MP ch5a

A/n: This is probably one of my most favorite chapters out of this fic….and I can't wait to hear all of your reactions.

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Now…let's see what our Rockerward is up too, shall we?

EPOV

This party is lame and all I see around me are people who want a piece of my so-called fame. None of them mean anything to me; I don't know why I'm even here.

There was only one place I wanted to be and that wasn't possible so I decided to get fucked up instead.

I grabbed a beer out of the cooler and started to walk through the crowded room.

"Hi Eddie," some skanky girl said, grabbing my arm as I passed her by. She pulled me around to face her as she leaned into me. I was in the middle of a crowd and to the casual observer it looked intimate between us, but it was far from that. I didn't even know her name much less wanted to be with her in any way.

I yanked my arm back and scowled at her, "Don't touch me."

"Come on, don't be that way." She purred and moved close enough that her pointy breasts brushed up against my chest.

"I said don't touch me," I growled through gritted teeth.

"Fine." She stepped back with her hands up in front of her. "Guess you aren't worth it after all."

She turned and made her way through the crowd as I turned and went the opposite direction.

I finally spotted an empty chair just inside the front entrance and pushed through the throngs of people until I was able to sit down, alone and undetected.

I nursed my beer and wished that Jasper were here so I could score a joint or two for the weekend. But, he was busy with his family this weekend. We'd be back on the road in a few weeks so he was obligated to spend time with them.

I knew that my Aunt Esme and Uncle Carlisle were in town for a few days because they'd been at my graduation. I should probably make time for them but, they understood that I was a young man that needed to be around friends. At least I hoped they did.

Friends. What a joke, because I'd probably never speak to anyone in this room but Eric and Garret after tonight.

There was only one person that mattered to me and she wouldn't be caught dead in a place like this, or so I thought.

I scanned the room; I hoped to find someone that might have some weed. There were plenty of people here that probably would be able to help me with that one request. I just wasn't sure that they could help me out and be discreet about it. So that was another failure for tonight.

Just when I thought this awful night couldn't get any worse I looked up and saw Bella walk into the room. She looked scared and nervous but like she was on a mission. I watched her from my perch as she looked my way then continued to scan the room for anyone but me.

She looked as beautiful as always. Her dark brown hair stretched down the middle of her back, long and loose while her legs stretched on for miles in the short skirt that she wore.

My body was on fire for her and my mind reeled with the fact that she was here, at this party, tonight. She was in my environment, completely out of her element. It stunned me that here I sat alone, craving her and she walked in.

We hadn't spoken since last June when she snuck a phone call to me on my cell phone. I'd been on the road with band and she was about to leave for Europe. She begged me to come to Europe with her but she knew good and well that I couldn't do that.

I watched her walk through the room before she finally spotted someone she knew and said hi. They offered her a drink and she took it. That scared me, because who knew what was really being served up in those red cups.

I was able to watch her for a few minutes before her eyes scanned the room and landed back on me. Our eyes locked and it was like everything else faded away. Time spun around us and we were thrust right back into our own little bubble.

She started to walk towards me, our eyes never left the other's as she stalked towards me like I was her prey. God knows that I was definitely her prey...she was always and will forever be my kryptonite.

"Hi," she softly said once she stood in front of me.

"Hi, Princess," I smiled back at her with that smile that was meant only for her. I patted my thigh for her to sit down. She hesitated for a moment, then smiled at me and sat down.

I instantly took a deep whiff of her intoxicating aroma. It made my dick hard and my heart ache for her in a way that I could never explain to anyone but her.

"I've missed you," I whispered, deep and husky, into her ear. I felt her shiver and settle back into my side.

Her face turned towards mine and our eyes locked again, "I've missed you so much, Knight." There was so much emotion in her shaky voice.

I leaned in and brushed my lips against her as we both moaned at the impact. It didn't take but a few seconds for the kiss to deepen as our passion reignited.

She turned and locked her arms around my neck as my arms held her tight to my body. When we pulled back for air I whispered in her ear, "Let's get out of here, go somewhere private."

She nodded her assent and slid off my lap. Her hand locked itself into mine as we made our way to the back door of the house. I knew the pool house was empty so that's where I headed.

I pulled her tight against me and wrapped my arm around her waist once we were outside and on the stone path to our destination.

I opened the door and let her walk in first, I looked around to make sure that no one saw us before I shut and locked the door behind me. Within two seconds I had her pushed against the wood of the door and my lips crashed down on hers in a heated kiss.

I ground my hard cock against her belly before she brought her legs up to wrap around me. My hands settled on her ass and we both moaned at the instant friction that we created with our bodies when they perfectly aligned.

"I need you, Bella...oh God, how I need you," I murmured against her neck as my lips made their way around her skin. I made sure to taste every inch I could reach.

Her hands were in my hair as she held my head firm against her, "Please Edward...make me yours once and for all." Her voice was breathy and full of need in her request.

That was all I needed to hear as I pulled her off the door while she clung around me with her arms and legs. My eyes scanned the space and I quickly made my way across the room to the small bed in the corner.

