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Kamui couldn't deny that he felt so troubled with Fuuma visiting Saya every day. Moreover, after her mom had said that Saya had fallen head over heels for Fuuma, and that Fuuma felt the same way as her? Just what the hell…

It was already dark by the time he arrived home. He opened his door and found that Subaru hadn't come back from his workplace. Maybe he would come home in three hours. He was always like that, sometimes even bringing Seishirou-san along with him. However, Kamui didn't protest much since Seishirou-san who supports their life both mentally and physically. Physically just in Subaru's case.

Kamui didn't bother to make some food for dinner or Subaru; he just went straight to his room and closed the door.

Feeling the silence of his neighborhood wrapped him. Kamui just leaned his back on the door and let his eyes wandered outside the windows. He started thinking back about what Saya's mother had said to him.

Maybe what she'd said to him was true… maybe Fuuma felt the same way as Saya, and maybe… they would make a perfect couple. Kamui felt his throat tighten and his eyes teary. No, he wouldn't let himself start crying over a stupid thing like this. Stupid thing and stupid Fuuma for caring his friend!

Kamui's train of thought was disturbed by his cell phone. He stared at the screen. It was Fuuma. Good, he remembered me when I'm already home, Kamui thought sarcastically. He'd need three miscalls from Fuuma until Kamui decided to picked it up.

"Kamui, are you okay?," Fuuma… as concerned as always

"Yeah, why?" Kamui replied lazily. There was a little annoyance hinted in his voice and Fuuma could hear that very clearly.

"…are you angry with me?"

A desperate sigh escaped from Kamui. "Why do you think so?"

"Well you just left me, and where are you now?"

Good, he didn't even know his position right now. "I'm in my home, of course. Where do you think am I?"

"I'm going there"

"It's already late. Subaru just arrived a few minutes ago with Seishirou-san"

"And what's the problem? It's not like we're going to disturb them, right?" Fuuma was still persistent and somehow it made it so Kamui almost couldn't hold his temper

"Fuuma, please, I wanna have a good rest tonight. We can talk tomorrow at school, okay? Now let me sleep. Good night" Kamui then hung up, threw his phone and collapsed on his comfy bed. He stared at his buzzing phone with Fuuma's name on the screen but he ignored it and closed his tired eyes.

x o x o x o x o

After almost 30 minutes Fuuma searching the entire school, he found Kamui in his own class sitting in the farthest table separated from the others. Of course he would be here, Fuuma thought. The shorter boy had his palm supported his chin and he ate lazily, or maybe he just stabbing the food for exactly. He didn't feel like eating right now.

Kamui could see Fuuma from the corner of his violet eyes, but he still ignored him, until someone mentioned his name. Damn it!

"Oh, monou-kun. Shirou-kun is over there"

"Yes, I'm going there"

Fuuma thanked the girl and approached Kamui. Kamui still ignored Fuuma when he took a chair nearby and sat across his table. He just continued stabbing his food. He knew Fuuma staring at him, and Fuuma would say some-

"Kamui,"

That's it. "Why did you avoid me?"

"I did not"

"And why did you lie to me? Seishirou-san didn't come to your house last night". Kamui flinched at this. Subaru must be the one who had told him. He needed to talk to Subaru later… but right now, the most important problem was Fuuma. "Kamui… if I did something wrong, just tell me"

"It's okay, Fuuma, really. I just feel so tired lately." It was true though. Since Kamui became one of the school's festival committee he'd been becoming increasingly busy lately.

"I'm sorry that I troubled you yesterday"

"It's okay and I was the one who wanted to come," somehow, Kamui could manage a smile and staring back at Fuuma. "Do you have any club activity today?"

Fuuma changed his relieved face to an apologetic one. "I'm sorry, but Saya-"

"It's okay," Kamui answered shortly. "You can go there today, and tomorrow and the next day too. You can go there everyday, Fuuma"

Fuuma felt something bad would come. Kamui very angry right now and that was bad. "Kamui, she will leave the hospital today, and-"

"Didn't I say that it's okay? Now excuse me, I need to go to my next class" he answered as a smile plastered on his face.

With that, Kamui walked out from his class, leaving his lunch box abandoned. Fuuma just sat there staring at his back, his guilt draining him.

..::tbc::..


tbc... and I don't know when will I read the next chapter orz

next time! Kamui become a kamuzilla? well as if anyone would read this but I hope so actually, silly me! Review please *bow*