Hey please R&R

The song is Here Without You by 3 Doors Down


I waved back to Roxas's head and arm hanging out the window waving. Namine was at my side waving as if it was a competition that's how it had been with us the last few days, everything was a competition. Normally she won, I didn't care though I thought it was a bit pathetic so did Tifa and Rikku. All 3 of us weren't really getting along with her this summer. After that, Tifa was working for the next 2 weeks straight. She hugged me and Rikku goodbye then hopped in her mum's car and drove away.

Rikku and I walked to the islands and sat down on the Paupu tree, there were 2 Paupu's on the tree, another 2 weeks and they'd be ready. We sat up there for a long time talking as we watched the sunset.

"Hey, we should make a deal." He said.

"What's the deal?" I asked cautiously.

"If I don't get a girlfriend by the time I'm 20 and you don't get a boyfriend by the time your 19 then we have to share a Paupu fruit Deal?" He asked.

It seemed okay to me, we'd be happy enough and it'd make our dads happy and if I didn't get a boyfriend by 3 years that is a sure indicator that I'm unattractive and the only guy that'll want me is Rikku.

"Deal." We shook on it.

The next few days flew by without warning and before I knew it Roxas was back. We continued to hang out in a group and it was a lot of fun. Namine got bitchier and bitchier by the day we still hung out a lot but normally it was just Roxas, Namine and me and Tifa. New years Roxas went home and I spent it with Tifa, Rikku, Xion, Tidus and Wakka. Namine was at her cousin's house. It was great I had a lot of fun and we talked and laughed and exchanged Christmas presents.

Hayner and Ollete called my cell phone and knew we'd all be together we talked to them for a while. Hayner proposed and they were getting married in July, they asked me to be one of the brides maids, it was an honour. But then Hayner ran out of money and they were cut off.

"Oh Guys! The countdown!" I exclaimed looking at my phone.

"5… 4… 3… 2… 1… HAPPY NEW YEAR!" we all yelled.

Rikku and Wakka lit fireworks and set them off we laughed and watched the bright colours shot across the ebony night sky. Then I hugged Tifa and wished her a happy new year, I kissed her on the cheek as she kissed mine.

"You're my new years kiss!" I laughed, a bit intoxicated.

"Ya. I'm so special!" she laughed.

"Where's mine Kai?" Rikku came over and sat down on the left of me, Tifa was on my right.

"Here." I hugged him and pecked him on the cheek.

"Not enough." He laughed and pecked me on the lips.

When he pulled back we laughed at each other then continued to talk to everyone and roast marshmallows on the camp fire, after that we were all camping inside the seaside shack. When the campfire had died down we moved into the seaside shack with a torch and our sleeping bags on mats over the sand. We sat in and talked all night until we all crashed in our warm sleeping bags. When I woke up in the morning I sat up and stretched. I went to go watch the sunrise like I did every morning at the pier. I took my ipod with me and put them in my ears as I thought of him and wondered if he ever thought of me too.

100 days have made me older

Since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

1000 lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles are separate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling

As the people leave and wave to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby

But your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere go

It gets hard but it won't take away my love

And when the last one falls

And when it's all said and done

It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby

But your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me

The song reminded me of him, I both loved it and hated it. it made me sad, jealous, angry, frustrated, anxious but worst of all it made me all warm and fuzzy inside. Grr why was he so impossible to not like but then so confusing?!

I heard more footsteps coming, I didn't turn to see who it was, I knew it'd be Tifa. She jumped on the Paupu tree as well.

"What are those fruit?" she asked.

"They're called Paupu fruit, they say if 2 people share one their destinies become intertwined, they become a part of each others lives, no matter what." I explained.

"Wow that's so cool, and cute. I wish I had someone to share it with…" she mused.

The weeks passed as quick as the tick of a clock and before I knew it I was back at school with my school friends. After school I'd go hang out with Namine and Roxas at the islands.

"Valentines days tomorrow." Namine said one Friday night we spent around the fire.

"You guys want to come over to mine for tomorrow?" I asked.

"Sure." Roxas was enthusiastic.

"Sure." Namine pretended to be.

We continued to talk then Namine and I headed home when Roxas headed back to his family. The next day I met them on the docks and we walked back to mine and took lots of photos for memories. Then we turned on the TV, The Notebook had just started.

This was the breaking point of mine Namine's and Roxas' sick, twisted and toxic friendship.


Hey I hope you enjoyed sorry its a bit shorter i just wanted to wait untill the next chapter untill i go on

Let me know what you think

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shanty