Spencer sighed as she watched Emily dance with her girlfriend of two months. She watched as Taylor whispered something to Emily, causing her to laugh. Spencer sighed once again and downed the rest of her beer. Spencer longed to be the one to make Emily laugh like that, she longed to be the one that got to kiss Emily, she longed to be the one Emily loved. Spencer was in love with the first friend she made when she moved to Rosewood and had lost her chance to be with Emily.

"Here drink this it's stronger."Hanna said handing Spencer a cup of Crown and Coke. "Thanks Han."Spencer said drinking half the cup. "Why do you sit here and torture yourself?"Hanna asked looking over at the couple Spencer has been staring at since she arrived at the party. "If you just tell her how you feel, then that could be you."

"I don't want to risk our friendship Han, I'm in love with her but I can't bear the thought of losing her."Spencer whispered feeling tears prick at her eyes. "Besides, she loves Taylor and she's happy with her."

"That's where you're wrong Hastings."Hanna said looking away from the couple and back at her friend. "She doesn't love Taylor and she's not happy with her."

"What if when I tell her she doesn't feel the same way? What if she hates me and never talks to me again? I can't handle that Hanna."

Hanna sighed and shook her head. "If you want to sit here and continue to torture yourself then be my guest but if you want to be with Emily then stop being a pussy and fight for her dammit. I'm sick of seeing you so unhappy Spencer, you've become one of my best friends these past few months and it kills me to see you like this."

"Fuck it, I'm going to tell her how I feel."Spencer said finishing her drink and walking over to the dancing couple. "Wait Spencer, I didn't mean now."Hanna yelled to the retreating brunette.

"Emily can I talk to you for a second."Spencer asked smiling at the taller girl. "Sure Spence, I'll be back Taylor."Emily said kissing her girlfriend's cheek and walking out of the crowded lake house.

"Emily I'm in love with you..I've never been a believer in lov-"

"Spencer, are you even listening to me?"Emily asked pulling Spencer out of her memory of the night Hanna became her best friend and the night she told Emily how she felt about her. "Huh baby?"Spencer asked looking up at her livid wife. "Nevermind."Emily said getting up from the table and storming up stairs.

Spencer sighs and goes after Emily. "Baby I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to ignore you."Spencer said as she walked into her bedroom. "Whatever Spencer."

"Emily, come on this isn't like you what's wrong?"Spencer asked taking a seat next to her wife on their bed. Emily looked over at Spencer, unshed tears in her eyes. Spencer quickly wrapped her arms around Emily and pulled her into her lap. "Talk to me baby, what's wrong?"

"I cant stop thinking about it Spence, I'm so depressed and upset that everything, no matter how little sets me off."Emily whispered into Spencer chest. Spencer tighten her grip on Emily and kissed the top of her head. "Em its only been a week, of course you're going to be depressed, I am too I'm just good at hiding it. Baby there's no set time for grieving, its okay to be depressed and upset, just know love that I'm here for you, I love you and we'll get through this together, you and me love forever and always."Spencer whispered into Emily's, tears falling from her own eyes at the sound of Emily's crys.

"I want our baby back Spencer, I want you to be able to come home from work, kiss me then drop to your knees and kiss my stomach and talk to our baby, like you did weeks before this, I want to see your eye shine with love when you talked to our baby, I don't want to hurt anymore."Emily said through heartwreching sobs.

"Let it out, I got you Emmy I got you."

After a while Emily sobs turned to whimpers and she loosened her grip on Spencer. "I'm sorry."Emily whispered sitting up and brushing Spencer's tears away. "Don't ever apologise for letting your feelings out love, why don't I run you a bath?"Spencer said running her fingers through Emily's silky hair. "Only if you join me."

"Anything you want love."Spencer whispered kissing her wife's head before standing and walking into their bathroom.

Spencer started the water and moved around the bathroom, lighting all the candles as the graden tubs fills up. She pours Emily's favorite bubble bath in the tub, then calls Emily into the bathroom. Emily comes in naked and sits on the edge of the tub. Spencer's breaths hitched as she took in her wife's naked form. "I love how even after being together for 15 years, you still take my breath away."Spencer said smiling at her wife and moving to stand between Emily's legs.

"Spencer."

"Hmmm."Spencer hummed, her eyes still roaming over Emily's naked body.

"Take your clothes off."Emily whispered pushing Spencer back and sliding into the warm water. Spencer quickly rid herself of her clothes before joining Emily in the tub. Spencer leaned back against the side of the tub and opened her arms for Emily.

Emily moves into her arms, till she's laying on top of Spencer, her head on Spencer's chest. "So what were you thinking about when you spaced out?"Emily asked running her fingers across Spencer's abs. "The night I told you I was in love with you, do you remember what I said to you?"Spencer asked laying her head on Emily's and closing her eyes. Emily nodded her head, smiling at the memory and at how stupid she was that night.

"Emily I'm in love with you."Spencer whispered. "I've never been a believer in love at first sight but the second I laid eyes on you I knew, I knew that I had to know everything about you, I knew that I had to love you with everything I had, I knew that I couldn't be happy if you weren't, I knew that I was hopelessly in love with you before I even knew you, I knew I had to make you mine but I waited too long and now you're with another and that kills me inside Emily, I'll fight for you, I won't give up because I know we can be something great, because I know you're my soul mate."

Emily wrapped her arms around Spencer's waist and pulled herself closer to Spencer upon hearing the words Spencer had said to her when they were 16. "I was so stupid then, I walked away from you to go back to someone I didn't love, even when I was in love with you, God I was so scared that I would lose you if we didnt work out."Emily said.

"I love you Emily Hastings, and you were never stupid."

Sorry this took so long to get out, work has been keeping me really busy but I will keep updating both of my stories at least once a week for you guys. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. There will be flashbacks of the girls past in most of the chapters, to show important parts in their lives and just plan cute moments. I will also be writing in more Hanna and Aria because the story has been lacking them a lot and they are a big part of Spemily's life. Big thanks to everyone who read and review this last chapter, I love you guys :)

Hunnybear108- I'm happy you're loving the story as well :) I try to please all readers and you make me feel like I'm doing just that, so thank you. I'm not sure what story will be updated the most, I'm trying to keep it at one chapter a week on both, so that way it's kinda even. And yes I know about Fender 18's stories, in my mind you're not a true Spemily fan if you haven't read Secret Truths. Thank you for taking the time to review and read my story, you're amazing :)

So everyone review and let me know what you think please? :) Until next week guys, have a good week.