I ONLY OWN ELENA. HOLD ON TIGHT CAUSE THIS CHAPTER IS GONNA BE GOOD! DON'T HATE ME OR LEAVE FLAMES. INCLUDES VIOLENCE ON WOMEN. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. MAKE ME HAPPY AND REVIEW. THEY MAKE MY DAY. I HAVE TO GIVE THANKS TO MY BETA. WHEN I GOT STUCK SHE HELPED ME. I LOVE HER CRAZY ASS

Elena squeezed her eyes tight as he reached his climax. He let out a grunt and climbed off the bed and made his way to the bathroom. She curled up into a ball on her side as the tears streamed down her face. She didn't want to be here. She had no choice. She felt like she wanted to die.

ONE YEAR EARLIER

As soon as Kozik parked his bike and turned it off, Elena jumped off the bike and ran into the club house. She went behind the bar and pulled out a huge bottle of Jack and sat on the bar. She started taking long pulls from the bottle and pretty soon most of it was gone. By now she was so plowed she could barely stand. She was actually leaning against the wall and having a full conversation with it.

"I don't know." She slurred out. "I'll ask him." Elena stumbled over to Happy and sat down. " I have a question I need to ask you. Well it's not my question but whatever. Why do you always have sex with the nastiest plastic bitches in here?" Happy spit his drink out all over one of the prospects and slowly turned to look at Elena. Opie watched on in horror. Before Happy could even open his mouth, Kozik walked over and picked her up and threw her over his shoulder.

Elena let out a squeal and grabbed Kozik's ass with both hands hard. He spanked her and she moaned. He carried her back to the room and left Happy and Opie looking at them like they were crazy.

FOURTEEN MONTHS LATER

Things had been quiet. So Elena knew the shit would hit the fan once they got out. Today was the day. The day that Tig, Clay, Jax, Juice, Bobby and Chibs got out. Elena had slept fitfully the night before and she was pale and had huge black circles under her eyes. Her stomach was in knots and she felt like she was going to pass out as she heard the roar of the bikes. Gemma and Tara came to stand by her and they each squeezed her hand.

Elena's heart skipped a beat as she saw him for the first time in almost two years without chains. Kozik practically ran over to her as he saw how scared she looked. He had no plans to leave her side tonight. They weren't even staying at the club house anymore. He had gotten them a house so she would feel safe. He knew that they would have to see Chibs though. He couldn't keep her away from Tara. She had been Elena's rock since they got back.

TWO HOURS LATER

Kozik had been pulled from Elena's side to go check on the guns with Happy. He wasn't the least bit happy about it, but he knew that Tara would keep her safe. Elena got up and walked into the back to go to the bathroom, all alone, Tara did not see her get up. Which was a large painful mistake, Chibs was standing in the shadow of the last dorm room doorway, just waiting for her. He stepped out behind her and
clamped one hand over her mouth and wrapped the other around her waist and dragged her into the bathroom.

He kicked the door shut, shoved and spun her into the wall at the same time, her head connecting with a nail in the wall while he was reaching back to lock the door. Elena could not catch her breath, her head felt like it was going to explode, and her heart was thumping so hard she feared it might explode. Her legs did not want to hold her up, she felt like the world was getting farther away, as she was slowly starting to slide down the wall he took a step and pushed her towards the sink and turned on the water and threw a handful in her face, causing her to sputter but it made her take a deep breath. He put his hands on both her shoulders and backed her up to the wall, "Canna have ye on the floor now, love I be needin you ta hear me," she looked at the floor; he grabbed her neck and stuck his thumb under her chin to make her look up at him.

He was almost nose to nose with her, "You, Are, Mine! I let this little fling with Kozik go under the rules, Ima out now, ye best be knowin yer place!"She could only stare at him, she had been dreading this and here it was, he shook her like a rag doll and said," I will kill all o them, Kozik, Bobby, Happy, n Quinn in front o you if you dunna mind me!" She could not, not do as he said, she loved those guys with all her heart, it was up to her to keep them safe. It could very well mean her life, but she had to protect the ones she loved, her family.

He didn't give her the chance to answer, he just kept on squeezing her neck more, cutting off more and more of her air supply. The room was graying out, at that moment she wished for death, for this to just be fuckin done. She watched him, he did not seem to know what he was doing, he would give her a shake now and then but he was not really there. He let up a bit and things came back into focus, then he would tighten up again. How long can this go on before someone comes looking for me, she wondered? She tried to kick him, but didn't have much strength in her legs; all it got was a chuckle from him. She had her hands on his arms, but she could not even reach all the way around them, all she had was handfuls of his shirt.

She could feel a trickle of blood going down her back; the nail had cut a gash in the back of her head. He had his riding gloves on so he did not notice the blood on his hands until he changed his grip on her neck. It stopped him; all he did was to stare at his hands.

Elena slid down the wall, leaving a streak of blood as she went down. Chibs never moved, as she slid her legs went between his spread out ones. She took the chance and slid on out between them, to try and get to the door, she almost made it, he grabbed her and spun her, dragging her up chest to chest to him, and whispered "I'll be watchin you!" With that he turned and went out the door."Fuck", she screamed as the floor came up to meet her, her legs finally giving out as the world went away.

