For two days I attempted to hide out form Esme and Carlisle's wrath. I stayed in my room all day and all night. Eli and Cassy never left their room, but then again it wasn't something pleasant they were doing. And Shawna and Cobbi did the same, surprisingly. Though Nate and Kat went walking around the house at certain points in time, they avoided our parents at all coasts.
Don't get me wrong, I love my room. Black marble flooring, white walls with gold trees, silver rain, and black vines trailed up to the top with neon flowers, butterflies, and dragonflies pop out at you. Shinny stars dangle from the royal blue fabric covered ceiling.
White and black leather chairs and couches gave me some where to lunge and, though I didn't need it, a platinum-framed bed with black and white sheets was in one corner near my desk. A closet hid in the wall. A closet that may just be bigger then my room. Across the room was an unnecessary bathroom.
But today I could careless. It had been two days; it was safe to leave now. Plus it was the crack of dawn; no one in their right mind would be out of their room at this hour.
Slowly and carefully, I snuck out of the room with sly sneakiness. With spy like stealth, I progressed my way to my office. Shawna and Cassy share an office (an art room), Carlisle and Esme both have their own (I don't know what they look like; no one but their selves are allowed in), Kat has her own in the attic (a gymnastics arena), side-by-side with Eli and Nate's office (a weapons chamber for fighting tactic rehearsals). My office was a music room/ library.
Quickly, I got down to my office. It was beautiful, royal blue carpet, gold walls, a black piano over the part of the floor that raises (picture the place in Jonas where Nick has his drums that raises out of the floor revealing a place to relax), two drum sets are pushed back towards the wall, guitars, guitar picks, drum sticks, and bands posters hung from the wall. Books, and bookcases were everywhere. It is a true heaven!
I grabbed a guitar and sat down in the area under my piano that was now pulled off the ground and now suspended in the air near the ceiling. The only bad thing about this room is it is one of the few rooms in the whole house that isn't sound proof because on the rare occasion that I do play music, Esme likes to listen.
I sat down and started playing "I Do Not Hook Up" by Kelly Clarkson
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
You've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it
Slow motion, sparks
You've caught that chill
Now don't deny it
But boys will be boys
Oh, yes, they will
They don't wanna define it
Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
I can't cook no, but I can clean
Up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beat
As I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now
So love the one you're with
You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause I feel
The distance
Between us
Could be over
With the snap of your finger
Oh no!
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me, I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand,
Your heart on your sleeve
Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say...
Cause the more that you try, the harder I'll fight
To say goodnight
Oh, sweetheart, put the bottle down
Cause you don't wanna miss out
I put down my guitar and turned on my sterio. The background music for "Halo" by Beyonce played and I sang to it.
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling them down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standin' in the light of your Halo
I got my angel now
Its like Ive been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
Its the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm lookin' now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your Halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
Its written all over your face
Baby I can feel your Halo
Pray it wont fade away
Cassy, Shawna, Kat, Eli, Nate, and Cobbi had joind me down here and the girls sang backup for me.
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore Id never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity cant begin
To pull me to the ground again
Feels like Ive been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
Its the risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everyone had now joined us down hear and Esme smiled as I sang to my self, with my eyes closed.
Everywhere I'm lookin' now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your Halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
Its written all over your face
Baby I can feel your Halo
Pray it wont fade away
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Halo, Halo
Everywhere I'm lookin' now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your Halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
Its written all over your face
Baby I can feel your Halo
Pray it wont fade away
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I could tell that if Esme could, she'd be crying happy tears right now. "Bella, that was fantastic!" she told me, rushing over and hugging me tightly.
"Thanks." I whispered, hug her back. It felt good knowing that Esme liked my singing. Maybe it was because my biological mother never gave a crap about me. Or maybe it was because it ment Esme had forogten my bitchieness. But what ever reson it was didn't mater. All that matered was… actually I don't know that one, but it has to be important. Maybe it's the feel of family and friends. The feeling of love
"So what are we going to do today?" Kat asked, ending the hugie-feelie monent.
Shawna and Cassy looked at eachother as if sharing thoughts, then turned back to us. I knew the look on their face the moment I saw it.
"Truth or Dare." I said with a sigh. This would be…fun. This would be realy fun.
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