While I'm the one who suffers,

As he ends up with another girl,

It's my silence torturing me,

But it's his ignorance as well.

It's her fault,

For being prettier and nicer.

It's completely her fault,

For making me look worst,

And setting his expectations,

Higher then fing possible.

It's his fault,

For ignoring my pain,

It's my own fault,

For leaving him in vain.

I'll watch the happiness,

I'll watch without a tear,

But when the tears are slipping down,

Don't ask me to reappear.

Don't as me where the tears are from,

Because they return the minute your there.

When she gives up on you,

Because she honestly doesn't know you,

I wont be waiting,

Waiting is for cowards.

Then again, whom am I kidding?

I'll never be able to leave your side,

Need it be a faithful friend,

Or a lover of the mind.

Don't ask me to sit and watch,

Because sit and watch I wont.

I'd much rather be drowning in tears,

Until the day I wake.

But to wake to what?

When your mind is cleared,

And you realize I'm right here.

Let me know when all give all I got,

To tell you how brilliant you are.

It's her fault for taking you from me,

But you weren't with me, were you?

It's my fault for staying silent,

But you never asked, did you?

When my questions are answered,

Maybe when some of your are too,

I'll still be by your left hand side,

Never failing to fake a smile.

Authors note: this is from before I was going out with Zach, so it's kinda me explaining how much I hate her, her is for me to know so deal and I posted it thinking of Raven/BB/Terra.