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Chapter 3:
Bella's POV
Edward and I are together again finally. I couldn't truly believe this yet, but I am not going to tell him that. It would hurt his feelings more and I am not going to ruin any time I do have with him. We are walking into the forest now. My first hunt.... wonderful, I thought sarcasticly. Then it hit me, I was a new born vampire. Aren't I supposed to lose my loving feelings for Edward and I am supposed to feel very disorientated. All I feel is pure happiness as I look at my Edward. I can call him my Edward again for now. Have I just skipped over being a new vampire?
"Edward?" I asked.
"Yes, love?" He answered me with pure joy in his eyes. I couldn't understand why he was so happy. He doesn't really love me so why put on an act?
"Aren't I supposed to be ravenous and crazy like a new born vampire?" I asked him curiously.
"Yes. You are." He chuckled.
"So....... why aren't I?" I hesitated. What is so funny?
"I am not sure, but I am sure Carlisle would be able to help you a little with it." He chuckled again.
"What's so funny?" I asked a little agitated.
He saw that I was getting annoyed and answered,"You are a very special girl, Bella. More special than I even knew."
"What do you mean?" I was annoyed by this point. Maybe he was getting ready to ditch me and he just thought he'd add a little bit more cruelty to it.
"Don't be offended, love. What I mean is that you skipped being a new vampire, got back to your normal feelings, and you haven't even talked about your thirst."
As soon as he said thirst, my throat burst into flames. Now I know how Edward must have felt all the time around me. I was glad that I didn't cause him that pain anymore.
"Oh, well thanks, I guess." I replied.
"So what have you been upto the last six months?" I hesitated. I didn't want to make him mad at me. I didn't want him to think I was being pushy.
"Nothing really. Just hunting." He replied back to me instantly. "What about you?"
"Oh..... ahhhh.... sitting in pain I guess." I said bitterly. I didn't really want to bring it up yet but it slipped out of my mouth before I could stop it.
"Me two. I am so sorry about what I did to you, Bella. I was just trying to keep you safe. I saw that you being with me put you in danger and I don't have to worry about that anymore, do I?" He smiled. How could he smile? He ripped me to pieces.
"It broke me, Edward. If you hadn't have saved me, I probably would have been happier dead than alive. If I hadn't promised to stay out of trouble, I probably would have killed myself." I sighed.
"Oh Bella! I am so sorry. I know how you feel. It broke me too, but you did a better job surviving it. You atleast tried to pretend for Charlie, I just curled up on the ground and let the pain have me, I couldn't even be around my own family." He choked out. Oh maybe he loves me after all. It doesn't seem like Edward to drag something out like this.
"So you do love me still?" I asked slowly.
"You still don't believe it? I love you Bella and I will never leave you. Never ever again!" He sincerely said.
My body lit up. I felt that I was standing on top of the world. Edward loved me back! I jumped forward and kissed him right on the lips. It wasn't as cautious as other kisses. We didn't need to be anymore.
"Okay. As much as I hate to break this up, you really need to hunt now, preferably before you bite me." He laughed.
"Alright." I sighed. "What do I do?"
"Well first, what do you smell?"
Before I could answer, I was behind Edward. His body was tensed and I felt danger pouring off him.
"Bella?" said a voice from the trees.
I knew that voice.
"Jacob?" I answered.
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