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WARNING: TEMPTED SUICIDE IN THIS CHAPTER

DISCLAIMER: DONT OWN ANYTHING IN THIS STORY EXCEPT YOSHI-CHAN!!!!

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Yoshi POV

I've been avoiding Hikaru-san like the plague; I just can't face him anymore, especially after what he said to me.

I knew he was mad, but, he didn't have to go that far, everytime I see him my head starts hurting and my chest feels heavy.

His voice rakes my mind, the words swirling round like a dark abyss, reaching out to grab me and pull me in.

I talk to Kaoru-san every now and again, when I'm in class I just ignore them, if they ask me something, I just shrug my shoulders indicating I didn't know, but the truth is I did know.

Haruhi's been worrying to much, wanting to know what happened that night, but I didn't want to explain it again, I would have thought coming to this school would help me and my depression, but, it's getting worse, mother won't talk to me anymore, she's given me 2 weeks to get out of the house.

"I just can't cope anymore! It's your entire fault you bitch!"

She never used to be like this; ever since dad left, she's been having mental breakdowns more regularly than before. She'd drink herself to sleep every night, that is, before she got the job she has now.

She just acts friendly when someone is round the house or if my ex-friends came round for the weekend.

So, here I am, sat in Friday's class, next to Hikaru-san and Haruhi-chan, they are talking animatedly.

I just turned my head to the front and slowly close my eyes, dreaming of a place I could go that would treat me differently, have a mother who loved me and friends that actually cared for me, a world, where I'd never fell alone.

"Yoshi-san?" opening my eyes, I was staring into Kaoru-sans golden orbs.

"You're crying" he reached forward, but as he was about to touch my cheek, I stood up and stepped back, the chair scrapped across the wooden flooring, attracting the attention of the whole class.

"Leave me alone" I weakly stated clutching onto my chest, the burning sensation was back again, my eyes stinging, it felt like a thousand bees had stuck their needle like weapons in them.

Blinking my eyes shut, I wobbled slightly.

"Yoshi-san why don't you sit down" Haruhi-chan was beside me holding my side.

"Just leave him alone Haruhi-san, he's not worth it" my eyes burned with hatred as Hikaru-san mentioned this.

I didn't care if I got excluded or permanently removed from the school, I just couldn't take it anymore.

Pulling my fist back I rammed it in his jaw, hearing a piercing crack, I knew I'd broken something.

"I'M SICK OF YOU TREATING ME LIKE SHIT HITACHIIN!! IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS...ENOUGH OF YOU!!" grabbing my messenger bag I pushed Kaoru-san away and dashed out the class.

Hearing the cries of the Hitachiin echo throughout the hallways, I ran out of the school and into the maze.

No one dared venture in here, they say once you go in you can't find your way out, that's like my life, a one big giant maze and I just wanted to find a way out, to escape this hell I'm living.

Seeing a bench up ahead, which was surrounded in ruby red roses, I exhaled.

My legs were hurting as I sat down staring sadly at the pure white table that adorned the bench.

Pulling my legs up, I was hugged my knees, I cried softly into them, not wanting anyone to know where I was hiding, hiding from the world that surrounded me.

Looking over at my messenger bag, I thought intensively for a moment before I reached forward, unzipping it and pulled out my Sony Ericsson phone, 5 unread messages and 21 missed calls, looking at the ID's, I saw Tamaki-senpai's, Kaoru-sans and Haruhi-chan.

I decided that no one would want me to be involved in their lives anymore.

Scrolling down my contacts I stopped on Kaoru-sans, pressing the call button I slowly put the cold technology against my ear.

"RING"

"RING"

"RING"

"RING"

"RI- Yoshi-chan where are you!"

Hearing the twin on the other end made me smile, a small sad smile.

"K-Kaoru I...I need to tell you something" whispering the words as my throat was getting tighter and tighter, for some reason, I didn't want to say the words that was about to flow from my mouth.

"Yoshi-chan tell me where you are...please" he sounded like he was begging me. That still didn't stop me.