"Are you sure, Bella?" I asked once I laid her down and looked into her pleading eyes.

"Yes, Edward...I've never been more sure of anything in my whole life. I belong to you, I belong with you, I always have and I always will," she said tenderly as her tiny hands slowly ran up my arms up under the sleeves of my t-shirt.

"Always, Bella. I'll always belong to you and only you." I reached down and pulled the hem of my shirt up and over my head. She gasped when she saw my nipple piercings and tattoo over my heart.

Her shaking fingers traced the outline of the ballet slippers around the neck of a swan just over my heart.

"When?" Her eyes met mine again as she continued to stroke my ink.

"When I was on the road last summer...it just felt like a small piece of you was with me," I said and looked down to where her fingers traced the outline of the swan.

"I love you, Edward. I'm so sorry," she said as I looked down at her as the tears gathered in her beautiful chocolate eyes.

"Shhh, baby...no, none of that. I know that you love me. It was hard on both of us, but we're here, now...that's all that matters." I said as I laid down on top of her, between her legs, and wrapped my arms under her. My long arms allowed my hands free to caress her cheeks.

Her arms wrapped around my back as her fingers began to play with my hair at the nape of my neck. It felt like heaven to be this close to her, to feel her hands on my body, to feel her body under mine.

"I want you, Bella. All of you." I said as my nose began to nuzzle against her cheek and down to her ear where I ran my tongue around the shell of it.

She shivered under me, "Please, Edward...take me, make me yours in every way." Her voice pled with me and I couldn't have that.

"I could never deny you anything, Princess." My hands began to run up under her shirt and cup her small but firm breasts.

"Edward..." her voice was full of want and need as I pulled her shirt up over her head and pulled down the cups of her blue bra.

Those beautiful little nipples just liked I'd always imagined made my dick grow even harder, if that were possible.

"Fuck, Bella." I murmured just before I sucked it deep within my mouth. Her back arched up and her hands locked behind my head as she held me to her.

The moan that escaped her mouth almost made me cum right then and there.

"I don't have any protection." I announced as I popped off her tit and looked up at her.

She shook her head, "It's okay, we don't need it."

I wasn't sure what she meant by that but if she wasn't worried, neither was I.

Our passion ignited once again and soon we were naked, basked only in the moonlight that shone through the window beside us, and I was suddenly scared shitless.

"Go slow." She whispered just as I pushed at her entrance.

Our eyes locked again and I could see the terror in her eyes, "Do you want to stop?" I questioned her before I got too far to end this.

"No...just...I've never...and you're so big..." She blushed at that revelation and I couldn't help but smirk at her.

"I'll go slow, baby, I've never either. It's only for you...I've told you that and I'll continue to tell you that all our lives." I leaned down to kiss her and slowly began to push into her.

Fuck, she was tight and hot...the slick heat was enough to drive me mad. So I reached down and intertwined our fingers as I felt her barrier and stopped. I pulled her hands up over her head, "Are you ready, Princess? There's no going back after this," my voice was barely a whisper above her pants for breath.

"Yes...I love you, Knight." She whispered as I pushed further into her and felt her tense up.

"I love you too, Princess." I stilled my actions and gave her a minute as I noticed a single tear roll down her cheek.

"Move, please...Edward...I'm alright." She reassured me as the need to thrust became almost too great for me to control.

I pulled out slow and pushed back in as I felt her legs come up to wrap around my hips.

"Fuck, Bella...so tight." I whimpered as I tried so hard not to just let go and fuck her hard. I knew this was painful for her but she felt way too good wrapped around my cock.

"Mmmm." She moaned with her head thrown back as I began to move faster and felt myself slide deeper inside of her.

We both moaned and groaned, each one that fell from her mouth pushed me closer and closer to the edge. It was indescribable to know that I made Bella feel this way. Before I was ready for it be to be over, I felt the tightening in my balls and knew that I wouldn't be able to wait much longer.

"Bella, I'm so close..." I whined as she clenched down around me and whimpered my name. That was my undoing and my orgasm ripped through my body and I filled her with my own release.

I couldn't breathe from the intensity of it all as I lay with her , all the while I tried to keep my weight off her tiny body.

"That was perfect." She finally whispered a few minutes later. I raised my head to see her sparkling eyes as they peered back at me.

"It was...and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life doing exactly that with you." I smiled and whispered back. I moved further up the bed and pulled her into my arms.

I moved a strand of hair out of her eyes and held her face for a minute, "You are so beautiful, Princess."

She smiled and then blushed, "So are you, Knight."

We laid there for a few minutes, drunk off the sight of each other before I noticed her slight wince when she shifted to get comfortable.

"Let's go take a shower and wash off. You need some aspirin for the pain, too." She started to protest before I put a finger against her lips.

"Just let me take care of you, baby." I begged as she finally nodded her head. I slid off the bed to stand and she slowly moved to stand beside me, almost like she was embarrassed for me to see her nude.

She was thin, too thin, but then again, she had always been petite.