Elena woke up a few minutes later. The floor had a small puddle of her blood on it. She stood up on shaky legs and made her way to the sink. Luckily she had on a black shirt. The blood would never be seen. Her neck was covered in fading red marks. She cleaned herself up and the floor as best as she could and put a cold towel on her neck waited until the red marks faded. She pasted a fake smile on her face and walked back into the bar.

Luckily she hadn't been gone long. She figured it was ten minutes at the most. She walked back over to Tara and took the offered beer. She could feel his eyes on her every move. Her heart broke as she weighed her options. She could let Happy, Quinn and Kozik die, or she could go back to a man she was terrified of. Her heart shattered into a million pieces as she made her choice. She was never going to forgive him for this.

Elena knew it was now or never, judging by the looks Chibs was giving her when no one was looking. Elena's heart broke into even more pieces as she stood up and summoned all her courage and she walked over to the bar, she looked at him as hers one last time, Kozik saw her coming and let out a huge smile and held his arms open and tried to wrap his arms around her. Elena's heart clenched painfully and she almost changed her mind. Then Chibs' words rang in her ears.

She swallowed hard and shoved Kozik as hard as she could. His back slammed into the bar hard. Almost every SON in the room immediately turned to look at them. Happy's eyes however cut to Chibs. "FUCKING BASTARD," she screamed, as she watched the confusion on his face, "What the fuck did I do babe?" he asked. She just kept shoving and screaming at him, screaming her very heart out. All the pain, all the fear, all the things that had happened to her, she laid at his feet, blaming him for everything.

All during Elena's tirade Happy kept on looking at Chibs, he just knew something was off with this whole scene, that's it he said to himself as he watched Chibs smile at the one sided fight going on in front of him. It's fucking fake, she don't mean none of this shit. She was scared out of her fuckin wits! He knew he had put the fear of god in enough men to recognize she was covering something up. At that moment her hair slid over her shoulder and Happy could see the blood trickling down her neck, his eyes followed the path of the wet stain down her back, to the top of her jeans. They may have been black but they were darker with the blood.

In the short time he had to see, he had seen enough to make him glare at the Scotsman, Chibs just returned the look. Happy would make sure to get to the bottom of the pile of shit cause that's what it was a stinking pile of shit!

Elena was winding down, looking worn out, her final words to Kozik were, "I'm going with Chibs, to keep my family safe. Leave me be, I've made up my mind. We are done!" Kozik could only stand there with his mouth hanging open and watch as she lead Chibs out the clubhouse door.

Happy stepped up and put a hand on his shoulder and said, "Man, shit ain't right, she was play actin, all that there was a lie did you hear what she said, I'm going with Chibs, to keep my family safe, man she left to keep us safe!" "What the fuck do you mean to keep us safe?" Kozik yelled in Happy's face, "I don't know half the shit she said, it was just fucking loud!" he said as he ran his hand through his hair making it look wilder than usual. "Blood man, did you see it? She had blood on her back, he fuckin hurt her asshole!" Happy said as he leaned on the bar beside Kozik griping it with both hands, "She did it to save us!" They all heard the bike start up and leave the lot.

"Fuck!" Kozik yelled as they got out there too late to stop them. " What do we do now?" He asked Happy, pulling on his hair. Happy looked lost. "I don't know." Happy told him. Kozik felt like his heart was being ripped out of his chest.

Tears were streaming down Elena's face as Chibs' pulled into her driveway. She didn't know how he knew where she lived and she didn't care. She quickly wiped her face and he got off the bike and held his hand out. He didn't even care what he had just done to her life. She took his hand and climbed off the bike. They walked up to her door and he held out his hand.

She dug in her pocket and dropped the keys in his waiting hand. He unlocked the door and turned back to her. He swept her up in his arms and carried her over the threshold. He kicked the door shut and carried her upstairs. He gently set her on the bed and stripped out of his clothes. He padded over to her and grabbed her shoulders, forcing her to stand. He reached down and unbuttoned her jeans. The dropped to her feet and she stepped out of them. He lifted her shirt over her head. He motioned for her to turn around and he unhooked her bra. His heart lurched when he saw all the blood on her back.

He grabbed her hand and led her to the shower. He watched her wash the blood away and when she came out her dried her off. He led her over to the bed and she laid down and closed her eyes and went to her happy place. In her happy place she had met Kozik before she met Chibs. Her and Kozik were married and she was pregnant.

Elena squeezed her eyes tight as he reached his climax. He let out a grunt and climbed off the bed and made his way to the bathroom. She curled up into a ball on her side as the tears streamed down her face. She didn't want to be here. She had no choice. She felt like she wanted to die. She had just betrayed Kozik in every way possible. She prayed when this was over that he would forgive her.

