A/N: Wow, I can't believe I'm updating so fast! I hope you'll enjoy the new chapter, please forgive me if the smut is a little awkward. I don't really know how that stuff goes so I have to do with info from other fanfictions and my imagination... Well, enough about that, here's chapter 5 :)

Rating: T+ or M, kinda depends on you I guess. (Smut, swearing and dirty talking)

Disclaimer: I do not own Gintama, nor it's characters


~~ I could feel his dirty talking going straight into my cock as I feel it ache with so much need that I feel I could almost cum,
just from the thought of what could happen...
I breath deeply in and out a few times before I hesitantly move my head down, closer to his pants...
Blushing madly and feeling really embarrassed that I'm going to do this I move my head even closer,
feeling a little anxious but also extremely turned on... ~~

I'm ashamed of myself. I really am. For gods sake, I'm the demonic-vice commander! I shouldn't even consider doing this. And still... here I am; kneeling down for a lazy, good-for-nothing guy who caught me when I was... .. p-playing with myself...

Shit, just thinking about it makes me so ashamed I want to disappear! And the worst thing of all is; somewhere, in the back of my head I know I'm actually kinda enjoying this... Just what the hell is wrong with me? Am I really that much of a masochist? This isn't even funny anymore!

Losing myself in worries, I don't notice Gintoki growing a little impatient. Only when I feel his hand on the back of head I snap out of it, feeling a little guilty about leaving him in anticipation. Wait. What? Why the hell should I feel sorry for letting that pervert wait? I mentally shake my head, this isn't the time to worry about that. I softly mumble an apology, why did I do that? There's something wrong with me!, and the hand affectionately ruffles through my hair, telling me it's all right. I take a deep breath, am I really gonna do this? before I hesitantly put my hands on his hips. I wait a moment, mentally preparing for thát...

Gintoki's hand gently pushes me a little closer, encouraging me but suddenly let's go, wanting me to do the rest. With my hands on his hips I gently pull him a little closer while I move my head a little. I feel my cheeks burning, this feels so wróng! ~You shouldn't lie to yourself like that... you actually want to do it, ne? You're actually getting aroused from the thought of sucking him off... why not just admit it to yourself?~ W-what? Shut up, you're completely wrong! ~Oh really? Then why are you hard... and why is your heart beating so fast?...~ Knowing I can't deny those facts I simply ignore the soft voice in my head; promising myself that I'm nót gonna enjoy it. No way.

I hear a soft groan of frustration and quickly close the remaining distance, blushing like mad. I tilt my head a little, just how am I supposed to find the zipper? I'm too close to actually see it... Shyly I look up to Gintoki who let's out a tortured grunt. I hesitantly open my mouth and push my tongue a little forward, trying to find the zipper with my tongue. When I finally find it I try to pull it down with my teeth, god this is beyond embarrassing, why couldn't I just use my hands? When the cursed zipper is finally down I let go and quickly pull back. Relief washes through me but quickly fades as I realize everything just starts now.

"Ahh, I'm proud of you, I knew you could do it" his gentle words make me a little confused, why am I getting confused when he praises me like that? "Well then, because you did so well, you may use your hands to do the rest". I mentally let out a sigh of relief, I was really worried how I should've pulled down his pants otherwise. As response I just nod, too embarrassed to say something... like hell I'll thank him for allowing something like that! As he stares at me I get the hint and start to undress him further. First his black shoes and finally his pants. I swallow a few times before I -with trembling fingers- start to pull down his boxer. I quickly look up to check if everything is all right and see Gintoki smiling sweetly at me, patiently waiting. I look down again, not knowing how to react when he smiles like that.

When I pull his boxer down I see his -already hard- cock twitching a little because of the temperature change. Without further thinking, it would only make things more difficult, I carefully wrap my hand around it, trying not to hold it too tightly. I'm surprised by how strange, yet familiar it feels; almost like my own... It's a little bigger than mine and it's warmer but it's really not that different from jerking myself off... At least, that's what I'm trying to tell myself.

I have no idea what I should do, I guess I should just do what I like myself? Experimentally I move my hand a few times, earning a soft moan from Gintoki. I try adding a little more pressure, trying to find a nice rhythm. My cheeks are slowly burning while doing such an embarrassing act, it feels so strange to do this...

