A/N Note at the bottom


Lexi POV

"Ugh," I groaned, waking up to the sounds of beeping and a bright white light. "Oh fuck." I looked around and realized I was in a hospital.

I heard someone clear their throat, and I looked over to see a very tired Alex staring at me with pain in his eyes.

"Hey," I whispered, trying to blink back the tears that were forming in my eyes.

"Lexi," Alex sighed, then got up and hugged me tightly. I pressed my face into his shoulder and hugged him back, not wanting to let go. I moved over on my bed and let Alex lay down with me. "How're you feeling?"

"Weird, not sore, just really stiff, I guess," I explained, trying to find the right word.

"Okay," Alex whispered, and I could tell he wanted to talked to talk about it.

"Alex, I don't remember what happened," I confessed, taking his hand.

"The nurse said that might happen," he took a deep breath, and his eyes glazed over, "I walked into the hotel room, I called your name and you didn't answer. I walked into the bedroom and I saw the bathroom door was opened. You were lying on the tile floor, blood gushing out of your wrist. I called 911 and they brought you here, you've been sleeping for a day."

"Oh my God," I whispered, "I'm so sorry I put you through this."

"You're alive that's all that matters. I really thought you were dead," he said, tears in his eyes.

"I'm alive babe," I said, hugging him again. "What did you do about your shows?"

"Not go," he stated, "I've been in this room the second they let me in."

"Alex," I hit his arm, "this is your career, I would've been fine."

"Lexi," he groaned, "just let it go."

"Alright. Thank you for helping me," I replied, kissing him on the lips.

"No problem," he sighed, "can you tell me why? The nurse said you have scars all up your arm, so why do you cut?"

He finally asked me, I thought.

"I'll tell you, but you're going to have to bring everyone in, I'm not repeating the story once I've told it," I explained.

"Okay," Alex replied, getting up, "wait. How did you know the guys were here?"

I laughed, "I saw Jack peek through the window in the door."

Alex shook his head, "I'm going to kill that boy one day."

Alex opened the door to my room, and the rest of the band, Vinny and Matt filed into my room, each of them coming over to give me a hug.

I took a deep breath, then started talking. "Once I got raped my parents just stopped caring about me, it made feel unloved. Even my friends started treating me differently. One time, in the shower, I cut myself. It was an accident, but it made me feel something. I had felt numb, I guess, ever since I was raped, and this gave me feeling again. My friends found out, two years ago, and they stuck my in the hospital and I promised them I would stop. I didn't. Lately I stopped, because being around you guys I felt loved again. But, then yesterday happened. My friend called me, and told me, the guy who raped me got out of juvie jail and I freaked out. I ran into the bathroom and started cutting. I guess I cut an artery, because the blood started to gush, then I blacked out."

"I'm going to ask you for a favor," Alex said, "stop cutting. For me, for the guys, for everyone."

"Alex," I took his hand, "I swear to God, I'm done cutting."

"Good," he replied, "now let's the nurse in here so we can bust you out of this place."

"Yeah, we'll go get her, c'mon guys," Rian said, dragging everyone out of my room.

"I can't believe you're being this sweet," I said to Alex, who was walking back to my bed.

"I love you, that's why," Alex replied, leaning down to kiss me.

"I love you, too," I whispered, then I closed the space between us and started kissing Alex.


And this story is done!

Don't worry, I'm going to start the sequel either tonight or tomorrow

Disclaimer: I do not own All Time Low or any other name brand I use in this story

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