"Kaoru, you have been the most friendliest twin I've ever met and I just wanted to say thank you, you didn't have to talk to me, you chose to do that yourself, I know you didn't like me at first but I could tell you were opening up to me....I've called to say goodbye and sorry for everything t-that I've done over the past weeks I've been here" tears were cascading down my face as I finished.

"WHAT!!! NO YOSHI, IT SHOULD BE ME SAYING SORRY IVE PUT YOU THROUGH HELL EVER SINCE YOU CAME, DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID....YOSHI!!!" reaching into my bag I pulled out a sharpener, the blade glistened in the sunlight as I placed it on the table.

"Goodbye Kaoru-kun"

"YOSH-" I pressed the end button not wanting to listen to him anymore.

Placing my phone over the sharpener, I slammed it down; shattering the object to pieces the blade still remained unharmed.

"YOSHI!!!" hearing voices echo through the maze I lifted my head up to hear footsteps in the distance.

Glancing at the blade, I picked it up and slowly placed it on my wrist, just hovering above the veins that ran carelessly up and down my arm.

"YOSHI!!!" closing my eyes one more time I took a large amount of air and let the blade slice across my pale flesh, red soon consumed all my arm as I kept slashing, each perfectly a line, if I wasn't about to die I would have admired how perfect it all seemed.

"Yoshi!!!" opening my eyes I stared up and saw Hikaru and Kaoru wide eyed on the right side of the table.

Kaoru quickly took the blade away from me tossing it away, placing his hand in mine, gripping it tightly. Hikaru was by my other side placing his hands tightly around my wrist trying so hard to stop the bleeding.

"I TOLD YOU NOT TO DO ANYTHING STUPID!!!" I flopped into his chest as I breathed in his scent; my mind was calm and collected as if it was prepared for the final breath I took.

"I-IM SORRY YOSHI!!! PLEASE DONT DO THIS, DONT LEAVE US!!! IM SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I SAID TO YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME" feeling droplets on my cheeks, I looked up at his face, eyes watery and dull, the once free flowing gold was now as if it was stopped in time.

"I forgive you Hikaru-kun"

Reaching up I captured his lips, softly and tenderly, feeling him push back against me licking my bottom lip asking for entrance, granting him his wish I opened my mouth letting his tongue take battle with mine, I gave up and let him take control, he glided his across the roof of my mouth.

Hearing shuffling behind me I felt a body press up against me, the heat making me moan.

"We're really sorry Yoshi-chan" Kaoru attacked my neck as I whimpered in pleasure, pressing my body back against his and tilted my neck so he had more room to work, Hikaru was attacking my mouth, nipping, tugging and biting.

"Hikaru" I managed to whimper between moans of pure bliss.

Kaoru seemed to have been jealous of his brother as he bit down harder and sucked harshly at my bare flesh.

"KAORU!" breaking the kiss with Hikaru, he switched me around so I was pressed up against his back and was facing Kaoru.

"Let's get those bandaged up Yoshi-chan" purring my name as he reached into my bag and brought out 2 roles of bandages, I always kept them just in case of an emergency.

While Kaoru was busy bandaging my wrist up Hikaru thought this was a perfect time to attack the other side of my neck and back.

"There all done" looking down at my wrist I saw it was bandaged up nicely. Smiling a genuine smile, I kissed his hand.

"Thank you Kaoru-kun" purring his name his cheeks reddened at the sound.

"I don't mind but...you have to repay me" his grin returned as he leaned closer and placed his lips softly against mine. He was alot different than Hikaru, Hikaru was hard and rough while Kaoru was soft and gentle (kinda reminds me of that advert for washing up liquid lol) his tongue was so soft, I closed my mouth around it and started sliding my mouth up and down it.

Hearing him moan I must be doing it well. I suddenly screamed as Hikaru bit down more harshly than Kaoru did, feeling my skin break, tears come to my eyes, breaking the kiss with Kaoru, I wrapped my arms around his neck holding him tightly.

"It hurts Kaoru-kun" they both pulled me into their chests as they whispered in sync.

"You'll never be alone again we promise"

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