After pumping the cock with my hand a few times I slowly rub the tip, spreading the small bead of pre-cum over his shaft. The white stuff is sticking on my hands and I look at it in curiosity, it's a little different from mine yet it seems so familiar. Almost in a trance I let go of his cock, just looking at my hand. The pre-cum is spread over my fingers, the sight is strangely appealing... I have -once- tasted my own cum; it wasn't that bad to be honest... I wonder.. how this... .. I.. I-I kind of want to...
Without really thinking about it I bring the hand to my mouth and slowly suck on a finger, moaning a little as I do. I'm surprised when I taste the slightly familiar substance, it tastes a little strange with the unfamiliar sweet after taste but I think I kind of like it... To be honest, the taste even arouses me a little. I feel my cock twitching a little, this is really bad, getting turned on from the taste of his cum... that's just so wrong, I know!... Yet I can't help it...

Thinking about the odd yet to be expected sweet taste I don't notice how eagerly I'm sucking my fingers until I hear a teasingly husky voice; "Ohh, to think that my cute little demonic-vice commander is actually such a lewd person~ Did you really want to taste my cum so badly?~ Ne.. do you like the taste? I think so... seeing how eagerly you're sucking your fingers, lewdly licking them till there's nothing left..." A dark chuckle rings through the air "Since you like the taste so much... wanna taste the real thing now, Oogushi-kun?"

I quickly pull the fingers out of my mouth, this is so embarrassing... but... shit, I hate to admit it but he's right, I'm really shameless to do this kind of thing. And to even enjoy it... There must be something wrong with me.. "Well? Do you want to, Oogushi-kun? Tell me.. do you want it?" Hearing his threatening tone I snap out of it again. A new blush spreads on my cheeks as I softly whisper "I... I want to.. .." A devilish chuckle makes me blush even more "Ohh~ I'm afraid I can't hear you, you should say it again... but this time a little louder, okay?" Gintoki orders in a teasing yet serious manner "I said... I-I.. I want to!" "Ahhh, now I heard you... But tell me, what exactly do you want?" again with that teasing tone of him he orders me to say those embarrassing things.. "..Y-your.. ..I-I want to suckyourcock.." I quickly whisper the last words, flustered to say them aloud. His hand ruffles through my hair again as response, telling me I should make my words come true.

Without looking at him I shyly move my head a little closer, wrapping my hand around his hard cock again. I give a few strokes before I open my mouth a little, breathing a little on the tip. When I don't put it in my mouth I hear a frustrated groan, pushing me to take some action. I softly lick the tip a few times, twirling my tongue around it while moving my hand a few times... this is so humiliating, sucking off another guys cock.. but shit, even though I feel like a cheap slut I can't say I hate it... the sweet taste is even stronger now, it's strangely tasty.. I give a last, strong lick before I hesitantly open my mouth, again, and take the tip into my mouth. A strange mix of arousal and embarrassment take over my mind for a second but I shake off the feeling, concentrating on what I must do. I experimentally suck a little on it, earning more moans before I continue. Using my tongue to twirl around it earns me another groan, I think it's good what I'm doing? I slowly try to take more into my mouth while moving I continue to jerk him off, is he really feeling good because of me?...

"Nggh.. ... suck a little harder... .. aaahh~ yeah, just like that... You're so good at this, even though it's your first time... Do you like it? Do you like it to have my cock in your mouth, to suck on it and taste my cum? Ne~?" His husky voice turns me on even more, damn him and his dirty talking... does he know I have a thing for it? In response I just nod obediently while letting out a soft moan, trying to please him more. "Aaaahh~ So good... again, moan for me my little slutty demonic-vice-commander" Embarrassed I let out another moan while I bob my head a little, earning another moan from Gintoki. I feel my cock getting wet with pre-cum, his dirty talking is turning me on so much..

I'm now almost enthusiastically licking the warm flesh while sucking on it, slowly losing my shame as I try to take more in my mouth. It's almost fully in when I bob my head faster while moaning again, knowing he likes it when I make those lewd sounds... After a while I pull my head back so only the tip remains in my mouth. I lick the slit a few times while quickly pumping the shaft with my hand, taking a little break from all the sucking. After a few pumps I feel his hand on my head again, pushing me a litte. I get the hint and let go with my hand, trying to relax my throat as he pushes his cock further in my mouth; it's fully in now. I groan softly when he starts to move slowly, it's hard to keep up with. After a few thrusts he notices I'm getting used to it and speeds up a little, grabbing my hair as he does. I let out another moan, it's strangely arousing to have someone pull your hair... The thought of him fucking my mouth like this turns me on a little, my cock is aching almost painfully with need... I'm so turned on now I don't really care what happens, as long as it brings me pleasure.. I feel my cock twitching really hard now, hell, I can feel it dripping with all my pre-cum! Almost unconsciously I move my free hand towards my pants, wanting to jerk off so badly...