I led her into the small bathroom and flipped on the light, careful not to ogle her naked form as she already seemed self-conscious.

I started the water and grabbed us a few towels before I stepped in and held out my hand.

We talked about all that had been going on in our lives the past few months and what we had on our schedules for the next few months. She beamed with pride as she told me about her being asked to return to Europe. Sadness took over on her face when she relayed that she had to leave in a few days to go.

My heart sank at the thought of us being apart again. We were graduated, we were free and I hoped that this unexpected meeting between us was the start of our lives together, but, I knew that this time we'd be in contact. This time wouldn't be like the last time.

I offered to get her a cell phone with an international plan on it so that we could talk without Renee interfering. She agreed and I told her that I'd sneak off tomorrow afternoon to go get it.

After we'd soaped up and rinsed, she asked for a few minutes alone in the shower, so I kissed her and stepped out to dry off.

I walked back into the room and slipped on my boxers. I figured that she would be too sore to have sex again tonight so it was better to have some clothes on.

But, gah, I sure did want to have sex with her again.

"Edward?" I heard her say behind the closed bathroom door.

"Yes, baby." I replied as I sat on the side of the bed.

"Can you bring me your t-shirt or something?" I could hear her shyness come through her voice and I had to smile to myself. That was my girl, the real Bella, the one that only I got to see.

"Sure." I said and reached down to pick it up off the floor before I walked over and knocked on the door.

"Do you need anything else?" I asked as she opened the door a crack and peeked out at me.

"No, I'll be out in a second." She called back to me.

A few minutes later Bella walked out of the bathroom wearing only my shirt that went down to mid-thigh. I wanted to see her in my clothes and out of my clothes everyday for the rest of our lives.

"Come here, Princess." I said as I patted the bed next to me. She blushed and shuffled her feet across the floor until she reached the edge of the mattress. Instead of sitting beside me, she stood between my legs.

Her hands slowly came up to cup my face as her soft fingers ran a smooth line around the outline of my jaw and cheeks. I never took my eyes off her but her soft brown eyes followed the movement of her fingers.

"My beautiful Knight, so full of metal." She said as she ran the tip of her finger around my left viper bite. "Does this metal shield you from the world as well as your sword?" She whispered as her finger traced my pierced eyebrow.

I gulped and smirked, "Nope, but it helps me let off a little of my built up rage when a new piece of metal pierces my skin."

She smiled and lifted her eyes to meet mine.

It took my breath away, "You are so beautiful, Bella." I pulled her down into my lap as I moved back on the bed. She wrapped her arms around my neck and laid her head on my shoulder.

"I wish we could stay here, alone, together forever." She whispered and I kissed the top of her head.

"Me too, baby." My own voice was barely audible.

I laid us down and we clung to one another. I didn't know where we'd go from here but I knew that I couldn't live my life without her again, especially not now that we had an even deeper connection.

"I love you, Princess. We can make this work, right?" My eyes desperately searched hers for validation that she wanted this too.

"Yes, baby. We'll figure it out. I love you, too." She leaned forward and our lips met with the softest touch but quickly ignited into the blaring flames that soared between us.

We talked about plans and how we could be together until both of our current contracts were up. It seemed we both only had a few months to go and then we'd be free to start making a life for us together. It never seemed to amaze me how different Bella was with me and with everyone else in the world. It's like she could only let loose with me, show me the real her, while for everyone else she was guarded. I guess that was part of the attraction, that we knew each other in ways that no one else did.

Hours drifted as we talked and reconnected and eventually we both succumbed to sleep.

I felt the sun on my face just as I heard voices outside the window.

"I know she has to be here somewhere, Charlie. Edward's not home and they were spotted at the party together. I'm not leaving here until I find her." I heard Renee's annoying voice yell just a few feet outside the very bed where I lay with Bella wrapped in my arms.

I didn't want to cause her any further trouble and I knew I'd see her later tonight so I kissed her forehead, extracted her body from mine and slipped into my vans. I watched her for a few seconds so I could memorize those last moments from the night we shared.

I crawled out the back window as I heard Charlie and Renee arguing by the front door to the pool house. I knew it was only a matter of time before they caught us. I refused to give Renee any more ammunition than necessary so I quickly jumped the fence and made my way to my car parked a few houses down.

I drove home and dashed to my room as quiet as possible. I almost made it when I heard my dad yell at me from the bottom of the stairs, "Edward...we need to talk."

I turned around from the top step and nodded at him, "Can I shower first?"

He nodded back and I headed to my room. I wanted to get a note to Bella to let her know the reason that I'd left so abruptly this morning so I texted Jasper's little sister, Jessica to see if she'd take it to her for me.

She texted me back a few hours later after I'd gotten the fifth degree from my dad about staying out with Bella all night.

She's gone, E. Her dad said that her and her mom left for Europe an hour ago.

Fuck.

How the hell do I fix this now?

A/n: Exactly, how is he going to fix this?

And, well...um...what did you think?

Put on your big girl panties...the next ch is one of the first that I wrote for this fic...and I'm so excited that we're starting to get a little deeper into the storyline...

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