ACROSS TOWN

Kozik grabbed the biggest bottle of jack he could find and made his way to his room. He plopped down on his and Elena's bed and uncapped the bottle. He tipped it back and drank a healthy amount. He knew in his heart that Elena would never leave him to go back to Chibs. Happy had to be right. Chibs must have threatened the people she cared about. He drank until he passed out. His last thought was how the bed smelled like her.

THE NEXT DAY

Elena was having the most amazing dream. She was marrying the man she loved. She wasn't even aware she had called out his name in her sleep. Chibs' pulled her off the bed and for the next twenty minutes, he showed her why it wasn't a good idea to ever say Kozik's name again. Once she was a bloody mess on the floor, He walked to the shower and cleaned himself up. As he got ready for work, Elena pulled herself up off the floor and stumbled into the shower. He stormed out of the house and sped off to the garage.

After Elena got dressed she heard a knock at the door. She slowly made her way to the front door and looked through the peephole. She knew if she didn't open the door, Quinn would break it down. She hadn't even stopped to look in the mirror. She had two black eyes and one was swelling shut. She had a split lip and a busted cheek. Her nose was still bleeding. Once Quinn and Happy got a good look at her, they looked beyond pissed.

They shoved their way into the house as she tried weakly to shut the door. Her knees buckled, but before she could hit the floor Quinn had sweapt her up in his massive arms and was barking orders at Happy. She couldn't make out what he was saying over the ringing in her ears. He set her down gently on the couch. The last thing she saw before she passed out was Quinn pulling out his cell phone. Then the darkness finally took her.

When she woke up she was laying on a couch in a strange house. She started to freak out. Tara ran into the room to calm her down. Once she was calm, Tara listed her injuries. Broken nose, Split lip, Two black eyes, her ribs were cracked and her arm was broken. And she had fourteen stitches from the nail in the back of her head. "Where is he?" She croaked out. "Chibs is at-" Tara was cut off by Elena screaming " Not Chibs! Where's Kozik?" The door opened and Kozik ran in. Elena sobbed in relief as he ran to her and held her close to him, Just breathing in her scent. It was the only thing that could keep him calm right now. He was the only SON here. Luckily for Elena she had talked in her drug induced sleep. She had told them everything without even realizing it. Once she had finished, Jax, Quinn and Happy had taken off to the club house.

CLUBHOUSE

Quinn threw the door open and headed straight for Chibs. He grabbed him by his cut and shook him. "Did you enjoy it? Did you enjoy beating the shit out of her?" He practically screamed in Chibs' face. Chibs let out a snort. "Bitch had it coming. Saying another man's name in bed. " Quinn dragged Chibs' into the chapel and Happy snapped to the prospect " Go get the others. We're having church." The prospect ran off.

CHURCH

Everyone but Kozik was in the chapel. He walked into the Club house with Elena walking slowly behind him. He walked over and opened the doors and walked in. He walked over and sat down. Elena stood in the doorway and they all looked at her in horror. Chibs tried to get up and Quinn slammed him down in his seat. Happy stood up and led her over to his chair. She sat down carefully and Happy closed the doors.

Jax cleared his throat, "Holy fuck. You did this to her? After she willing went with you?" The rage in those words was as evident as it was on the face of every member in the room. The only one who didn't seem to care was the man responsible for the damage. Chibs just glared at Elena, causing her to shake at the thought of his fists and booted feet connecting with her body again. "Fucking bitch needed a beat down, she has no right to say another man's name in my fucking bed!" he said as he stared at her, "That is mine to do with as I please, none of you have any say in what I do or don't to that gash, I own her!"

All the brothers could do was to stare at the man that was once their friend, trying to figure out when he had gone off the deep end. Bobby spoke up in the thick silence, "Brothers, Elvis has left the fuckin building." They all just nodded and continued to listen as Chibs went on to describe each blow and kick and what they were punishment for.

Jax, screamed out "Enough, drag his ass outta here, we got to vote this shit right now!" Tigger looked at his brother in arms, and said, "I don't think it's gonna make any fuckin difference to him, he's like gone man…look at him."

Chibs had gone from almost rational speech to what could only be called gibberish; they knew it was Scottish, but none of them could understand it.

Jax said "Fine, all in favor of takin his patch?" nothing but yes was heard; Jax said "Passed"

"All in favor of Mr. Mayhem visiting that thing?" Not one brother said a work, "Reasons?" said Jax. Bobby spoke first, "Pres, he ain't right in the head, how do we get any satisfaction from this, he won't ever know why?" A general verbal Chinese fire drill broke out as they all voiced their personal feelings. "BEAT DOWN", said Happy, "Vote it."

Every single brother looked at Elena. She was curled up in the Chair, crying softly. Nothing but yeses could be heard. Jax banged the gavel "Take him." Tig and Happy stripped The cut right off Chibs' back. That snapped him out of his dream world. He lunged for Elena. Kozik and Quinn both punched him at the same time. He dropped to his knees wheezing. They dragged him into the ring and every brother took their time. By the time they were done, Chibs was in the middle of the ring unconscious. Opie had his arms wrapped around Elena's waist, holding her up. Kozik wiped the blood off his knuckles and walked over to them. Elena immediately wrapped her arms around him and he carried off to their room.