Each day seem to slower. My hair has grown out just a little, it about to pass my shoulders soon. Packing was slower and much faster. But, I've been having panic attack these days now. There wasn't anything to worry about….well….

"Boys!! Stop it!! Moving day is in three months! Hopefully You-9! 5!"

Yeah, times fly when you're home school. It was March still and half of my posters were down. Plus, 9 and 5 been acting like my brothers, plus, them don't punch me. Wish they did, I think I need.

For the last few days now, I've been having panic attacks lately. It scaring me a little, they don't come when am on walks. The weather be so nice and all of a sudden am panicking out of the blue. While, if you say Sunday, then no.

"Lulu…you alright…."

6 and I were pretty close, I think it because we're both different. Well, I was another different then he was. Since I came back from a little shopping with my mom and grandma, I wasn't feeling the best. The machines aren't around to hurt them, how come am not happy? I didn't smile as much, I haven't been drawing lately (more or less), reading and writing were disappearing from my hands, all I can do it, is just try to get my creative out, like, force it out. All I've been doing was walking around like a puppy.

You know, now that I think about, this house been apart of my life since I was a baby. I wasn't born in the state, I was born in another state. I was in one of the hospitals in Denver. That all I can tell you.

"She been down…."

I over heard them talking again. I wish they didn't see me like this. Then they'll go through all the trouble to cheer me again. "Yeah, can't blame her."

"She should be fine, like last time."

"5, I don't think she is fine."

As much I wanted to say something to them, I was still under pressure from the move. And there so much to do. I started to write a poem about how life was now and the stress I was under.

"But, she been up set for four days. She haven't smiled at all."

"To be honest, she hasn't been her happy and-never mind."

"Guys…"

I turn around in my new computer chair and they look at to see the same face that had sad written all over it. I set on the bed and told them all the stuff that was on my mind.

"Aw Lulu, panic attacks again."

"Yeah 7, they haven't stop."

"And you believe it could what your mom and brother have?" 2 ask in a worry voice.

"Am not sure…"

8 patted my hand, telling it was going to be okay. Not sure if it true. Moving day is three mouths away and there so much and little time. "You know Lulu, the best people are mad…and, we been here for a while now. And you know what," 9 jump on to my shoulder. I wonder what he had in mind. "Before the move, why don't we have a small party."

"9, you guys-"

"Of you taking us in, and being a part of your life."

I look at him, I was like, that was sweet in my mind. I was happy a little. "Yeah, you know too, we're family now."

9 said to me as his hand got caught in my now long hair.

"If you think about, we over heard your mom too, if you have to be home school next year, we'll be with all the way."

7 was right , I smiled at that thought for a moment. As much I wanted to meet and see a new school, they want to help me.

"Yes, you'll be fine." 2 said as he sat on my knee. 3 and 4 were on my other shoulder and they started to laugh. I felt bad for not laughing for days.

Me: Sorry for not updating on this again...

7: Now, it's twom months away, right Lulu.

5: Is scary just thinking about it.

9: Yeah, Lulu will be in a new house, school, state, everything.

Me: Yeah...

6: She been down....but....she happy too....

Me: 6, you're are so sweet. Unlike someone we know.

1: Hey!

8: *giggle*

9: Well...Lulu doesn't own me. Well, 9. I mean-I hate when I have to do this!

7: 9 belongs to Shane Acker.

5: Remember, no rude comments.

6: Only helpful ones....

Me: Till, a hopfully next time.

All: See You In The Next Chapter!!!!