he doesn't say anything, too confused to put order in his head.
After what seems to be like an eternity he manages to murmur: "O-ok you're good at it, fine, I get it. No fun in teasing you if you are not shy."
And Kanda laughs, he is not going to blush and shy away if the boy challenges him on his experience.
But it doesn't take long for Lavi to find the thing extremely amusing and Kanda understands he's made a big mistake by shutting Lavi's teasing with a wild kiss, the boy will never let it go.
"Yeah Yuu-chan, you're pretty damn good! A bit too harsh on the lips maybe, but wow, that was arousing!"
Oh yes, Kanda is regretting having reacted to Lavi teasing him.
"Actually I think it had the same… effect… on you too." And he slowly slides the tip of his fingers down Kanda's side, tracing his abdomen as to reach his groin.
He doesn't know what he's doing, he doesn't even know what he'd do if Kanda were not to reject his touch.
"What? What would I do if Kanda doesn't reject me? What do I do if Kanda lets me touch him?"
These thoughts are fast, so fast his fingers have just traced a mere inch on Kanda's hip. He feels Kanda tensing but he doesn't understand if it is because he would stop him or just because he anticipates the touch.
"Hell no, Kanda kissed me only to teach me a lesson about how good he actually is, just that. Right?"
He can't believe he's freaking out over the kiss. He can't believe he wouldn't actually keep teasing Kanda about it. He suddenly feels all of the contact between his body and Kanda's and it is far too much to bare, he feels his heart rushing blood to his face and before he can visibly pant he sits up, trying to mask his growing discomfort. But is it discomfort? Or actually the opposite?
"God I was just playing, just teasing him and look at me now all flustered by the contact of his body and aroused by his kiss. Wait, what? Aroused? I'm really fucking aroused? Don't fucking kid me, I was just joking about it!"
Now Lavi is glad it is dark in the room, because he is sure his cheeks are tomato red. He stutters something he hopes to be a coherent excuse and stands up, leaving a slightly puzzled Kanda behind.
don't you want more?
