When the smile,

So painful and so cruel,

Hurts lounger then just a little while,

So stupid, and so much like a fool.

When the lies,

I can no lounger take willingly,

Have become much too much raw,

And it hurts me irrevocably.

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When the pain,

Feels better then the rest,

And the choice to choose,

Is now just a last test.

When the energy,

Is so much it suffocates me,

Is so much I'm drowning it,

Disappears and gives.

When the love,

Is no lounger existent.

And it hurts because of the emptiness,

You surrendered.

When strength,

Becomes ones greatest weakness,

I will be total worthless,

I wish I were weak.

When all of this,

Is a soon reality,

How can you ever be sure,

Of any normality?