Suddenly Gintoki stops thrusting and moves his cock out of my mouth. He looks down on me and smirks teasingly; "Nhh~? How shameful Oogushi-kun, are you feeling it so much from giving someone a blow job that you want to cum?.. Even though it's your first time? Neee~ tell me, do you want to cum like this; my hard cock thrusting in your slutty mouth while you're touching yourself, moaning and begging for my cum? Are you moaning so lecherous because you want me to fuck your tight little ass, just like I'm fucking your mouth now?... Are you enjoying sucking me off like because you're finally discovering the cock needing slut deep down in you?... Tell me; do you want it? Do you want me to cum in your mouth, do you want my cum? Tell me or I won't let you cum anytime soon..." Fuck, his dirty talking is too much... I feel like I'll cum in my pants if he keeps talking like this!

"Y-yeah.. I... .. I'm turned on.. b-because I'm sucking your c-cock... .. I-I want... I want y-your cum... I-I want your cum while you're f-fucking my s-slutty mouth.." I hate how much this dirty talking is turning me on, how he forces me to say those embarrassing things... But I want, no, I need to cum so badly, I don't care what I have to do anymore... "If you want to release you'll have to make me come first... and of course you'll have to drink every last drop of it" A devilish grin spreads on his face while I feel my cheeks burning, I never thought that far ahead... about having to... swallow... I shake my head, I'm not giving up now, not after doing all those... things..

Without thinking further I take his hard cock in my mouth again, sucking and moaning without any shame. All I want is for him to cum and then finally release myself, aaah~ getting sweet blissful release... Gintoki let's out a moan, moving my head even faster with his hand. I taste more pre-cum and after a few more thrusts he groans "I-I'm cumming.. drink all of it, my little slut... aahh~!" His cock gets even bigger, making it really hard to have all of it in my mouth but finally; his hot cum shoots in my throat. Gintoki pulls out of my mouth and lets out a final groan. Meanwhile I try to swallow all of the hot cum, not wanting to spill something and risk not being allowed to cum myself. Just when I'm about to swallow I feel a hand pulling my chin up, forcing me to look into his lust clouded eyes.

"Open your mouth. Don't spill anything or you'll be punished so bad you won't even remember your own name; I'll make you scream from sheer pain and pleasure until you're completely broken.. Till you're a mess, begging just for more.. If you don't want that I recommend you savior my precious little gift~" Gintoki warns me in a stern voice while smirking devilishly. I slowly open my mouth, desperately trying not to spill anything but it's too much... I feel a little bit dripping down my chin, no, noo, I don't want to be punished... I don't want to be tortured like that, please , I just want to cum... Just when I'm about to stop it Gintoki himself wipes it off, looking a little angry now. He's silent for a moment before he says "That's enough, you can swallow it now. Make sure you enjoy it~" I obediently close my mouth and swallow. I shamefully have to admit that I kind of enjoy the now familiar sweet taste and let out a shameful moan, I really am a cum whore, enjoying his cum so much...

"Here, lick off. You almost spilled it, that would be such a shame ne? A cum hungry slut like you wouldn't like to spill this precious cum, right~?" Gintoki holds out his cum covered finger and I quickly begin to lick off it off, with each lick I feel myself getting more impatient, I want to cum so badly.. And then I suddenly realize it; I must look like some cheap skank, sucking off cum from a guys finger and enjoying it... just how low can I sink? Getting off so much just from licking his finger... but... aahh~ it feels nice... I let out a soft whimper when he pulls his finger back, slightly missing the feeling."Good, I expected nothing less of you, my slutty Oogushi-kun. Now, since you did what I said I think I should reward you. Stand up and don't do anything, just wait." I mentally let out a relieved sigh, finally I'll get my release...

I quickly stand up and immediately I feel his lips ravishing my sensitive spot behind my ear, his hands are already undoing my pants and massaging my butt. I'm overwhelmed by the pleasure he's giving me, it feels so good! His lips curl into a smirk and suddenly I feel them pressing on mine... Unable to think I just kiss back, quickly losing the battle of dominance when he deepens the kiss. It's a passionate, with lust filled kiss and as soon as it came it's over, leaving me dazed and panting when he pulls back.
While trying to catch my breath Gintoki finally frees my aching cock. His soft, almost teasing touches make my painfully aroused cock ache with a need I never felt before, making it leak with pre-cum. When he gives a firm stroke I finally lose it, Ohhh god, this is so good... more, more..! I throw my head back in sheer pleasure as he starts to pump and let out a sultry moan, I can't help myself anymore, I need him, I wánt him...
When I feel something wet circling against my entrance I tense up a little, unfamiliar with the feeling. As Gintoki notices it he whispers that everything is all right and that I just have to trust him. I slowly relax and I feel something entering me... it feels a little strange but it doesn't hurt, it's just a little uncomfortable. The finger slowly moves in a little deeper, causing me to tense up again.

