Go Back To Her
Rephiam looked at his reflection in a puddle. The boy he saw that was him wasn't there. He touched his beak that he longed for to become a pair of lips and a nose. His eyes were human, but he wanted them to be the amber color like his fathers. Oh, how he longed to be human, but what about his wings? He wouldn't be able to fly again if he becomes human, but what about Stevie Rae? He knew he had feelings for her that he couldn't understand.
That's a lie, a voice said in his mind. He was shocked for a moment. Was it him that he thought of? It couldn't be. Was this the feeling of love? He shook his head from the useless thoughts. His heart didn't matter and he told Stevie Rae that too.
Rephiam closes his eyes and when he opens them back up he saw Stevie Rae in the pond. Her blond curls were around her and she had one finger wrapped around it. She was smiling up at him with so much care in her eyes. "Stevie Rae." Rephiam mumbles her name under his breath. He felt a shock go down his spine and back up. Rephiam ruffled his feathers and he splashed the puddle. "No." He stalks away from the puddle and looks up at the blue sky.
He couldn't love Stevie Rae. He couldn't.
Why? His mind whispered. Rephiam thought to himself.
"Because I'm not good enough for her," he says, sounding disappointed. His mind stayed silent. He spread out his wings and lifted his body upward. Adrenaline pumped through his veins as his wings hit the invisible air. He flapped and flapped his wings going to an unknown destination. He wanted to be with Stevie Rae, but he couldn't while his father was still around. After all, he is his father's favorite son.
Was his favorite son? Rephiam hissed at the thought and continued flying. No matter where he went he kept thinking of her. He couldn't get her out of his mind and was starting to make him feel… feel what? Anguish? Loneliness? What exactly did he felt at the moment? Sadness…? Was it sadness?
Yes. He felt sad. He missed Stevie Rae. Of course he was going to missed Stevie Rae. Even he and she admitted they were going to miss each other. They said it before department, but he didn't thought it would occur so quickly. It was only a few hours since they separated.
Go back to her, his mind commanded. Go back? Can it be that easy? Can he seriously just turn around and go back to Tulsa and return to his beloved Stevie Rae? Can he fight against his father and be on Stevie Rae's side?
"Yes," Rephiam said without hissing. If he could he would smile. He felt his heart flutter as he turns around and flies back to Stevie Rae was. Once he gets there to her he's going to tell her his feelings. For once in his life he actually felt happy of his decision.
I know it's short, but I had to get this out. I love Rephiam x Stevie Rae no matter how weird it seems. I hope you all like the one shot! If I get enough reviews I might turn this into a series. I need at least 5 reviews and your wish is my command!
