A/N: I'm so sorry it took me so long to upload chapter 2! To be honest most of it was already sort of done a while ago but I couldn't think of an ending for the chapter and I had a really hard time with the smut so it took me really long to think about it. Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy the new chapter ^^
Rating: Kind of M or T+ (depends on you I guess. Contains cursing, some smut, little dirty talking and Okita's sadism xD)
Disclaimer: I don't own Gintama or it's characters
"Hijikata-san... Hijikata-san" I hear Okita approaching as I start to walk faster, not in the mood to face him. "Hijikata-san, Hiji- oooi, Mayora bastard, I'll blow your head off if you don't turn around now. Your choice but I would prefer it if you choose the latter..."
Grinding my teeth I slowly turn around, not certain about my ability to dodge the blast from his bazooka as I am feeling now. I try to keep my expression as normal as possible while observing Okita's usual bored face. Great. Just what I needed. What does that bastard want?
"What's wrong Hijikata-san? You look a bit... upset? Have you been running around in fear because the terrorist finally got you?" he asks innocently but there's a hint of sarcasm, he's probably wishing he would actually catch me. "Why you- bastard, no they didn't! I'm just not feeling well because someone has been pushing his work on me so I have to overwork all the time" I reply irritated, hoping he'll buy my weak excuse.
I inwardly sigh, I'm just not in the mood to talk, I want, scrap that, I need some time alone to order my confused thoughts. After all, I'm feeling pretty messed up after that happened with the useless natural perm idiot...
"Were you doing something... nice? Hijikata-kun? Something... exciting?" Damn it! I don't want to think about that, get out of my head you pervert! "That's so naughty Hijikata-kun. But you know, it's also rather... exciting" That bastard, who does he think he is? Talking so... so dirty, doesn't he have any shame? I feel a blush spreading on my cheeks as I start to recall those perverted words, fuck, it's all his fault! Just how much fun does he think it is to tease me? I feel my eyebrow twitching and try to think of something else (anything, I mean anything else is fine) but fail miserably. When I see Okita staring at me I'm getting nervous, screw that Yorozuya bastard for messing up my mind!
I feel uncomfortable with Okita observing my every move but it's not like I can ask him to leave, can I? If I do that he'll know something is wrong and probably blackmail me with it! Feeling frustrated I decide to walk away, praying that he'll let me alone for once. I hear footsteps behind me and sigh inwardly, damn it, not giving up? Tch, should've known it wouldn't be that simple to shake him off...
"Hijikata-san... I think you should relax for a bit. Thinking about it you look a bit strange, your cheeks are... flustered? Are you... getting sick?" I can practically hear him smirk. Panic rushes through my body and heart misses a beat as I hear his words, there's no way he knows what happened, right, right? "Just s-shut up! Ya ain't making me feel any better you know" I mumble irritated, still not looking at him. Because of that I don't his expression change into a more evil one. Is he playing a game with me? Just what is he trying to do?
"Why are you getting so irritated Hijikata-san? Ohh, are you insulted that I asked if you were sick?... Well you are always perfectly healthy so I guess it can't be that... hmm... so... maybe something else did happen?" Again my heart misses a beat, ooi! I'm seriously getting worried here!
"But all you did was going on a short patrol this morning, right?" I stand still, turn my head and growl at him as reply as I see is expression, he looks at me with mix between satisfaction, sadism and fake innocence. Wait a moment, just how much does this fucking brat know? I know something is seriously wrong, hearing him feigning ignorance like this... I'm doomed. I'm doomed and there's no way to escape this hell.
"Nothing special happened, ne, Hijikata-san?" He asks again with those innocent eyes but while slightly smirking. I grit my teeth and reply with a short, irritated "no" but know it isn't convincing as I feel my cheeks heating up once again, hating my body for betraying me like this.
I sigh, I guess he knows more than I would like him to know but I also know I can't do anything to stop him... All I can do is keep silent and wondering how long he'll continue this damned nerve wrecking torture.
"Oh... but wait a moment! Now that I think about it... " Okita sounds as if he suddenly remembers something really important and I inwardly jump a bit. I look at him, almost wishing he won't continue this. No, noo, nooo!...
