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yaaaaaahhhhhhh~
well my internet is being a douche so lets finish a chapter minjung
yaaaaaay.
and what the hell is REM? girl boy? boy right?
WHATEVER.
"Rem." I mumbled to myself. "And yours?" Oh god, oh god it was talking to me. I looked up, "Hm?" The Shinigami eyed me. "Your name." This is why I'm not a ghost hunter. But technically a Shinigami wasn't a ghost, it was a god. But, whatever! I hate handling things that are not supposed to exists. "You can call me, Namiko." Rem nodded, disregarding me and moving on to someone more interesting. I sighed at leaned against the wall, sliding down to the floor. I stared at my toes wiggling in my socks. This can't be happening. But could this mean that there really is an end to the case?
I sure as hell hope so.
I glanced a couple of times at L from across the room, he was too into the Shinigami to even acknowledge me. That's probably the number one thing that I didn't like about Ryuzaki. He was too into his work. When you got him alone sure, he was the most amazing guy in the world but it would be nice for him to talk to me, even a little even though this case is stressful enough. I watched Misa's failed attempts to flirt with him. I sighed and rolled my eyes. Whatever, screw this. I'm totally done with you Ms. Misa Amane. Even just thinking of her name gives me headaches. And you, Ryuzaki. Or dare I say your real name. I'm starting to get tired of you.
I found my way into my room, not bothering to turn the lights on. The lights from busy Japan down below were bright enough to light the room so I could go around as I please without tripping. I stepped gracefully over old music sheets lying on the floor, pencils, my glasses, and whatever else lay around in the room. I plopped down on the piano bench. I really want to talk to L. I turned towards the keys and starting playing the song. His favorite song. My unseen emotion poured out into the notes the filled the air. Finishing the song with a few extra added graces notes I looked towards the door, like I was waiting for it to open. Which in truth, I was. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to hug him. I wanted to talk to him. But those nights were gone as the Kira case got more and more intense. I constantly wondered to myself, did he ever think of breaking up with me? Reluctantly I pulled myself away from the piano and lay on my bed.
And for the first time in months, I went to sleep.
A piano, playing ever so softly. Who the hell was it? I didn't care, I had a nights rest of sleep. They were playing my favorite song. I'm pretty sure it wasn't L. He's too busy with his work for all he cares. The song finished and they let go of the pedal cutting off the echo of notes filling my room. I heard them get up and walk out of the room. I stretched and mumbled. did my morning scratches. I looked outside. "Ah. Such a beautiful gloomy day." I yawned a dozen more times and walked over to the piano to find the cover closed. A note was attached to it, "I'm sorry." It was in L's handwriting, that's for sure one thing. But what is he sorry for? Perhaps it was because he, himself, had noticed that he was spending too much time over at the monitor? I couldn't think of anything else that he could possibly be sorry for. I didn't think too much of it and I just stuck the note back on the piano, leaving it as I found it. I walked outside to see everyone in their usual assuming position. But not L. I walked quietly behind everyone. "Where's L?" I said softly, my voice filling the room. Everyone jumped, and Matsuda screamed. "....Uh... All right, feisty." I commented. They all sighed loudly in unison. "Sorry Namiko, this case is just really getting to us and because-" I raised my hand signally Matsuda to quiet, poor guy, he could barely make any sense while talking. "Where's Ryuzaki?" I asked again, using his alias. "The roof." Light said, pointing up. "What the fuck.." I mumbled louder than I should have. Everyone looked back shocked. I stared back at them with the same intensity, "...What... You guys never heard me cuss?" And walked away.
