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BPOV

That's when it all came flashing back to me…

Immediately after impact, Jacob's deep brown eyes looked to me weakly. He had pulled a circular object out of his pocket and took my left hand. He placed the ring on my left finger and tried to procure as much strength as possible.

"Isabella Marie Swan, I love you," his weak voice killed me inside. "Make me the luckiest man in the world…marry…marry…" and that's when he passed out.

"Jake! Please Jake, please! I'll marry you! I love you just please!" I kissed him, hoping that in some supernatural way, that would make things better. Then I remember falling forward weakly, the blackness engulfing me.

…..

PRESENT…

"Ma'am? Did you hear me? I said you're baby is alive and well."

"Yeah, I heard you. Just chill out will you? My fucking fiancé is fighting for his life, I just… Just please, leave." I snapped.

She gaped at me before cleaning everything off and leaving.

I felt tears stream down my face. My hair was matted to my forehead, it was too hot. Did anyone else feel hot? It was as if Jake was surrounding every bit of me. I began hyperventilating.

"Dad," I choked out in tears. "Please, daddy!" My father stumbled in, tripping over a cord and catching himself.

"What's wrong? I'm here hunny." He didn't touch me, obviously unsure what his next action should be. He settled on patting my back, looking uncomfortable.

"Daddy, please tell me Jacob is going to be okay, I don't… I can't live without him dad. He's-," tears were pouring out by the gallon now. I choked on my tears and gasped heavily. "Just please daddy, tell me he'll be okay…"

His eyes settled on mine uneasily. He pulled a chair up by my side and grasped my hand. This couldn't be good then…

"Well Bells, there's no telling right now. He's in pretty bad shape, all we can do is pray for him and hope for the best. For now-," He stopped when he realized a diamond band was surround my left finger. "Isabella Swan, what the hell is that?"

"Dad…" I swallowed hard and began. "Jake… He proposed to me right before we passed out. Dad, hear me out. I know we're young, maybe even naïve. But we're so majorly in love. I love him with everything I have and the day we're out of this place, we're setting a date. Whether you like it or not dad, I'm getting married and that's that."

He looked at me angrily, and then his expression softened into a peaceful, almost happy expression.

"Bells, I know you're expecting me to be outraged and yell, but to be honest… I think this is the best decision you've made yet. True, you are very young so I'm going to propose a condition…"

I glared at him uneasily.

"Okay…" I said suspiciously.

"Wait until you are 20, and I'll pay for the entire thing. You can have the biggest, most extravagant wedding of your dreams."

I considered this. I seen myself in a huge, billowing, white dress. Angela, Jessica, and my little one on the way in lavender dresses. I had to do this the right way though. I would be married before this baby got here…

"Well dad, that's a great offer, but there's more to it…"

He looked at me confused.

"Ya see, I'm kind of… well, pregnant." I scooted away from him just in case.

"WHAT? I'm going to kill that fucking-,"

"Charlie, get a hold of yourself! It was in the heat of the moment and… I just… He… Look I can't justify our actions but I'm damn sure not letting this ruin my life. I'm keeping the baby. If Jake doesn't make it, this child is all I'll have left. Along with memories that will fade when I'm 78 with Alzheimer's!"

Charlie moved to sit next to me on the side of the bed. He ran a hand through his faded hair. When he looked down at me, his eyes were wrinkled in the corners. He looked more like 47 instead of 37. His hand rested on my shoulder as he spoke.

"Bella…" He took a breath before continuing. "Look honey, I know this is hard, but you can't have this child. There is no way you and Jake are ready for such a huge responsibility. A baby is huge Bells, and you're only 19. Jake is barely turning 18. I really think you should think about this, and I mean your mom and I Bella… We are WAY too young to become grandparents!"

Oh gosh, how did I know he would bring up age? It's my body, our baby, our choice. I'm keeping the baby.

"Charlie, dad, I love you. However, this is mine and Jake's choice, not yours. We're keeping the baby."

He looked at me as if I had stabbed him in the heart. He quickly recovered and smiled weakly.

"Well, I tried kiddo. You're so stubborn and hard headed, just like me."

I tried to laugh but it came out as more of a woody the woodpecker theme song type of thing.

Just then the doctor came in and smiled at me.

"Well Isabella, I see you're awake and seem to be doing well." She flipped through some papers and smiled at me again. "How do you feel?"

"Actually, I just go by Bella, and I feel okay. A little nauseous, but I'll get over it. How's Jacob? Is he going to be okay?"

"Well Miss Swan, or soon to be Black," she said nodding toward my left hand. "That's what I came to talk to you about." When she paused it was much too long.

"Tell me, I can take it. I just need to know how he is… please…" I felt my eyes watering up.

"Well, I have some bad news…"

My heart sank as I gaped at her, tears now flooding my sight and overflowing my lids. A single tear dropped from my chin…


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