"Something special did happen, ne, Hijikata-san~? Something... no, rather... someone special... We met the Yorozuya danna this morning, you remember?" His voice sounds pleased but there's a sadistic undertone in it, screw that fucking bastard, he's enjoying this way too much! Feeling my anger replaced by panic when he continues to tease me I look away as I continue to blush;
"Tell me... Did something happen between you and danna while you two were all alone?" Okita is now fully smirking at me, damn that shitty brat, he totally got me! "W-what are you talking about? Of course nothing happened you idiot." I try to talk myself out of this but I know it's futile...
"Now don't screw with me, you shouldn't play dumb Hijikata-san." Okita sounds really pissed off now, alarming me to prepare for the worst... "I know you have a very weak spot for danna. I mean come on, don't you remember last night? When I heard you while you were sleep talking, no, rather moa-" "S-shut up! I told you that was n-nothing, I just had a... a n-nightmare, yeah, it was just a nightmare!" I quickly cut him off, too embarrassed to listen to him any longer. I know my excuse isn't convincing at all when I hear myself stuttering and I know I'm blushing, again.
Okita looks pleased at my nervous reaction and raises his eyebrow; "Oh, really?... But you know, Hijikata-san, most people don't moan in their sleep while they're having a nightmare" Okita states dull and glances at me, triumphantly.
Not having the energy anymore to deny it I simply keep looking away. After a awkward silence I softly mumble; "Just stop it already, you said you wouldn't bring it up again, didn't you?" I feel ashamed, I'm unable to deny it because... well... that bastard is right! Damn it all, yeah it ís true!... I hear him chuckle, pleased to get me so embarrassed. I want to get out of here as soon as possible, this is so humiliating...
"Eeehh~? Now when did I say something like that? I can't seem to remember it..." Okita blinks a few times, looking innocent while faking to think about it. Yes you said that you fucking bastard!
I sigh in defeat, knowing there's no way to win against him in an argument. I'm tired of arguing, besides I'm extremely stressed out, cut me some slack already. Okita notices my change in attitude and looks lost in thought. Shit. Well isn't this great. Just what hell is he planning?
While waiting for him to do something I decide to lit a cigarette. I slowly inhale, aaah so good, I feel a lot better now... I'm lost in my own little -happier- world so when I feel a hand on my shoulder I jump up a little, seeing Okita chuckle as I do so. "I've made up my mind Hijikata-san. I think you need some free time to calm down. Don't worry, I'm taking over the patrol for you today. Relax a bit, go to the bath house and enjoy your free day, ne?" Okita sounds actually nice, as if he really cares about me and my health...
I'm shocked. I must have heard it wrong, Okita "King of Sadists" is taking over my patrol and is suggesting I go take a nice, relaxing bath? I raise my eyebrow in disbelieve, he's joking right, right? "What's up with that look Hijikata-kun? You're hurting my pure feelings you know..." I let out a soft grunt, Okita and pure, no way in hell! "So... I guess you don't want a day off?..." Okita asks innocently while he keeps smiling nicely. Creepy. When I don't reply I see him getting impatience, he's getting irritated...
"Okay forget the nice tactic." Okita mumbles, probably thinking aloud. His nice voice is nowhere to be found as he sounds really pissed off right now. Scratching his throat a few times he continues to talk in his -usual- sadistic tone "Listen Hijikata-san, if you don't want everyone from the Shinsengumi ánd Edo to know about your little kink for the Yorozuya danna I suggest you listen to me. You're going to take the day off and spend the rest of the day in the closest bath house, understood? You're, under no condition allowed to leave the, not until it's completely dark outside, okay?. Do you get me, Hijikata-san?" Okita looks irritated but also dead serious at the same time.
"Don't say that aloud in the middle of the street! And damn you bastard, I got it okay! I just need to stay in the bath house till the evening, right? If I do that then will you promise not to tell anyone about what happened last night?" I reply irritated, damn him he's definitely planning something bad! Maybe taking over the Shinsengumi while I'm away?... I don't trust that sadistic bastard but fuck, it's not like I can disobey him now. I mean I don't want anyone, -especially not a certain natural perm haired bastard- to find out about last night...
