AFTER A LONG LONG WAIT HERE IS THE NEXT CHAPTER OF THE SWEET AND SPICY TYPE =3 HOPE YOU ALL LIKE A LONG CHAPTER TO SAY SORRY I HAD WRITERS BLOCK IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF CHAPTER DON'T BE SCARED TO TELL ME =3

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After the incident at the beach, Hikaru and Koaru have been acting like my personal body guards, not that I mind, but, it's starting to get quite annoying.

Yesterday, I was in the bathroom, looking at the hickies that had appeared magically on my neck over night, I knew the alcoholic tramp had left a few, but he hadn't left that much! So I opened the door in only a towel to find them both stood in front of the door.

Fuck! Don't they know of personal space, you know it's the thing that goes round us all as close or as wide the person wants and if another person comes into that space, you get...how should I put this, PISSED OFF.

So I was stood in the doorway in only a towel just dyed my hair cosmic blue with electric blue bangs, there were blue on my forehead and on my cheeks, they thought it was funny....FUNNY! It takes a good fucking half an hour to get the bastard off!!!

So they were stood there laughing their arses off, clutching onto each other.

A vein had magically appeared on my head, causing the pain to increase.

Kyōya had told all the clients that they would have to go home seen as it was Friday and the weekend was just around the corner, so Tamaki-senpai had begged him to let us stay until Monday.

Back to the bathroom incident, I opened the room door and shouted Mori-senpai to come and get them, I made up the excuse they were perving on me......WHAT?! Don't look at me like that, what else was I going to say? They came for cupcakes buy one get one.

They seemed to have been upset and angry but like I care.

I shouted at them the day before yesterday, when I suddenly blacked out from the fall, I can't remember what happened, my mind was everywhere , the first thing I know, I'm falling off a cliff, then the next, I wake up with Hikaru and Kaoru in boxers beside me cuddling me close to their bare chests.

If my mom was here, she would have been looking at me, raised an eyebrow and would have started having the 'talk'.

Oh the talk, I loath it, every time I came home with a friend from school, who so happened to be a boy, she would stand there and say stuff like 'use protection' or 'don't let him force you into anything' I've heard it so many times I've started mimicking her she's like a stuck record.

My life totally SUCKS!!!

I haven't got a father, no siblings and my other half of the family is halfway across the globe.

I just feel so lonely, ever since I was little, my mother would blame me for my fathers betrayal, he left her with a huge amount of debt, a child she didn't even want and was forced to live the life of a commoner.

Don't get me wrong, I love been a commoner, I can be independent and be who I wanna be, I like not getting told what I'm gonna do when I'm older, I get to run my own life, clean up my own mess and pick out what I wanna wear.

But alas my life has come to this, going to a school which is full of arrogant snobs and being friends with 6 of them, who are boys, except Haruhi.

She's like the sister I never had, I feel all warm inside when I know she's there for me, we sleep over at each others houses, and Haruhi's dad is amazing! He's like the mother figure I never had in my life, which brightens up my day everytime I go and pick Haruhi up before school.

Now the twins have been acting strange, ever since I woke up that morning to find them in the same bed as me.

Kaoru-chan apologized for staying with me that night; he didn't want my condition getting any worser than it already was.

I kissed him on the cheek and told him it was alright, it was sweet of him to think about me and my health.

But Hikaru-chan was another story.

"We could have just left you to drown you know that!" my eyes widened as he said this.

I did the first thing that came into my head, I raised my arm and slapped him across the face hard enough to leave a mark.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU! AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE BEEN FREE FROM THE LIFE I'M LIVING NOW!" tears were cascading down my cheeks, Kaoru-chan tried to apologize for his brother's behaviour, I was having none of it. I pushed Kaoru-chan away, jumped off the bed and ran out the room.

I didn't know where I was, or where I were going, the hallway seemed so scary, it seemed to stretch everytime I took a step, like it was never ending.

After wandering for another minute, I just couldn't take it anymore, my legs just packed in, my body slammed to the floor like a tone of bricks, echoing throughout the deserted hall.

Still crying I lifted myself up and rested my back against the dark blue wall, leaning my head back, I looked up at the ceiling, it was so plain, just like me.

"We could have just left you to drown you know that!"

His words rang through my mind, he didn't have to save me, he could have left me to drown, no one would miss me.

"What's the matter Yoshi-chan?" lifting my head up slowly, a shadow was looming over me, I quickly dragged my knees to my chest and cried harder into them, my cries turned into screams, my chest felt so painful, it felt like someone had just rammed their hand in and was taking it from its rightful place.

My body shook with every scream or cry I produced, my face was numb, my eyes felt sore and my throat was tightening.

"Yoshi-chan you need to calm down" I heard the person say, but I just couldn't stop, I was finding it hard to breathe, my lungs were dying for the freshness of the mansions air, but I was preventing such action from taking place.

Feeling a presence at the side of me, I continued crying, not noticing the soft violet eyes staring at me, slowly an arm wrapped around my shoulders bringing me into a warm, comforting chest.