"Nggh.. … .. aahh~ .. d-don't... … nghhh! Don't... … aaahh~ nhh.. …" Gintoki continues to pleasure my aching cock and in combination with his finger it feels strange but... pleasurable. After I relax again he slowly adds a second one, stretching my insides more. I let out a hiss, it feels rather uncomfortable now. He continues to push the second finger in deeper, moving it with the first one. When they're fully in I suddenly see a flash of white, pleasure takes over my mind and I let out a loud moan "So.. good... .. ne~.. … Aaahhn!.." Gintoki grins while he strokes my cock a little faster and I feel myself clamping down on the fingers, wanting to increase the tightness even more. As they bump against thát place I almost lose myself. My head gets hazy, clouded with sheer lust...

"Ahhh~... .. feels so ... .. ngggh~ … ahhn, ahhh!"

I faintly hear Gintoki chuckling, who's clearly enjoying my lewd reactions. I know I should be embarrassed but I'm too focused on getting my release; there's no room for shame... When he pulls his fingers back a little I unconsciously move my hips down, earning another pleased chuckle.

"Such a lewd expression, are you tempting me? You look like you're begging me to fuck you until all you can do is scream with pleasure, you like like you want nothing more than my hard cock pounding into this loose hole, completely filling up your slutty ass. You know, Oogushi-kun, you're such a whore.. this is your first time getting fingered and yet you're moaning like crazy, just how sluttish are you?" While talking, his hand is teasingly slow pumping my dick, oh, ngghh~ it's feels soooo good.. so good but I need more.. it's just not enough.. more... I need more... more...

"h-h-harder.. ngghh~" Suddenly his all movements stop, causing me to whimper softly. "Don't you tell me what to do, remember who's in charge here. Just because I'm making you feel good doesn't mean you can order me around. Do it again and I'll torture you till can't think straight anymore." A sadistic smirk appears on his face again before he continues "If you want more... you should try begging for it."

".. … m-mean!" I don't want to... but shit, this is driving me crazy! I want to feel those fingers inside me, hitting that place till I can't think anymore! His sinful hand slowly rubs against my slit and massages the rest of my shaft teasingly, drawing shameless moans from my lips. His other hand is still slowly pulling out, causing me to wriggle with my hips, trying to get those fingers back in. Don't... more... I need more... aahh~ Finally I give in, softly begging "… p.. .. p-please?.. .. ... nghh! … .. m-more... .. …. m-more.. .. please?..."

"Yes, that's more like it. Moan for me, moan while I'm finger fucking your slutty ass... But still, to enjoy getting fingered for the first time so much; it's really shameful. You were even moving your hips when I tried to pull them out, talk about shameful!" Oh god, that dirty talking is so.. so.. sexy... "I-I'm sorry.. but... please, I want you to f-fuck me with your fingers, please! Please fuck me so hard I'll scream out of extacy... I want it so badly..." Before I can even react Gintoki roughly slams his fingers back inside, hitting thát place dead on. I throw my head back in sheer pleasure, completely losing it when he starts pumping my cock again

""Nghh... .. aah!.. … … yes... .. s-so good.. … ... nhhh~ … .. .. … please.. … ne~ .. Gin-san!~.."

While calling out his name I finally cum, feeling my walls desperately clamping down on his fingers while I shoot my cum over his hand. I'm panting, my mind blank and feeling blissful from cumming so hard. I suddenly feel a warm hand on the back of my head, is it Gintoki? no... It feels different from before?.. A moment later I'm unable to think as I feel soft, burning lips pressing ever so lightly on mine...

It feels like Gintoki is kissing me again... but something is different... His lips are softer... They're also warmer.. They feel more… real? Somewhere in the back of my mind I hear a soft moan and it's warm around me, almost like I'm being hugged... Unconsciously I lean towards the warmth, it feels nice... As I feel Gintoki -I guess it's him- deepening the kiss a little I softly moan. More.. more... Embrace me, hold me tightly... This warmth, it's so gentle and soothing~ I unconsciously reach out to him, wanting to touch him, feel him closer... when I feel his soft cheek I feel a small jolt of happiness. Loving the soft skin under my fingers I affectionately caress it while kissing him a little more passionately. Slowly losing myself in the sweet warmth of the kiss, the embrace, his soft lips, everything; I feel blissful. I feel extremely happy, blissful and somehow slightly nostalgic... my heart is almost bursting from all the strange feelings...