"Haaai... I promise I won't tell anyone as long as you keep your promise. Now go and have a nice, relaxing bath, Hijikata-san" Okita answers annoyed and pushes me in the direction of the bath house. As I turn around I see him waving slowly while smirking evilly. I let out a soft sigh, knowing I don't have much of a choice but to obey him for now. But why do I have to stay in a bath house, of all places? Well forget it, I'll probably never understand that jerk.
Hesitantly I walk towards the entrance of the bath house, thinking that I might as well enjoy my day off now that I have one, not knowing what evil schemes are being planned behind my back by that sadistic bastard...
I pay the entree price, undress quickly, put a towel on and slowly walk towards the baths. This is the most luxurious bath house in Edo so there are different baths and each one has it own room which are usually really crowded. I decide to go in the first bath I see, surprised to see that it's empty. Well it is still early in the morning after all...
I carefully walk towards the water, trying to keep my balance. Luckily the floor isn't soaked yet so I reach the bath without falling. As I look around I begin to enjoy the idea of having the whole bath, no, the whole room for myself. As I finally sit in the jacuzzi part of the bath I close my eyes, allowing myself to relax for the first time in what, days? Slowly dozing off I unconsciously start to re-call that, the reason I'm in this mess... that damned dream...
It's dark but I'm able to see my own body and I feel I'm laying on my back. I'm wearing my usual day off yukata but it's sloppily draped around me. I notice a hot feeling spreading through my body, making me feel a bit restless. The heat soon gets unbearable and absentmindedly I start to slide the cloth around my shoulders further down till my chest is almost completely exposed. Not that it helps, in fact, it makes me feel even hotter. I still feel restless and the urge to touch myself grows every second. Slightly panting I hesitantly let my hands roam over my chest and belly, not sure what I want to do with them.
When I get impatient my movements get more daring and I accidentally rub over my nipple. It was just for a moment but holy shit, why does it feel so good? Wanting to feel that pleasure again I slowly start to play with my nipples, kinda enjoying the feeling as I suddenly realize how slutty this must look... The realization makes me fluster but even though it feels a bit wrong I'm unable to stop myself, wanting to feel more and more pleasure...
My breath is rising and I'm panting, feeling a bit uneasy as the restless feeling won't disappear... I press my legs closer to each other but that doesn't help at all, it just tenses me up. I pinch my nipple a little harder and I'm surprised when I hear a moan, is that really my voice? I relax my legs again, causing me to spread them a bit. Another wave of pleasure takes over my mind and I unconsciously spread them wider, making me feel slightly embarrassed for some reason... but well... I guess I don't hate the feeling...
Gradually losing myself in the mind consuming pleasure I put 2 fingers on my lips, taking them into my mouth after another groan. Once they're in my mouth I slowly suck on them, trying to do it in an erotic, almost lewd way. I feel strange, it's embarrassing to do this but it feels good at the same time... I keep sucking while I twirl my tongue around them, thoroughly wetting them and moaning, fully enjoying the feeling of sucking and licking them. I close my eyes while I keep licking them, only satisfied when till they're dripping wet with my saliva. Another shot of embarrassment races through me as I think about how slutty I'm acting and how lewd I must look but the shame is turning me on even more...
I reluctantly pull the fingers out of my mouth, using them to wet my almost painfully hard nipples with them, pinching them a bit. I throw my head back, letting out a moan when I feel the mix of pleasure and cold air hitting the abused pink buds.
As I keep pleasuring my nipples with one hand the other is now teasingly roaming over my chest, over belly, slowly moving towards my hard arousal, moving lower and lower... Just when I'm about to touch the painfully aching need I wake up form my lust clouded trance when I hear a soft chuckle next to me.
"Ahh Oogushi-kun, are you trying to turn me on, looking and acting so lewd like that?... I didn't knew you could act so extremely erotic... moaning and touching yourself like that, legs spread open and panting... With your hair messed up, yukata sloppy draped around you and displaying those hard nipples you look like you're begging to be fucked, like you want to be pounded till you can't remember your own name anymore, only screaming in pleasure..."