The roof. What in the world would Ryuzaki be doing on the roof? Must get to the roof. Thank gosh we were already near the top of the building. It was raining cats and dogs up here. Seriously. I stood in the shade looking for Ryuzaki. The rain was so loud, and it was falling so hard, I could barely see anything in front of me. I squinted my eyes looking around the roof top. "Ryuzaki!" I shouted out. No answer. I looked again from what I could see standing in the shade. "Ryuzaki!" I shouted, even louder than the first. I saw a slouched figure standing about thirty to forty feet away from where I was. "Ryuzaki?" I yelled again. I saw him waving. "What are you doing out in the rain?" I said loudly. I saw him put a hand to his ear. That bitch, L, you better not make me walk to you. If anything you're walking to me. I sighed loudly. "What are you doing out in the rain!" I yelled louder. He repeated the motion. I hate you. I jogged toward him, giving him 'the' look. He stared off into the distance, like he didn't even noticed me. I stared at him for a few minutes as we stood out here together in the rain. It was the moments when he was unaware that he looked the most handsome. I gave up and started to walk back in, don't get me wrong, I love the rain. But Japan rain is much colder than London. "Do you hear it?" Ten feet away from the shelter, Ryuzaki speaks. I look at him, as if to say 'What?' He looks toward me with no expression. "The bells. Do you hear them?" He repeats. Is Ryuzaki going crazy too? A moment of silence passed between us. I concentrated on nothing else but him and he stared back at me. It was as if the loud pounding sounds of the rain falling against the ground went silent for a second. Like life had been muted and paused.
I snapped back into reality and the rain became loud again. "... What are you talking about Ryuzaki?" I cocked my head to the side at him. He looked at me, thinking, almost. "I... I don't know."
This my children, is what handling the Kira case does to you. It even makes the world's greatest detective go a little crazy.
I sighed loudly. "If you don't know what the hell you're talking about let's just go inside. It's raining, and I'm cold and soaked." Ryuzaki didn't react to what I was saying. He looked me in the eyes and he bit his bottom lip. The rain poured down on his face, but it almost looked like he had just shed a tear. He walked over toward me, closing the two feet distance we stood from each other, and finally, in a long time he hugged me. It was a warm embrace. His cheek felt so soft against mine. He pulled away looking at me and grabbed my hand. His face just inches away from mine. Ryuzaki erased the distance that there was. He kissed me. For once in such a long time, it seemed, Ryuzaki kissed me again. It lasted for just four seconds. But such heavenly four seconds it was. A soft closed mouthed kiss. He pulled away for air and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me in for another one. I closed my eyes as we melted into one. His lips were so soft and warm as the cold rain hit my skin. The kiss, was full of passion. Passion that has been held back. My thoughts being distracted as he sucked on my lower lip, swiping his tongue ever so lightly across it, I, answering back as a reflex. There was no orchestrated dramatic music in the background to intensify the moment, there was piano playing a romantic song, and there was no fireworks in the sky overhead. It was a simple kiss, and it wasn't fake like all those movie kisses that gets everyone's hopes up for their first time. We walked back inside to dry off.
We sat near, but not as close as before, on the steps together. Perhaps was it a sign that indeed we were slowly drifting apart? But didn't he just kiss me? I tried not to think too much about it. I was cold, tired, wet, and stressed out. A dead silence filled the room only to be broken every couple of seconds by the water hitting the floor, dripping, from Ryuzaki's hair. I reached over and wiped his face, and dried out his hair a little. "I'm... Sorry." He murmured. I gasped softly, the note. Ask him about the note M. "Er... There's no need to be sorry, Ryuzaki." I said, softening my tone a little. Why is this so awkward? Usually were joking around each other like there's no tomorrow. Why are things changing to the way they are? He looked up at me. "The note. The one that you found in your room today?" He paused. I waited, to hear what he had to say. "Those two little words... 'I'm Sorry'. They add up the feelings that I cannot express to you saying anything else. It's apologizing for everything that I have ever done to you in the past and present and the future. In the past I apologize for leaving you once, in the present I apologize for being so distant from you, and in the future... I apologize for leaving you once again." He looked down at his feet while saying this. My heart skipped a beat, stopped for a fraction of a second, and started up again. Did he just say that he was leaving me again. I felt my emotions ready to pour out of that bottle. I swallowed that feeling. "Did you say you were... Leaving?" I felt the tingle sensation in my nose, signaling that I was ready to cry. I bit my lip and I sighed, not feeling the sensation to cry anymore. I looked at Ryuzaki straight in the eye. He stood up, refusing to look at me all together and he started to walk away. I stood up, "Ryuzaki." I said sharply, my voice cracking. He stopped in his tracks, "... It will be lonely here without me... won't it... M." He said softly over his shoulder. And continued to walk to the main room.
I couldn't believe it.
What was happening?
bahahahahha, don't you hate me?
stopping the chapter right now
WHHHYYYY MINJUNG
your FACE thats WHY.
im only joking.. really. :D
DONT WORRY
new chapter coming VERYYY soon.