"J-JUST K-KILL M-ME N-NOW!!" taking hold of the persons clothed chest I scrunched the fabric into my hands, it was so soft and calming.

"Why would you say something like that Yoshi-chan? This isn't like you" the persons voice held sadness and concern they seemed to have laced together, calming my breathing, I could tell it was one of the host club members, by the way he were acting around me.

"I-I just d-don't want t-to be here a-anymore!" digging my numb head into his chest I felt his hand brush smoothly through my once red hair.

"Shhhhh its okay, I'm here" my chest tightened again, the tears seemed to have come on again like taps, you wont stop running until someone turns you off.

"Y-You don't care, n-no one c-cares about m-me, n-not even m-my mother" his arm that was around my shoulder lowered to my waist and guided me until I was sat on his lap, still resting my head on his chest, his heartbeat was like a song to me, it was singing to me, singing me to sleep.

"I don't know what's been going on...but I'll always be here for you Yoshi-chan" my heart swelled, no one has ever said that to me before.

Lifting my head up slightly, I smiled a genuine smile at him, my vision seemed to have focused a tad.

"T-Tamaki-senpai?" his eyes flashed with happiness and joy, I was jealous of him for that, no matter what people say to him, he just bounces back up like nothing happened.

He reached up and placed one of his soft skinned hands on my cold tear stained cheeks, the warmth that radiated off of him was soothing, leaning my cheek into the warmth, he rested his forehead on mine, smiling he kissed my nose.

"I hope you feel better soon Yoshi-chan" my lips curved slightly.

"I don't know, if I'll ever feel better again, T-Tamaki-senpai" closing my eyes I fell asleep, not before feeling the slight pressure of velvet feeling lips on mine.

Hikaru POV

I shouldn't have said that to her, I shouldn't have said that to her, this was running a rage throughout my mind as I searched endlessly for her.

I was going to turn around and search the other end of the mansion before I heard screams muffled with cries.

"Yoshi-chan" whispering her voice over and over, I raced over to the source of the noise.

There she was head in arms, arms rested on her knees, she were crying that bad I was scared she was going to collapse from the lack of air.

"What's the matter Yoshi-chan?" hearing his voice I ran behind the corner, hiding myself from the person.

It was Tono, his kind side must have erupted as he sat beside her.

"Yoshi-chan you need to calm down" but she never did it just got worser.

Was I the one to blame for her behaviour, crying till she couldn't breathe, she could die with the lack of air.

Tono wrapped his arm around her shoulder, bringing her into his chest, jealousy ripped through my heart as I saw him sit beside her.

"J-JUST K-KILL M-ME N-NOW!!" my eyes widened as she screamed the words, I didn't mean to say nasty things to her I just couldn't help myself.

"Why would you say something like that Yoshi-chan? This isn't like you" his voice laced with worry and sadness, I wish I had got to her earlier before him, I could have sorted everything out, but oh no, he just had to be there.

"I-I just d-don't want t-to be here a-anymore!" he racked his fingers through her red hair, softly he seemed content in doing so.

"Shhhhh its okay, I'm here" her cries seemed to have increased again, never wanting to stop.

"Y-You don't care, n-no one c-cares about m-me, n-not even m-my mother" the next thing he did made me grip onto the corner of the wall tightly, he let his arm wrap around her waist and drag her till she was on his lap, she rested her head on his chest, her face wasn't as pain stricken as before.

"I don't know what's been going on...but I'll always be here for you Yoshi-chan" she lifted her head up and smiled the cutest smile I've ever seen since I've met her.

"T-Tamaki-senpai?" it seemed as though she didn't know it was him in the first place, she must have been that depressed and sad she couldn't care less if it were a stranger.

Tono reached his hand up and rested it on one of her cheeks, my blood boiled, how dare he touch her like that that bastard! What shocked me more was that she leaned into his hand.

Gritting my teeth as I saw him rest his forehead against hers then kissed her nose softly.

"I hope you feel better soon Yoshi-chan" she seemed to have smiled a bit.

"I don't know, if I'll ever feel better again, T-Tamaki-senpai" she slowly closed her eyes letting sleep consume her mind.

I was about to go and get her off him before I stopped dead in my tracks, Tamaki was kissing her tenderly.

My heart broke in two, first he fancied Haruhi-chan, he's going to drag Yoshi-chan from our grip.

I won't let that happen even if I had to do something drastic.

Turning round I stalked back to her room to see Kaoru had fallen asleep once again, striding over to the bed I got in with him and fell back into the darkness people call sleep.

OMFG THIS HAS GOT TO BE THE LONGEST CHAPTER IVE DONR FOR THIS STORY SO PLEASE REVIEW IF YOU LIKE LONG CHAPTERS OR SHORT CHAPTERS

I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHO YOU WANT YOSHI-CHAN TO END UP WITH :

HIKARU & KAORU?

OR

TAMAKI ?

ITS YOUR CHOICE PLEASE REVIEW AND IF TAMAKI SEEMED OCC SORRY HE HAS TO ACT LIKE THAT EVERY NOW AND AGAIN LOL

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