I freeze as I see Gintoki smirking, looking down on me. I blush like mad as I quickly stand up while trying to re-do my yukata but my hands are shaking. I really want to disappear, ashamed that Gintoki of all people had to see me like this! I snap out of my embarrassment when I feel a pair of lips lightly touching my ear, shuddering from the sudden contact.
"Ne... Oogushi-kun, why did you stop your erotic actions? Aren't you like really really turned on now? Don't you want to continue touching yourself?... You were almost touching your hard cock, don't you want to come?... ne, Oogushi-kun?" Gintoki whispers in a low, seductive voice. I feel the heat spreading through my body again, remembering how nice I felt before I was interrupted...
"Tell me, you were panting and moaning like that while you were only touching your nipples... could you be really that sensitive? Did you feel so aroused just from a little nipple play?" A soft, low purr followed by a small chuckle leave his seducing mouth before he starts to kiss my neck. No, this can't be happening. I'm getting turned on again, just from him talking a little dirty and kissing my neck? Just when I want to protest I let out a soft gasp, a slightly cold hand touch my chest through my yukata. I can feel him smirking as his lips are still pleasuring my neck. He bites softly on the sensitive skin and gives a small lick over the lightly abused flesh, drawing more groans from me. As his fingers wriggle under the cloth I feel a wave of pleasure running through my hard arousal when they find my nipples and begin to rub them, making me feel more turned on and embarrassed than ever. I mean here I am, moaning like some cheap, sluttish girl when I get only touched a little and by a man nonetheless!
Gintoki pulls back after kissing my neck for the last time and looks at me with a mix of lust, sadism and satisfaction. I'm trying to catch my breath I look at him when he starts to talk again "Oh my... look at you... you're already feeling it, ne~? Don't tell me you're getting turned on this much just from me playing a little with your nipples, demonic-vice-commander-san?" he asks in a teasing tone as another chuckle leaves those devilish but pleasurable lips. I can only look away, embarrassed by the fact he's right, I'm really am turned on because he played a little with my nipples...
"Hmm... well... since you're loving whatever I'm doing to you... what do yo say about this;" Soft lips are pressing, lightly kissing a really sensitive spot just behind my ear, making me feel dizzy before he continues; "If you're able to make me feel really, really good I promise I'll do anything, I mean anything you want me to". He sounds so seductive I have trouble concentrating on his words... I feel confused and look at him for help, just what does he mean?... I have to make him feel go- oh JESUS he can't mean th-that, right? Fantasies flow into my head... me, s-serving him as soft moans leaves his throat... him pleasuring me as gasps fill the air... I shake my head to lose those confusing thoughts, my cheeks are on fire and I'm sure I can't get any redder than this.
Gintoki laughs at my shocked, flustered expression and raises his eyebrow, still waiting for a reply. "Y-you mean I have to... t-touch your.. y-your..." I stutter while trying to look away but get stopped by a soft hand on my chin. His lust clouded eyes drawn me in and I know I should refuse his proposal but my lewd body betrays me, reacting so strongly on the mere thought of doing something like that... it's making me feel so turned on I can only think accepting the offer... I can't stop thinking about it, me shyly trying to please him, him pleasuring me... another fantasy is about me laying beneath him, shuddering and moaning in sheer ecstasy... I realize that I want him, I really want him to pleasure me... And if I have to do something for him before that... how bad can it be, right?... I see him growing impatient and finally give a small nod while trying to smile a little, trying to hide my nervousness.
Without replying Gintoki smirks and simply grabs my hand, leading it to his pants and finally pressing my hand against the slight bulge down there. Something in me screams to pull my hand away but I'm unable to move, fascinated by what I'm feeling. Such an unfamiliar feeling but still... somehow it's the same... Without letting me worry too much about it I hesitantly kneel before him as I keep looking at him. He lets out a soft groan of anticipation as I slowly start to unbuckle his small black belt. Once it's off I look up, unsure what to do now. He gets my hint and starts to undo his yukata impatiently, throwing it on the ground once it's off. When he's done he smiles at me, trying to encourage me.
