Bodies disengaged, our mouths are fleshing over.
Is this an echo game?
Irises retreating to ovals of white.
The urge to feel your face, and blood rushing to paint my handprint.
A Frisbee one by one; your vinyl on lamanent, desperate for some kind of contact.

Her heart beat raced with each long stride she took, she was trying desperately to fight the light headiness she felt. Nothing would stop her, not now, not when she was so close. The lights grew brighter with each second that passed, she knew she was succeeding, the smile on her face never left. She only wished he'd be by her side when she awoke.

XoX

"Randy, why don't we start off by talking about this past year." James tapped his pen against his desk. Randy narrowed his eyes staring out the window behind the doctor, watching as a flock of birds flew across the tall trees.

"I'm not telling you shit." The young man smiled leaning back in his chair.

"Alright then, why don't we move on to something else. Why don't you tell me about how your feeling right now." James folded his hands, leaning closer into the wooden desk.

"I don't know, how are you feeling?" Randy shrugged

"I'm feeling fine. But I can tell your not."

"Why do you say that?" Randy rose an eye brow staring intently at the grey haired man in front of him.

"By the look in your eyes Mr. Orton"

Randy sucked in a deep breath, releasing it through his nose.

"What makes you so sure of yourself?" Randy's eyes grew dark as he leaned in closer to the desk.

"Mr. Orton, I'm saying this to you with all honesty. You will get no where in life, by replacing the guilt and doubt you feel, with anger towards everyone else."

Randy turned his head away, glancing at the pictures on the wall. His hands tightened on the arms of the chair.

"Now were getting somewhere." The doctor smiled slightly writing something on the sheet of paper in front of him.

XoX

Her breath grew in sudden, short gasps. The lights burned her eyes, but she wouldn't close them. Not when she was finally awake, finally feeling alive. No body could take this feeling away from her, she wouldn't let them. Not after she fought this hard. She tried to speak, but she couldn't, the raw feeling in her throat wouldn't go away. She swallowed again, wincing as the pain increased deep from her throat.

She looked around the room slowly, frowning when she saw no body there. Not even a trace of someone. One thing crossed her mind as she stood from the bed, slowly regaining her posture. How long have I been out for?

XoX

"Can I leave now?" Randy clenched his jaw, staring at the clock.

"Sure. Just make sure you're here tomorrow at the same time." James stood from his desk, escorting the much taller man to the door.

"Yeah." Randy nodded, he wouldn't be there though. He'd been on his way to San Antonio, picking up his son.

XoX

The bright, star filled sky lit up the street perfectly as Randy walked up the long drive way. The light's in the room he knew all too well flicked on. The tears built in his eyes as he imagined Chloe waking up to tend to their son in the middle of the night. He pictured the smile on her face as she stared lovingly at the infant.

He pushed the thoughts out of his head, walking slowly up the paved drive way. His knuckles brushed against the cool door with each knock. The door slowly opened, revealing a tired looking Macy.

"What do you think your doing here?!" Macy questioned closing the door behind her causing Randy to frown.

"Look, I'm just here to see my son…." Randy spoke softly staring behind her to look at the door.

"Your not allowed any where near him! Shawn got the restraining order signed by the judge today. Now I suggest you leave before I call the cops and have your worthless ass arrested!"

"I'm not going any where with out seeing my son. I haven't seen him in five days….." Randy shook his head breathing deeply through his nose.

"Macy what's going on here?" Jason asked stepping onto the front porch.

"He wants to see Matthew, but he's not getting anywhere near him ever again." Macy gritted her teeth with anger.

"Oh for gods sake Macy! Listen to yourself! He's the only parent that little boy has! If you won't let him see his son, then I will! And Shawn, Rebecca and you won't stop me!" Jason rolled his eyes opening the door to the house wider "Come on Randy, go inside. He's upstairs with Rebecca right now."

"Thanks Jason." Randy smiled appreciatively at the man in front of him before he took the stairs two at a time as he heard his son crying loudly.

"Mommy make him be quiet" Cameron pouted walking into the nursery just before Randy stepped inside behind him.

"He doesn't like being held like that." Randy breathed out feeling his body tense at how red the infants face was.

"You shouldn't be here Randy." Rebecca sighed trying her hardest to make Matt stop crying.

"He's my son, and no matter how many times you guys tell me I shouldn't be here, or shouldn't be holding him, or shouldn't be in his life I'll be here. No matter how many times you guys call the cops on me, or kick me out of you house, I will see him, and I will be in his life. And no matter what, you guys will always know that he's part of me when you look at him, no matter how hard you wish I wasn't his father, I will be." Randy responded

"Just give me my son…." Randy licked his bottom lip "Please…."

"Fine." Rebecca replied "But I doubt he'll stop crying, he hasn't stopped crying since Shawn picked him up." She carefully placed the baby into Randy's awaiting arms the moment his face brushed up against his hard chest Matt stopped crying.

"Could I get a moment alone with him?" Randy quietly asked, touching the soft, dark brown hair on Matt's tiny head.

"Sure. Come on Cameron, let's get you back in bed." Rebecca sighed softly grabbing his hand.

"Okay" Cameron smiled walking out of the room with his mom.

"I hate leaving you here M…. I miss you a lot. You and your mom are the only thing that's on my mind." Randy smiled kissing his forehead gently. " If your mom was still alive, we'd be the perfect little family Matthew…" Randy sat down in the rocking chair, placing a deep blue pacifier in his mouth as he rocked in the chair slowly.

"She would be the perfect mom Matthew, you would have loved her. I never really got a chance to tell her how much she meant to me though. You promise you wont tell anyone if I tell you this?" Randy smiled softly, watching his big blue eyes flutter open slowly. "Your mom was the only person I ever truly loved in this world. I was scared to be a father because I didn't want to fail at being a dad to you and making her sad. I finally realize how immature I was, but I did it because I loved her."

"Even though your grandpa says I never cared about her, I did. She meant the world to me, I had to talk to her, even if that meant being a total ass to her… when your older you better not be like me. If you ever get an 18 year old pregnant which you better not, your taking full responsibility and being the best dad you can be. Even if that does mean making a few mistakes along the way." Randy smiled watching him yawn quietly.

"Maybe you should spend the night." Shawn walked in the room slowly "He hasn't slept in a long time."

"I wouldn't want to cause any trouble. It'd be best if I left." Randy licked his lips placing Matt into Shawn's arms, Matt whimpered slowly opening his eyes.

"No, really, you should stay, he'd be more comfortable in the bed then in his crib" Shawn smiled softly giving the baby back to Randy.

"Thanks" Randy nodded with a slight smile

"No problem." Shawn whispered, shutting the lights off before exiting the room quietly.

Randy carefully got into Chloe's old bed, placing the baby on his chest. For the first time since he left Chloe, a smile crossed his face as he fell asleep. Just sleeping in her bed made it seem like she had never really died…

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