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Dear ,

See, I cant even bring myself to write out your name.

I think I finally understand why you acted the way you did all these years. I think I understand why you always pushed us…me…away. I finally know what it feels like to have your heart ripped apart from someone you loved…

you know what I did this morning?…I imagined killing you. I thought of myself standing in a forest outside the village. Actually…it was far away. Far, far away. It was dark, you wouldn't even know if it was night or day. And I was just standing there, alone, when you appeared between the trees. All I saw were your eyes. Your fucking bleeding red eyes. We stared at each other before you stepped out in front of me.- We didn't talk. Like I'd ever fucking talk to you again. But we didn't need to. You kept your eyes on me as I quietly slipped a kunai into my palm…Your hand reached up and grabbed my neck. You thought that I was mesmerized and thrown in to your control, but you were wrong. You were so fucking wrong. I punched you so hard in your stomach that you flew back into a few trees. You spilt right threw them and landed on the ground.- Hard. I walked over to you. You looked up at me. And all I saw were those god damn eyes. You weren't the same boy that I met years ago… That's why I did it. That's why I killed you. I looked down at you and smirked. Yes, I smirked at you, asshole. Like you did to me all that time ago. And I bend down to you. And I stabbed you directly in the heart. All the while you were looking at me with- those eyes. I watched you suffer. And you know what? You suffered just like I did.- I finally did to you, what you did to me…It was probably the best day dream I've ever had. I didn't feel bad after I did it either. I was happy.

Because as much as I sound awful and horrific as you are now, that wasn't you who I killed. That wasn't Sasuke Uchiha. That was just a traitor who wasn't any better than any of the thousands of killers and murderers. That's who this was. That I killed…I killed someone who murdered his own family. It wasn't his brother, it was himself. He tore apart everyone that loved him. He fucking ripped them apart. That man left us to rot, without him. He broke his home. He killed off his family. He didn't deserve to live…That man had you hostage…he stole you from us…he stole you from me…I needed to save you. I had to save you. I had to save you for me…

But you're still out there. That man still has to under his power. And it was just a daydream. And I swear to god I'm going to kill him for real one day. I'm going to kill him. I'm going to kill you. I don't care what you do when you see me. Just- …

I will kill you.

Sakura Haruno


...I dont think I've ever written something so dark and twisted.

I listened to the song 30 Minutes by t.A.t.u while writing this. It had nothing to do with the lyrics but the music. Just the music. I wanted to get into Sakura's head.

So you decide if she's really gone insane yet. I really think she has. I think we've lost her.

So ANYWAYS! Hoped i creeped you out a lil bit :)))

Hugs always! MEC/Ellie :)