I swallow a few times before I begin to hesitantly undo his black trousers. My hands are shaking a little while fiddling with the buttons and I stubbornly look down, unable to look him in the eyes while doing something that feels so wrong... something that feels so... dirty? Finally done with the buttons I'm about to pull his zipper down when I feel a hand suddenly grabbing my hair, softly yanking my head up, forcing me to look at him.
"Who said you could use your hands? Those slutty hands that can't seem to stop touching your lewd body shouldn't be used to touch me, don't you agree?" I can only agree with him holding my hair like that, feeling a bit shocked by his sudden attitude change. He smiles soothing, trying to tell me there's no need to be worried before he continues "So, since we agree you shouldn't use your hands... you should probably use something else, my dear Oogushi-kun" A small devilish smirk appears while he lets go of my hair.
I'm shocked. Just wait, he can't be serious about that, right? I mean, he want's me to... to...?I look up, wanting this to be a joke but he doesn't look like he's joking. He smiles sweetly at me and gently caress my cheeks with his hand while whispering "Ne, Oogushi-kun, please do it? I want you to do it really bad" I have to swallow a few times, considering what to do now?... I mean t-touching it is one thing, that is something I can live with... but, what he wants me to do is... so, so wrong... it makes me feel so dirty, so sluttish but at the same time it's turning me on! My cheeks are burning by now, there's no way I can do something like that... But I do want him, feeling my burning with desire again... I want him like really really bad...
Gintoki sees me hesitating and leans forward so he can whisper in my ear again "Come on my sweet Oogushi-kun, please do it for me? It would make me really happy... and if you do it I promise I'll pleasure you in any way you want till you can't remember a thing anything else but pleasure, ne? I'll let you cum till you can't anymore..." His hand slowly moves to my neglected arousal, teasingly stroking over it, sending waves of sheer pleasure through my body, making me forget all about what he was asking me. I let out a really sluttish moan, shit I never knew I had a thing for dirty talking! Gintoki smirks and purrs in delight as he sees my reaction, continuing his dirty talking in his low, alluring voice.
"If you want me I could fuck you so hard you'll see nothing but stars around you, pounding into you and hitting that forbidden spot again and again... I promise I'll make you feel so good you forget all about your shame. I will make you scream for more and more, begging over and over again to please let you come, make you feel so horny you'll come all over yourself like the slutty, lewd person you are". Another moan leaves my throat as he puts more pressure on my dripping cock, making it so hard for me to concentrate...
"I could make you feel so turned on you'll move those impatient, lecherous hips on your own, trying to feel me pounding into you even deeper and deeper. Moaning and enjoying the feeling of me fucking that delicious tight, lewd place as you'll start milking me so desperately for my cum, moaning like a whore as I hit your special spot head on and finally making you cum so intensely just from the feeling of me cumming inside you... I'm sure you'll love the feeling of my cum, shooting in that lewd little ass of yours" He softly purrs in my ear and kisses my neck again before he pulls back, standing upright, waiting for me to do that...
I could feel his dirty talking going straight into my cock as I feel it ache with so much need that I feel I could almost cum, just from the thought of what could happen... I breath deeply and out a few times before I hesitantly move my head down, closer to his pants... Blushing madly and feeling really embarrassed that I'm going to do this I move my head even closer, feeling a little anxious but also extremely turned on...
A/N: So, this is it for chapter 2, sorry for stopping right at the "good" part, ehehe... :) It's getting a bit too long if I would write more and I kind of want to keep the smut for the next chapter(s).
If I may I want to say one thing; Oh My God. That was só embarrassing to write! I thought I could've died from a nosebleed or something like that, how do other people do it? I'm gonna try my hardest for the next chapter *gulp, I'm already worred* and I hope I can promise it'll be updated sooner than this one, again, sorry. Please let me know what you think about the smut/dream at the end, I'm not too sure about it so critic/advice is really welcome! :D
For the Gin x Okita fans, I'll try to add some hints in the next chapter so don't worry :) If you have suggestions/ideas on what should happen you can always PM me, I promise I'll think about it (and I'll reply of course). Also, if I made mistakes or other stuff isn't correct feel free to PM me ^^