When Gintoki slowly pulls back from me I feel like I'm fainting, the world spins around me. It feels like I'm going through an invisible wall, only after I'm "through it" the spinning stops. After taking a deep breath I feel slightly better, yet somehow different... I notice that I'm sitting and for some reason my legs feel wet... I slowly open my eyes, blinking a few times before I'm awake enough to notice him. No. No... No, no way. Noooo way. Noooo f-ing way! What the fuck is Gintoki, I mean the REAL one, doing here? Why is he looking so guilty? Why is he fidgeting with his fingers? Why won't he even look at m- Oh No. Noooo no no. This isn't happening! Calm down, this can't be real... .. Shit, does that me that he just kissed me? It wasn't just my sick and twisted wet dream? Just why would he do that?.. Okay, calm down. Ask him what happened, don't jump to conclusions. Just... calm down. I scratch my throat a few times before I break the awkward silence, still unsure what exactly happened.

"S-so... ehhm... .. what a-are you doing here?... and... … ehh... .. why were you.. well... .. you know... .. doing that..?" Hearing his answer surprises me, he actually came here to apologize for this morning? I thought he would just joke about it and act like it was nothing... Perhaps?.. is it... strange to think that maybe, just maybe... he also l- I mentally shake my head, I can't just go and guess his feelings. If I want to know what he feels I should ask him...

I take a deep breath before I hesitantly ask; "Are you... do you really mean that...?" I look closely at his face, seeing him looking rather embarrassed as he just nods a little, he doesn't even look me straight in the eye! And I can't help it, after seeing him like that my hearts starts beating a little too fast... My cheeks are getting too warm and a hopeful feeling spreads through my chest. What if... what if he feels that way? I'm happy, so happy just from the thought of it... But what if he isn't serious? I wouldn't survive such an humiliation... But then again, if I'm not honest about my feelings, how can I expect him to be? Okay, relax and just say it...

"Really?... because.. .. well... I.. … IthinkIkindoflikeyoualittle... so... don't you dare to say this was a joke too... I won't forgive you if you do... I'll make you commit seppuku then!"

Oh god, that was so uncool! I could feel my voice shaking and why the hell am I threatening him when I just c-confessed? Well done, you officially screwed up. God, I wish I could take that back! I'm so embarrassed... I wake up from my self pity when I hear Gintoki saying those impossible words ~"No, I swear that I mean it. I'm not joking around, I promise"~ There's no way... right? I bet he's just playing along to laugh at me later.. but I can't help thinking; what if... what if he's serious? I can't help it, I want it to be true so much... But can I really trust him? When I feel his hand gently ruffling through his hair, feeling those warm arms embracing me; I can't help but pull him closer, at least wanting this moment of sweet ignorance if it turns out to be a lie...

And then he finally says it. The words I've been waiting for, secretly longing for to hear... even before I realized it myself, I wanted him to say it, those painfully and awkward sweet words.. My heart is beating like crazy and my cheeks are on fire, slightly feeling embarrassed that I'm so moved by all this. But I'm also happy, so incredibly happy it fills my chest with this strange light fluffy feeling~ So I ask it him again, to hear those sweet words;

"Really..? Do you really mean that?.."

His answer leaves me blushing and absolutely speechless; I never knew he paid that much attention to me... With everything he said my chest ached with so much happiness it was almost painful, every time he said something I feel like I should wake up from this sweet blissful dream... I don't know how to reply so I just hold onto him, holding on tight because I'm afraid I would lose him if I let go. When he finished I felt so much I didn't knew what to do, what to say... So I just told him the truth;

"Y-you idiot... how can even say those embarrassing things? I'm almost dying of shame here, you baka..." But still, I'm so happy you said them, I never hoped that you would... feel those things for me... I didn't even realized how much I liked you for so long, but I'm so happy now, I feel like I'm dreaming~... I'm not brave not strong enough to say those words, too embarrassed to even think them. So I just told him the few words I could tell him, those words I've longed to say without embarrassment, without fear of being rejected, those sweet and honest words;

~ "M-me too... I.. .. I-I also like you.." ~


A/N: That was kinda difficult... I'm not sure if the smut part went well but I tried! Anyway I hope you liked the new chapter :)
I might change it a little in the next few days so if you notice some changes, it's because of that.
-As I said I changed a few things, I hope it's a little better now-

I'm not too sure how to continue their relationship. I think it'll be a kind of fluffy (but cute Hijikata will act a little more tsundere) relationship with some smut in it but before we reach that point it'll be a difficult struggle for both of them.. or something along those lines :)