When I feel hurt and destroyed,
I always tried to avoid,
Every nice and kind word,
Coming from your worthless mouth.
When you beat me with words,
Hurt me and beat me to the curb,
Every apology didn't matter,
Because at least I felt something.
But now you've left me whole.
How will I deal? I don't know
But each bruise and cut
Sends pain into my gut
And a gaping hole in my soul.
Is it the pain or the numbness?
Which one hurts more?
It's like you were over come by my darkness.
But that couldn't have happened,
Could it?
It's like I don't deserve love,
Actually, I prefer the numb.
But the lies you've fed to me
Are now sick tragedies.
Feeding my soul with empty promises,
Will not get you far with me.
Truth is, I'm like a lioness,
Hunting and stalking her pray.
Sometimes the tears fill my empty soul,
Usually these are the times I realize I have one.
But why would I want a useless one anyway?
It just ends up hurting more each day.
